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Melbourne/ Malaysia

I would like to write this post to tell all my friends about the differences between Malaysia and Melbourne after almost a year I stay in Melbourne. Like we always hear others say about the moon at oversea is brighter and rounder than Malaysia. Is it true? Or just simply a joke? Let me unearth to you.

Firstly, the transport system here is perfect. We can access to bus, tram and train just by using one ticket. In short, we pay once and use for the whole day, not like KL, different train lines need difference ticket. Moreover, punctuality is the core principle here even for the public transport. There is a schedule for bus/tram/train and the punctuality is recorded each month and a statistic is counted for the knowledge of public. In KL, we may need hours to travel to some places whereas the whole journey just needs less than an hour.

Secondly, the weather here is cool. We no need fan/ air-con in our house. The wind is freezing and it is just around 12-18 degree at night even though is summer now. We no need umbrella when we go out too as raining here will only last for few minutes and is light.

Thirdly, the beach here is wonderful. Like CC said, he go to beach just to see topless gals. There is a big difference between M’sian and Australian. Aussies will take off everything in beach for evenly tan but for Malaysian is cover everything for evenly tan. Hahahahahahaha. Don’t say I’m pervert, but it is true. Can you see any Malaysian wearing bikini on the beach in M’sia?????or topless for sun bath????The answer is NONONONONO…….but that is common here. Don’t limit the compound to beach, even on the street, gals will wear sexy and hot.

I love the night sky view here in which starts can be seen clearly. The night here is darker. I love to watch stars at night here. Ohya, security here is better than M’sia. Rarely hear about burglary, robbery and “snatchery”. I walked before at 3/4am morning alone to go home but didn’t meet any person on the street. I agree that it is really safe to stay here than Malaysia.

However, it is undeniable that food in M’sia is much better than Melbourne. Thumbs up for M’sian food. Too bad that this post reveals that more pros than cons staying here and yes, the moon is brighter here. Hahahaha…..No offend, I still love my country just that I love to stay here.

Actually there are more differences, but I’m running out of time. I need to pack my things and is time to go back…..another 9 hours and I will be on my way back to my beloved home. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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3 More Days

I went to Queen Victoria Market yesterday to buy some souvenir before heading back to Malaysia. Sitting in the train alone from Clayton to city, observing every passenger in the train cabin, and looking out the window to chase away my loneliness and boredom. Anyway, time did pass very fast and the actual long journey seems to be shortened.

This was the first time I go to Queen Victoria Market and realized that it is very big. There are lots of stalls for souvenir, groceries, wine, candy and food court. I spend more than 2 hours there by visiting every single stall. Oh well, this 2 hours also took $150 away from me…..=.=

Besides, I just keep playing Dota and CS with my housemates for the past few days. I do have lots of fun in playing games with them. This kind of situation can’t be found in my house before exam, only post exam period…..haha…..

Left 3 days only before I fly back to my home country. I miss the food very very very much. I really can’t wait for them. I finish packing my luggage within 15 minutes. So efficient right?????I just throw everything in my luggage. The whole luggage is just full of souvenir and nothing more…….

I will be alone in the whole house starting tomorrow as my housemates will fly to Sydney for vacation. Haiz, alone in the big house….Do hope that tomorrow will be a better day….^^

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Sexpo

Sexpo Melbourne is really cool, an eye opening experience for me. It is just like the PC fair in M’sia in which there are lots of booths promoting all the sex stuffs like magazines, Dvd, toys, sex clothes and etc. You may find it boring in the morning or just walk pass every single store without going in to see every single sex items.

I will highlight few cool show and things that I experienced in the Sexpo. Firstly, It is the Sexpo showgals show. Three sexy gals dance and strip off every single clothes and wetting themselves with soap. I have recorded the whole performance, who wants to see the live real show by three hot yet horny gals, feel free to contact me privately. Hahahaha, I will give them to you if I’m in good mood. Normally I will see boobs in the movie but this time, I see the real boobs in front of me…….

Secondly, it will be the Australian bad boys who is the famous guys performers for gals…….Their show is good but I will not describe much about it here as I’m not Penis Lover. Hahahahahahaha, gals will not forget the fun they have for that show. Another one is the Guy who draw portrait by using his Damn Penis. Oh man, a penis can be used as colour brush…..=.=…….This is another hot spot for gals as well since penis can be seen….


The lingerie fashion show also not bad, but the models are not professional as the cat walk is flaw. They didn’t walk in the nice way that we can take some amazing photo. I prefer Victoria Secret more……





Next, the demon crush is really cool. It is the motorbike show such as turning upside down in the air. Thumbs up for them. And it is so amazing that Melbourne exhibition show room is so spacious for the motorbike to fly around.

