Atlas of My Memories

今天从我家到Clayton Town 的路途中，
看见了一面感人的画面。。。
一位七旬的老婆婆，
在寒风中推着手推车，
沿途每户去派传单。
寒冷的天气，
冰冷的风使人们都躲在温暖的家，
但这位老婆婆却为了维持生计，
与冷风对敌，
双手慢慢地推着手推车，
一家一家地派传单。
弱小的身体加上单薄的衣服，
哪是寒风的对手？
当时我真的很同情她，
想要帮助她，却不知如何帮她。
真的很佩服她的精神与勇气，
那种不愿依靠他人，
只靠自己的双手来养活自己。
有时真的很不明白，
为和许多人都愿意坐在路边，
双手伸开等着别人的施舍，
而不愿意靠自己去挣钱，
或者是去抢劫，
为了钱财而不顾他人的安危；
跟这位满头白发的老婆婆，
他们应觉得惭愧与反省。。。
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Im going to ski this Friday!!!!!
Falls Creek.....
I will land my feet on the white snow
And touch it.....
A very first time.....
Seeing and touching the snow....
The moment is coming very soon...
Wakakakakaka.....
Can't wait for it....
And after 3 days in Falls Creek,
I will straight away go to Colac for my rural placement,
So my blog maybe being abandoned for two weeks...
Coz there is no Internet connection in rural area...
A week in rural area....
x)

刚刚捐完了血，
看似输出许多血，
但却感觉不怎么样。。。
走在回家的路上，
看到了花蕾开始绽放，
朵朵花儿绽开在没有叶子的枯树枝，
塑造出优美的景色。
花儿的到来也表示冬天的结束，
但却不是所有的树都有花儿，
一部分的树依然是枯萎的，
默默地等待花儿的到来。
我有如那些枯树，
痴痴地等待我的花儿，
等待放晴的那天。
真的很希望我能变回以前的我，
很希望能再享受在巅峰的时刻，
有时我会怀疑我是否江郎才尽，
再也无法创造辉煌时代；
还是我没有破釜沉舟？
当你爬上最高的山，
也是跟那些爬到一半就下山的一样，
都曾爬过那座山。
这有如我考到最高最好，
跟我只是及格，
到头来也是医生一位，
没有差别。。。
我应该天天苦读？
或者轻松读书呢？
我很想让其他人羡慕我，
而不是我羡慕他们。
很想像以前一样努力，
很想亲手将我的釜击破，
但却下不了手，
有可能不忍心把那辛苦换回来的舟给击沉，
不击沉，又如何不顾生死去拼呢？

只好破釜又沉舟。。。。。。

父母

十年前我們是父母的孩子；十年後我們是孩子的父母

十年前我不知道家的溫馨；十年後我才體會家的溫暖

十年前我渴望離家去遠方；十年後我渴望從遠方回家

十年前我對父母大吵大嚷；十年後我希望父母再罵我

生活

十年前我騎著自行車，吹著歡快的口哨，走在回家的路上

十年後我開著私家車，接著不斷的電話，走在應酬的路上

十年前我渴望坐一次飛機，

十年後我最害怕的就是坐飛機

十年前我踢完球，走過咖啡屋窗前，希望女生對面的男生是我

十年後我望見咖啡屋外走過那剛踢過球的孩子，希望我是其中一個

十年前我渴望住進五星飯店，

十年後我住進五星飯店，卻想回家

十年前我們被父母和老師逼到課桌前，認真聽講；

十年後我想再次聽講，卻已找不到課桌

十年前我渴望有朝一日坐上自己的私家車，不再走路；

十年後我渴望走路，不再開私家車

十年前我希望顯露出的是成熟；

十年後我去美容，希望青春永駐

十年前我頓頓想著大魚大肉；

十年後我餐餐只想著吃青菜

工作

十年前我月薪的目標是10,000；

十年後我月薪50,000元，依然無法快樂

十年前200元我可以花用一個月；

十年後200元我只能吃一頓飯

十年前我們穿著統一的校服，樸素中透出的是陽光般的燦爛

十年後我們穿著名牌的服裝，華貴中流露出的是淡淡的憂鬱

十年前我最怕的就是批評；

十年後我最難得的卻是批評

十年前我們可以蓬頭垢面，滿臉汗漬的去上課

十年後我們必須衣冠楚楚，面帶微笑的去上班

感念

十年前我以為自己是一棵大樹；

十年後才明白自己不過是一棵小草

十年前我唯一可以浪費的就是時間；

十年後除了時間什麼我都可以浪費

十年前我們可以說青春無悔；

十年後我們只能說青春不在 !