I bought something from the sexpo too!!!!!!Going to give them to my friends!!!!!!!Haha, this will remain secretive and only those that receive my gift will know what are them. Not forget to mention, the strip poker is fun too but the sex train is a bit boring, not as good as my expectation. All in all, sexpo is cool as Boobs and Penis are everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Do I look perverted in the photo above?????hahahahaha...

6 days to go before I’m home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Going Home

Hey people, I'm going home soooooon. Really cant wait for it, I changed my flight ticket and thus a bomb was exploded in my pocket. Hahahaha.....Anyone wants to meet up with me, pls do appointment first to avoid long queue. I will post up my new mobile number in facebook when I reach the land of Malaysia. Do sms/ call me.

And my mum just told me that my internet cable in my area was being stolen again, so I don't have internet to use when I'm back to M'sia. It is so "sui", why the cable being stolen at this time but not few months before??????Really a shit, hate the stupid people who stole it. Pls contact me by mobile and not internet (FB/ MSN).
I think it is time to sing I'm Going Home by Chris Daughtry. A perfect timing to sing it. I will be landed on M'sia on 3rd December. Take note my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Insomnia

Tonight was another night that I can't sleep again. Sitting in front of my lappie until morning, see the sun rises from the horizon until IT uses its rays to beat my face. Last night as well, watching movie until morning thanks to the sleeplessness.

Having insomnia continuously for two nights, sounds weird. IS there too much worry? Or my biological clock changed? Or I play too many games? I can’t give myself an accurate answer too…sound funny I know…But I’m sure that my insomnia is indirectly affected by my consideration of changing my flight ticket. At first, I was thinking of staying here for two months and working to get extra money for my traveling expenditure and buying car. But now, I think my plan is delayed……..

Anyway, just realize that how beautiful the sun rise is and how quiet the lonely night will be. Do hope that there is someone to accompany me to see the process of dark surrounding changes into bright environment gradually. Oh well, I’m dreaming myself again. Hahaha

Another new day is waiting for me now. It is so amazing that an half before, the sky is still dark, but it is so bright now. This makes me flash back about the event of penang bridge marathon with my friends. It was an unforgettable memory in which I experienced the change of the night to day!!!!!!

The sun is out which means that it is the time for me to sleep. Hahahahaha….but not today, I’m not planning to sleep today and will keep awake for another 24 hours….

Good Morning World!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Grandma

A touching and meaningful song,

It reminds me of my grandma,
It reflects my childhood time,
It brings me back to the moments I shared with my beloved grandma,
It motivates me to go back early to M'sia;
As my grandma is always the only reason to drive me home.
Miss my grandma so much.....
She looked after me when I was young,
She never scold me before even I did something wrong,
She will give me whatever I want,
And she will try her best to satisfy me.
Almost one year I didn't see my grandma,
Is time to reunion with her again....
Grandma, I love you.
And I'm going home soon....


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New Blog Layout

Finally, after procrastinating for few days(playing games 24/7),
I changed a new look for my lovely bloggy....^_^
A new better look to replace the old one,
Like the new memories keep overwhelming the old ones;
Hopefully all the bad things will be over shined by the good ones!!!!!!
Oh well, I'm considering to change my flight ticket and go back early,
rather than just playing games 24/7 (many other games waiting for me in M'sia)
But i havn't decided yet, should make a decision within this week.
Will update my blog more frequent.
So..........................
Stay tuned!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^_^

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~Meteor Rain~

It was the first time I stayed awake and waited for the meteor.
Staying Awake until 3am and went to the field that near my house.
Waiting for almost two hours there,
Surrounding by insects and cold weather....12 degree
But it is worth as I saw METEOR!!!!!!!!!
It was so so cool......
The first time I see meteor...^^
But it was cloudy last night, not really have a good view for meteor rain.
A bit disappointed for that
Thanks God that I still able to see few meteor....
Learning few star patterns while waiting for the meteor like 北极星,北斗七星,射手座,金牛座,大熊座。。。。
Looking forward for the next meteor to come.....^^
And hope that I can see meteor rain with my love one next time....

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Life After Exam

Finish my exam three days ago....
I'm freaking free now like an old man who doesn't need to do anything.
First time feel that time is too much for me....
Went to have my Hep A vaccination after exam and applying job.
Giving out my resume officially to four shops...
But no reply until now....T.T
Just hope that I can a job within next week.
If not, I might change my flight and go back earlier to M'sia.
Anyway, I just keep watching movie, drama and play Dota all the time after the exam.
Really pathetic.....
I want to work but there is no job for me...
What to do?
Only rotting at home.....
Hahahahahahahahaha....and feel lazy to update my blog as well....
Want to change my blog layout long time ago....
Hopefully I will change it soon.....^^
Is time go back to my movie....^_^

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Bleeding Heart

Change my profile picture to a bleeding heart.
A white pure heart is bleeding....
It is broken by the love spikes...
Can it be heal???
I doubt about it...
As my heart travels through the jungle of thorns,
It bleeds and the blood is oozing down the path...

I live with a bleeding heart
I suffered much pain through out my life
That I have changed along the way
My heart has changed from all the painful ordeals I have endured

I live with a bleeding heart
I am living a lie
Keeping who I truly am inside
I can no longer my face in my own reflection

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Blood Donation

I'm very happy today as I went to my second blood donation in Aussie....

The feeling after blood donation is always being good for me....
My TINY bag of blood is going to save few more lives in the world....
That's why I'm so so so happy...
Should be having good mood and focus on my study....
But just feel that very tired to study.....
So end up online-ing and writing blog here....
Just realise a fact that O group of blood is the highest in the population...
Amazing...I used to think that other types are the dominant one....
And I thought that I'm very lucky having O type.....
Instead having O type is just normal.....
But is good.....O type can save lots of lives as it can be integrated with other types.
Looking forward for my third time blood donation....
Got a key chain from Australian Red Cross today...



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爱与喜欢

喜欢一个人,在一起的时候会很开心
爱一个人,在一起的时候,会莫名的失落

喜欢一个人,你不会想到你们的将来
爱一个人,你们常常在一起憧憬明天

喜欢一个人,在一起的时候永远是欢乐
爱一个人,你会常常流泪

喜欢一个人,当你们好久不见,你会突然想起他
爱一个人,当你们好久不见,你会天天想着他

喜欢一个人,当你想起他,你会微微一笑
爱一个人,当你想起他,你会对着天空发呆

喜欢一个人,你会想,他有了孩子,你一定会很喜欢,
爱一个人,会有一天,你突然很好奇:将来我们的孩子会是什么样子

喜欢一个人就是希望大家都开心
爱一个人希望他会更开心

喜欢一个人,你要得只是今天
爱一个人,你期望的是永远

喜欢一个人,是看到了他的优点
爱一个人,是包容了他的缺点

喜欢和爱的区别就在于
当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速
当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞

但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑.
    
当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿
当你爱的人哭,你会陪她一起哭

但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言
但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰她.
    
当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水
当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳!
   
喜欢,是一种心情
爱,是一种感情

喜欢,是一种直觉
爱,是一种感觉

喜欢,可以停止
爱,没有休止

喜欢一个人,特别自然
爱一个人,特别坦然

喜欢一个人,有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人,有时候怕和他在一起

喜欢一个人,不停的和他争执
爱一个人,不停的为他付出

喜欢一个人,希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人,希望可以随时找到他

喜欢一个人,总是为他而笑
爱一个人,总是为他而哭

喜欢,是执着
爱,是值得

喜欢就是喜欢,很简单
爱就是爱,很复杂

喜欢你,却不一定爱你
爱你,就一定很喜欢你


其实,喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但,想要迈这一步就看你如何去诠释它。。。

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Greedy

I HATE greedy people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes just wonder why people are GREEDY???
Can money be used to buy everything in the world???
The answer is always NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It is true that we can't survive without money,
but why don't just satisfy with whatever you have now????
Maybe you're not rich, don't have many money,
But have you thought about other unfortunate one???
They don't have shelter, money, clothes....
They starve and die........
Do they complaint????
They might, but if they are given $10,
They will be very happy and satisfy with it...
But most of the greedy people Wont and Never!!!!!!
I did fed up when some of frenz are part of the greedy gang too....
Got so many money for what????
Bring them together with you after you die????
And I do hate one of my friends in my gang now...
Hate he/she a lot!!!!!!nearly reach Max level....
Hope that i can bash he/she!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finish emo-ing........

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LOST

Quite lost recently......

Half of me want to study and another half want to play....
Exam is so so near....I doubt I can finish revising all the first year medical notes...>.<
Anyway, I'm on the path to swift back to study mode gradually....
Can't afford to lose the 'exam game' again this time....

Another lost is related to Remina...
Unbelieveable she got a bf now....
Really no comment...
Maybe love is really BLIND.........
Just hope that the guy can tolerate with her....

Actually I did expect I will lose the game...
No reasons and motivation to get a gf now...
I have loved and being loved before...
I have tried the feeling of love...
And of course, suffered from it too...^^
I really need to focus on study instead of love...
Still remember that I did badly on my academic performance after having gf....
From a high scorer became an academic loser in INTEC....
Luckily the break up saved me from the embarrassment of can't fly...
Maybe being in a relationship won't affect others in their academic,
but IT DOES affect me significantly....
I did remember that I told most of my friends(include my ex) that I won't involve in a relationship in my first two years of Uni life....
The promise hasn't being broken and will never break due to my POOR performance in Uni...
Getting honour is more importance than having gf at this moment for me...
And I'm still waiting for my princess....
Really want to get my next gf right....
I'm not as playful as before.....