十年前我們可以遊戲人生；

十年後我們卻處在人生的遊戲中!

一个月的寒假即将到达尾声，
只剩下一天，
我又再回到大学上课。
繁忙的课程再一次将我的压力程度提高。。。
很喜欢假期，
无须早起，无须担心学业，只有玩乐，
在过去的一个月内，我去了SYDNEY，
看了无数地电影，玩DOTA，
O-Week Volunteering， 去Mt Dandenong。。。
真的舍不得假期，
但我还是得让它离去，
夕阳毕竟很美，但却只维持那一瞬间，
五彩斑斓的烟花也有完毕的时刻，
扣人心弦的电影也会有一个结局；
夕阳依然会再出现，
烟花依然可再燃放，
假期依然会再回来。
是时候收拾好心情，
准备迎接新的学期， 新的挑战。
期待下一个假期的来临，
也期待新的学期，
开始踏出2/10医学之旅。。。
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These are some Mt Dandenong photos.....

Another day trip with my gang!!!!!
Went to Mt Dande and Puffing Billy today......
Enjoy riding puffing billy very much....
Ooops, maybe some of you don't know what is puffing billy...
Haha, it is an old fashion train that used in British colonization.
QUite old li but very nice...
A good experience especially going thru the Wooden bridge...
Cool man, amazing...
Also, I love to sit on the train window and let my arms and legs out...

I supposely post this last week but due to anger and moody,
It is only being published now......
I was the game master in Chadstone during this event last friday.
It is a bit boring as have to stay there for hours waiting for teams,
But I still enjoyed it very much especially
watching "Butt Dancing"!!!
I requested them to dance out 'MONASH' by their butts.
How naughty am I....x)
Hahahahaha....

I Think Mang Yik and Mel also enjoyed dancing like this very much...
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Holidays are going to end very soon...
Uni reopen next week...T.T
And my end of semester result is out this friday...
Lolx, really hope that I can get it through this time....
A bit worry about it....

Don't know why I'm quite moody today.
Lack of motivation and mood in doing anything.
Maybe due to BAD WEATHER?
Or STUDY?
Or FRIENDSHIP?
Or LOVE?
Or everything....x)
Since I was so moody and bored,
Go to play dota with pc and killed them like crazy...
Beyond Godlike...hahahahaha...
Maybe this is a way of destressing.
Feel a bit better after killing 18 heroes.....
However can't sleep now as too excited after playing....
After Dota Syndrome--->can't sleep....T.T
So end up blogging here at 2am in the morning...
Cool....
Maybe will watch some anime after this....
Haiz, Did plan go to city to meet up with a friend from SP,
but are cancelled just now.....
Lolx, then I will be free the whole day tomorrow....
Sienz.......
If she tell me early, then I will go church liao tomorrow...
Rather than just "Zombie-ing" at home...
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.......

Errrrr, very very very ANGRY now after knowing that my external is dead again!!!!!
I hate this, seriously.
I will go crazy every time when my friends tell me that my external got problems.
In other words, I need to reformat my external again.
AND this time I saved lots of photos inside.
My memorable photos, movies, software will vanish.
Really damn it.
I wonder why they use AVG as their defence software.
Pls la, just spend few $$$$ and get a good antivirus software.
Then, this kind of problem will never happen.
Maybe you guys will never understand how hard is for the owner.
WE have to spend lots of time and energy to format it.
And we will lose all our important things inside.
Photos will help us to capture and freeze the merry moments in our lives.
There is no way to turn back and take another one.
They are so precious and valuable.
Gone, part of my memories are gone now as the photos are gone.
I don't think I can sleep well tonight.
Really hurt.......T.T
Anyway, I can't blame them totally as well....
I need to responsible for it too....
I will never lend my external to others anymore....
Seriously, no more.....