Dear, I know that you will read this post....
I also know your feeling to me...
I'm sure that 'I do' will come out from your mouth if I ask from you...
I know that it is never too late for me to ask you...
But I gave my priority to my study...
And result in your suffering now...
You no need to cry like what you always do now...
I'm so hurt whenever I know you cry...
I wonder if I ask for your hand earlier,
maybe all of this will change...
And he will never pull you down...
I do hope that you will be happy everyday...
Do remember that What i told you before...
I will never let you walk alone...
All the best in your exams...

P/S: I'm not sure should this post being posted as I know you may experience another emotion wave.....Just want to let you know that there is always one reason to cheer up whenever you're sad....the reason is ME....^^

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October

October is here alrdy.....And I didn't update my blog for quite a while....

Nothing really special happened in my life and I keep playing ghost trapper, a facebook game. I love the game so so so much....Oh, anyone who read about this post, please go to my wall on facebook and click on the link to join ghost trapper......PLEASE...this can help me to get something in the game....And I really need it...
Also, I wont update my blog so frequently now as my exam is coming and ghost trapper takes most of my time....hehe.......Good luck to everyone who is going to sit for any kind of exam in October or November......^^^^^^^

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Wedding Ceremony

Wana congrate Ivy and Ian here and wish them happy wedding. God will sure bless them every single moments they have together and sweeter than before.....Today is a significant day for them as well as me.....It is my first ever wedding ceremony in church...Quite amazing and cool....


Apart from that, my mid semester break alrdy began.....a week long planless holidays. I don't think I will go anywhere and it also officially marks the beginning of my study time.
Semester break = Study break
Haha, have to like dat as exam is coming really soon....

Nothing happenning recently. Everyday is just study study and study.......quite nerd right?

Quite lazy to update my blog also.....really become a pig liao.....Eat, Study and Sleep...the cycle keeps going on and on......>.<'

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Sunday

Really bored today......

Try to study but my brain doesn't want to work properly.....
Went clubbing on Friday night.....
Danced for hours together with the Remix music;
Rock totally for the whole night....
Finish clubbing at 3am in the morning,
Everyone claimed that hungry so we walk to ChinaBar to have "early breakfast" at 4am..
Unbelievable that the whole restaurant is full of ppl at 4am....all are clubbers...
Staying overnight at zeying's house again,
And they continue playing Ring of Fire, another drinking game until 7.30am...
Sound a bit crazy....but I didn't join them as I got briefing on 10am the next morning...
So I slept and they played....
Most of them turned out drunken...Haha...
After briefing, I went to Smith St for shopping....
But din buy anything as nothing attract me...
Having lunch at Si Chuan Restaurant, the dishes taste good but it is not a good idea to eat super spicy food after drinking.....my tummy still upset now....

Back to reality,
My exam is on 5th of November......Damn early...
Just hope that I can finish studying everything before exam,
And score a good result this time...
Can't afford to get bad bad bad result again this time...
But my brain still functionless.......damn it la...
It is a good idea to chop it off and fix it then suture it back.....
Damn you my brain....
Another boring yet unproductive sunday......

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Friday

Can't wait for this friday to come............To others, it may be just another boring and ordinary day. For me, it's different......Im going to clubbing on this friday night.....Really tak boleh wait for it...I also dunno why I'm so eager to go to clubbing....Maybe too depressed about my exam result....Study so much also get bad result, better don't think so much and go clubbing...Alcohols will help me to forget everything....Oops, hopefully i won't get drunk until can't remember the "fun" time at clubbing.......BLVD, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Going to rock and roll.....hahahahaahahaha....

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No Title

Big disappointment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm disappointed............>.<'

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Meaning of Roses

Suddenly got mood to post about the meaning of number of roses here....

I think most of the guys should have known about this but most of my male friends dunno..
So 'bo huat', i post here in order to increase your knowledge...
girls love roses and I love to give.....x)
Anyway, come back to topic, what is the meaning of roses?
Different colours got different meaning as well,
but I'm just going to post about the number of roses mean here....

1 Rose

Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses

Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses

I love you

- 6 Roses

I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses

I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses

An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 RosesYou are perfect
- 11 RosesYou are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 RosesBe my steady
- 13 RosesSecret Admirer
- 15 RosesI am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 RosesBelieve me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 RosesI am devoted to you
- 24 RosesCan't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 RosesSaying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 RosesI will remember our romantic moments
- 40 RosesMy love for you is genuine
- 50 RosesRegretless love, this is
- 99 RosesI will love you for as long as I live
- 100 RosesHarmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 RosesYou are my one and only love
- 108 RosesPlease marry me!
- 365 RosesCan't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 RosesEverlasting and Eternal love

So guys, choose the correct number of roses to give to your gf....
And tell them what are they mean......add bonus point...
wakakakaakakaka......^^

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Random 1

Really no mood to do anything now........

So choose to blog here instead...^^
Went to city to shopping last Saturday, spent more than $200.
Bought two pairs of jean and a formal shirt.
Lazy to take the photos of them...so no photo available here....
Working on my EPI assignment recently....really have no idea how to complete it and can I finish it on time....=.='
Lolx, really can't think of what more should I write here...............
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Mind is still blank..........
Nvm, go to sleep then....hahaha...
Good night everyone....^^

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Update

Not really got much things to update here as my life is quite sedentary recently....Thanks to hectic schedule, exam and assignments. Everyday just study, study and keep studying...Just finished my exam yesterday but still got tone of workload are waiting for me especially anatomy -18 muscles in just a forearm.....Have to rmb all the muscles, functions, vascular supply, nerves and clinical applications.....And the list is never going to end.....today finish forearm practical and not even finish remembering stuffs and tomorrow hand and wrist lecture is coming......


And my exam result is going to be released tomorrow....Damn efficient this time....two can get result alrdy.....Didn't really aim high for this time as I did lots of stupid mistakes which not supposed to be answered wrongly. Have to minimise the amount of mistakes in the next coming exam.......

Yeah, I can't really think of any other things to update here.........sedentary lifestyle and busy students' life make my mind unfunctional....hahahahaha...x)

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Because I'm a girl

Found a touching video last night....

I love it so much....
I listened to korean, english and chinese version of the same song.
I choose to post the english version here to share with others.
The lyrics sound that is the guy's fault...
But I will take the same action like him in the end....


just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I Want You So
NoW you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon...

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最远的距离

世界上最远的距离到底是什么?
是南极与北极之间的距离?
或者是天空与大地的距离?
还是生与死的距离?
有人认为最远的距离其实就在宇宙中,
从太阳到黑洞的距离。。。
也有人认为最远的距离是
当两人分手后,背对背离开的距离;
或当爱情不再存在的时候,
两人之间的距离最远。。。

但我却不认同。。。。
世界上最遥远的距离,
不是南极与北极之间,
也不是天空与大地之间,
更不是生与死的距离,
宇宙之间也不是。

而是我站在你面前,
你却不知道我爱你;
而是爱到痴迷,
却不能说我爱你;
而是想你痛彻心脾,
却只能深埋心底;

心与心的距离永远都是最远的,
特别是彼此相爱的心,
却不知对方的心声,
导致不能在一起。。。

世界上最遥远的距离,
也有可能是你明明无法抵抗想念她,
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把她放在心里。
也有可能是你用自己冷漠的心,
对爱你的人,
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠。。。

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海鸥与灯塔

我是一座灯塔
而你则是雪白的海鸥。。。
天天凝望着你在海洋上翱翔,
时时聆听着你那悦人的鸣叫。
刮风时,我会牢牢地耸立,
心甘情愿成为你的避风港,帮你挡风;
酷热时,我会轻轻地抬头,
让我的影子成为你的避热区,帮你遮太阳;
下雨时,我会张开嘴巴,
让我的口成为你的避雨屋,帮你挡雨;
很希望你能永远的陪在我左右,
但你那自由自在的性格,
一次又一次地纵使你离开我。。。
很希望你能明白我的心意,
但又没有勇气告诉你,
害怕你会因此不再回到我的身边。。。
你是我心中的那双眼,
带我领略四季的变换,
带我飞越浩瀚的海洋;
是你,我的眼,
让我看到白云后的那片蓝天,
让我看到高山后的世外桃源,
让我看到海洋后的那座城市,
让我看到世界原来就在眼前。

没有了你,我的世界是剩下黑与白,
失去了你,我的世界只是一片虚无。

夜深时,
在那灯火阑珊处,
偶尔会传来阵阵的哭声。。。

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Potong Saga


A great and funny one.......x)

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风雨

如果风是我的翅膀
我会随著海潮投入夕阳的怀抱
鸣鸣的沿著海岸线對着浪的故乡呼唤

因为我的所有只在眼眉看不见的對岸
倾心问候那鹹水有沒有遇见我的宝贝
我的真心已藏匿於在沙灘下的那殼類
痴心的等待著远方的机緣
直到闊海被填满的某一天。。。

如果雨是我的语言
我会把我的心声传达给大地
嗒嗒的穿过地平线对着土的世界哭泣
因为我的一切只有眼前荒凉的沙洲
扉心狂吼着我宝贝
我的痴心已蒸发于流沙中的热浪
恒心的奔向无法到达的海市蜃楼
直到力竭被蒸发的某一天。。。

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幸福

生命也许是一次美丽的流放
有人在途中遇到真理
有人在途中遇到宝藏
而我,只遇到你和忧伤...

想起另一个城市的黄昏
金黄的狐狸在漫游.
那是生命释放后的空虚
是永劫沉沦后的复苏.
灵魂的庙宇空空荡荡
见到你,黄昏的美丽再次复苏,
金雀花和风中教堂温柔而仓皇;
火,言语已经废去
黄昏中的笑容安详让人想起事过境迁
有一种距离终生无法逾越
只有等,下一个明天,下一个轮回
见到你,下一个你...
幸福比羽毛还要轻
它又能承载什么苦难比大地还要沉重?
为何幸福往往选择离我而去?

情夜漫漫情路难,
痴情尘世为红颜。
天弄情劫人何解,
人若无情心更寒。
试问几人情无泪,
多少痴心为情催。
谁人不羡梁祝情,
生死不悔永相随。

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承诺

在ZhiLin的生日派对听到了这首触动我的心的歌,
他亲自作曲,亲自填词,
有可能感动不了其他人,但让我回想起很多的曾经,
歌名- 承诺
女朋友离开了他,同时也留下许多空承诺,
相爱时所许下的承诺,
无论多么的感人与有意义,
分手后也只是一堆文字,
毫无意义。。。
承诺给与我们安全感,
同时也在我们心中留下伤痕。
你曾经给我许多的承诺,
但现在留给我的只是黑色的回忆。。。
虽然他咬词不清,
很难听清楚他所唱的歌,
但他的情感却很丰富,
我了解到承诺带给他的伤害,
因我也是过来人。。。
当你无法实现你给他人的承诺,
当初就不应该许下那承诺!!!

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你是我的眼

从星光五班认识这首歌。。

一首感人的歌。。

我愿意成为你的眼。。。

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Colac

Had a memorable rural placement week in Colac.
I used to think that there will be nothing in rural except some basic facilities.
Apparently, rural area here is diff from M'sian rural context.
Colac is a big town, got banks, restaurants, hypermarkets, factories and farms.
Really big, got Coles, Aldi, Safeway and Target...
At least far more better than Clayton.....T.T
It is located 2 hours train journey from Melb.
The Colac lake is very big but a bit water left....
Drought...drought.....drought....
So, the water will move to the other side of the lake due to the wind.
Funny right....morning at west and night at east...
The rural placement is just like a week holidays.
Staying in motel, everything is provided.
Visiting the Bulla Dairy factory, got free yogurt and ice cream.
Then meet with ppl with disability, local GP and home based visit.
Observing how the nurse showering the old guy and went shopping with an old lady.
Funny yet interesting.
Love my Colac group so much.
You guys really rock my week.
Lazy to say anymore, lets the photos speak.


The Colac Lake

The Motel



Bulla Factory

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Ski Trip

Finally I'm back from my rural placement.
REally was a tiring journey...
3 days skiing at Falls Creek then continue 5 days of rural placement...
You may think that I'm an iron man!!!
Anyway, I won't regret for it....
I love skiing and Falls Creek....
VEry very awesome.....
Everywhere is covered by white snow...
Wohohoho....like living on a PURE land...
Still rmb I falling like hell when learning how to ski,
Eating lots of snow and hurting my bum.....
It is enjoying when You master all the basic skills like stop and turn.
This trip did paint another part of my first year medical life memory.
$560 is really worth after all....wakakakaka...
Will let the photos say everything.
Didn't take lots of photos as the environment is damn cold...
Fingers can't bear with it....

7 meddies...
*Will update soon about my rural placement in Colac.....

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感想

今天从我家到Clayton Town 的路途中,
看见了一面感人的画面。。。
一位七旬的老婆婆,
在寒风中推着手推车,
沿途每户去派传单。
寒冷的天气,
冰冷的风使人们都躲在温暖的家,
但这位老婆婆却为了维持生计,
与冷风对敌,
双手慢慢地推着手推车,
一家一家地派传单。
弱小的身体加上单薄的衣服,
哪是寒风的对手?
当时我真的很同情她,
想要帮助她,却不知如何帮她。
真的很佩服她的精神与勇气,
那种不愿依靠他人,
只靠自己的双手来养活自己。
有时真的很不明白,
为和许多人都愿意坐在路边,
双手伸开等着别人的施舍,
而不愿意靠自己去挣钱,
或者是去抢劫,
为了钱财而不顾他人的安危;
跟这位满头白发的老婆婆,
他们应觉得惭愧与反省。。。
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Im going to ski this Friday!!!!!
Falls Creek.....
I will land my feet on the white snow
And touch it.....
A very first time.....
Seeing and touching the snow....
The moment is coming very soon...
Wakakakakaka.....
Can't wait for it....
And after 3 days in Falls Creek,
I will straight away go to Colac for my rural placement,
So my blog maybe being abandoned for two weeks...
Coz there is no Internet connection in rural area...
A week in rural area....
x)

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思路

刚刚捐完了血,
看似输出许多血,
但却感觉不怎么样。。。
走在回家的路上,
看到了花蕾开始绽放,
朵朵花儿绽开在没有叶子的枯树枝,
塑造出优美的景色。
花儿的到来也表示冬天的结束,
但却不是所有的树都有花儿,
一部分的树依然是枯萎的,
默默地等待花儿的到来。
我有如那些枯树,
痴痴地等待我的花儿,
等待放晴的那天。
真的很希望我能变回以前的我,
很希望能再享受在巅峰的时刻,
有时我会怀疑我是否江郎才尽,
再也无法创造辉煌时代;
还是我没有破釜沉舟?
当你爬上最高的山,
也是跟那些爬到一半就下山的一样,
都曾爬过那座山。
这有如我考到最高最好,
跟我只是及格,
到头来也是医生一位,
没有差别。。。
我应该天天苦读?
或者轻松读书呢?
我很想让其他人羡慕我,
而不是我羡慕他们。
很想像以前一样努力,
很想亲手将我的釜击破,
但却下不了手,
有可能不忍心把那辛苦换回来的舟给击沉,
不击沉,又如何不顾生死去拼呢?

只好破釜又沉舟。。。。。。

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十年前......十年後

父母

十年前我們是父母的孩子;十年後我們是孩子的父母

十年前我不知道家的溫馨;十年後我才體會家的溫暖

十年前我渴望離家去遠方;十年後我渴望從遠方回家

十年前我對父母大吵大嚷;十年後我希望父母再罵我

生活

十年前我騎著自行車,吹著歡快的口哨,走在回家的路上

十年後我開著私家車,接著不斷的電話,走在應酬的路上

十年前我渴望坐一次飛機,


十年後我最害怕的就是坐飛機

十年前我踢完球,走過咖啡屋窗前,希望女生對面的男生是我

十年後我望見咖啡屋外走過那剛踢過球的孩子,希望我是其中一個

十年前我渴望住進五星飯店,


十年後我住進五星飯店,卻想回家

十年前我們被父母和老師逼到課桌前,認真聽講;

十年後我想再次聽講,卻已找不到課桌

十年前我渴望有朝一日坐上自己的私家車,不再走路;

十年後我渴望走路,不再開私家車

十年前我希望顯露出的是成熟;


十年後我去美容,希望青春永駐

十年前我頓頓想著大魚大肉;


十年後我餐餐只想著吃青菜

工作

十年前我月薪的目標是10,000;


十年後我月薪50,000元,依然無法快樂

十年前200元我可以花用一個月;


十年後200元我只能吃一頓飯

十年前我們穿著統一的校服,樸素中透出的是陽光般的燦爛

十年後我們穿著名牌的服裝,華貴中流露出的是淡淡的憂鬱

十年前我最怕的就是批評;


十年後我最難得的卻是批評

十年前我們可以蓬頭垢面,滿臉汗漬的去上課

十年後我們必須衣冠楚楚,面帶微笑的去上班

感念

十年前我以為自己是一棵大樹;


十年後才明白自己不過是一棵小草

十年前我唯一可以浪費的就是時間;


十年後除了時間什麼我都可以浪費

十年前我們可以說青春無悔;


十年後我們只能說青春不在 !

十年前我們可以遊戲人生;


十年後我們卻處在人生的遊戲中!

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Result

Got back last semester result yesterday.....
SAD
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.
.
.
.
>.<'
Sad b'coz of no improvement compared with mid sem result.
Still in the same range and quartile.
Wondering how other Singaporean study....
As they always in the top quartile...
Wei Chong 110/118 = Godlike.
Really have to study hard.
Besides, really salute to JJ who manages to be in 4th quartile.
The only M'sian representative in 4th quartile.
SALUTE.
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.
Going to study now.....

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假期尾声之札

一个月的寒假即将到达尾声,
只剩下一天,
我又再回到大学上课。
繁忙的课程再一次将我的压力程度提高。。。
很喜欢假期,
无须早起,无须担心学业,只有玩乐,
在过去的一个月内,我去了SYDNEY,
看了无数地电影,玩DOTA,
O-Week Volunteering, 去Mt Dandenong。。。
真的舍不得假期,
但我还是得让它离去,
夕阳毕竟很美,但却只维持那一瞬间,
五彩斑斓的烟花也有完毕的时刻,
扣人心弦的电影也会有一个结局;
夕阳依然会再出现,
烟花依然可再燃放,
假期依然会再回来。
是时候收拾好心情,
准备迎接新的学期, 新的挑战。
期待下一个假期的来临,
也期待新的学期,
开始踏出2/10医学之旅。。。
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These are some Mt Dandenong photos.....











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Mt Dandenong

Another day trip with my gang!!!!!
Went to Mt Dande and Puffing Billy today......
Enjoy riding puffing billy very much....
Ooops, maybe some of you don't know what is puffing billy...
Haha, it is an old fashion train that used in British colonization.
QUite old li but very nice...
A good experience especially going thru the Wooden bridge...
Cool man, amazing...
Also, I love to sit on the train window and let my arms and legs out...

After that.......
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.
.
We went to Sky High, the highest place on Mt Dande...
Freaking cold there....3 degree.......
Anyway, the sight and scenery from Sky High are picturesque...
A vista view of Melbourne.....
CBD is like a lost kingdom that surrounded by mist....
And we can see Brisbane range from there....
Try to imagine that......Brisbane is 97km away from there...
Amazing right????
Hahahaha....
Sorry that I don't have any photos to share here...
As I forgot to bring my camera this morning...
Will upload here ASAP when I get them from my friends...
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Everyone results are out today.....
Except Medicine.....
Pathetic man.....
Have to wait until this Monday...
Anyway.....
.
.
Nothing then...
>.<'

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Winter SwoOp

I supposely post this last week but due to anger and moody,
It is only being published now......
I was the game master in Chadstone during this event last friday.
It is a bit boring as have to stay there for hours waiting for teams,
But I still enjoyed it very much especially
watching "Butt Dancing"!!!
I requested them to dance out 'MONASH' by their butts.
How naughty am I....x)
Hahahahaha....




I Think Mang Yik and Mel also enjoyed dancing like this very much...
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Holidays are going to end very soon...
Uni reopen next week...T.T
And my end of semester result is out this friday...
Lolx, really hope that I can get it through this time....
A bit worry about it....

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MoOdY

Don't know why I'm quite moody today.
Lack of motivation and mood in doing anything.
Maybe due to BAD WEATHER?
Or STUDY?
Or FRIENDSHIP?
Or LOVE?
Or everything....x)
Since I was so moody and bored,
Go to play dota with pc and killed them like crazy...
Beyond Godlike...hahahahaha...
Maybe this is a way of destressing.
Feel a bit better after killing 18 heroes.....
However can't sleep now as too excited after playing....
After Dota Syndrome--->can't sleep....T.T
So end up blogging here at 2am in the morning...
Cool....
Maybe will watch some anime after this....
Haiz, Did plan go to city to meet up with a friend from SP,
but are cancelled just now.....
Lolx, then I will be free the whole day tomorrow....
Sienz.......
If she tell me early, then I will go church liao tomorrow...
Rather than just "Zombie-ing" at home...
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.......

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Upset

Errrrr, very very very ANGRY now after knowing that my external is dead again!!!!!
I hate this, seriously.
I will go crazy every time when my friends tell me that my external got problems.
In other words, I need to reformat my external again.
AND this time I saved lots of photos inside.
My memorable photos, movies, software will vanish.
Really damn it.
I wonder why they use AVG as their defence software.
Pls la, just spend few $$$$ and get a good antivirus software.
Then, this kind of problem will never happen.
Maybe you guys will never understand how hard is for the owner.
WE have to spend lots of time and energy to format it.
And we will lose all our important things inside.
Photos will help us to capture and freeze the merry moments in our lives.
There is no way to turn back and take another one.
They are so precious and valuable.
Gone, part of my memories are gone now as the photos are gone.
I don't think I can sleep well tonight.
Really hurt.......T.T
Anyway, I can't blame them totally as well....
I need to responsible for it too....
I will never lend my external to others anymore....
Seriously, no more.....

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>.<'

Quite lazy to update my blog recently...
Nothing special to blog about during the holidays.
Mainly just rotting at home as the weather hold me back.
I did something that I never done before in my life today.
I went to church this morning to experience the service.
Love to sing the worship songs together with all.
But not really understand the message in the bible.
Maybe too many bible language that I'm not familiar with.
Knew many new friends in church and met some SP people.
Unbelieveable to meet SP people here.
Did enjoy myself there.
Hahahahaha.
And I want to thank Yu Wan for giving me a Bible.
In short, I have my own bible now.^^
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Moody recently.
Reasons????Left it with myself.
Feel a bit guilty to waste lots of time during holidays.
Maybe due to screwing up my previous exam.
Really hope that can pass this time.
Not very confident as many questions I'm not sure the answer.
Haiz.
I'm not who I was last time.
Not as confident as before after studying medicine here.
Changed a lot me.
Hopefully can search back myself.
>.<'

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Sydney Trip

Finally I found my mood and time to update my little blog.
Really tired after 6 days of Sydney trip...

An unforgettable memories....

Day 1 : Visit China Town + Darling Harbour + CBD

Day 2 : Manly Beach + Harbour Bridge + Opera House + Royal Botanical Garden + The Rocks

Day 3 : Fish Market + Bondi Beach + Star City + CBD

Day 4 : Blue Mountain + CBD

Day 5 : UNSW + Lindt's Cafe + Darling Harbour + CBD

Day 6 : Fish Market + QVB

Finally, I see the splendid Opera House with my own eyes and touched it.

An amazing sunset view of Harbour Bridge and Opera House

I love Bondi Beach a lot.....

Blue Mountain
Famous Three Sisters - The rocks in the photo


Lindt Chocolate is the best ever chocolate.


Really enjoy this trip to Sydney with all my medicine friends. Without friends, a trip will be lonely and boring.
Even though had some conflicts during the trip, I really love the trip and you.
I apologise if my words & actions make you upset.
x)

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