Atlas of My Memories: 2010

Christmas & Boxing Day

8:50 PM |

I'm kinda busy recently due to work and do not have access to internet on my working road trip, will sum up everything in this single post.

Work

Got a job as Optus door to door promoter. Working hour is flexible which normally few hours every day. I went to Newcastle with my team for a working road trip last week, but it is not that easy to make sales in country as many poor people there. Only manage to get ONE sale for a week long promoting there under the crazy sun. Will be off to NSW again on 29th Dec then Perth in Jan. But one thing to make me feel good is free travelling and accommodation. My accommodation back in Newcastle was a motel with spa pool. I have a spa bath room in my room too. $4000 for 3 units for a week.

CAR

Finally my car is here. I sorted out all the transfer process and parking problem, only left insurance as I do not have time for it. I love Jazz very much, automatic with manual 7 speeds gear. Everything is fine except having some flaws on the car door, didn't notice it that day when I observed the car as it was dark. To my surprise, the car's bumper was crashed before as I thought there is no crashing history for my car. Would have lower the car price more if I knew it earlier. And another funny thing is, my mum told me last night that my uncle's friend is leaving Melbourne soon and I actually can use his car for FREE here. Gosh, I actually can save the $15k...

Boxing Day

All mega stores like Myer and David Jones starts at 5am today and some people even camp in front of David Jones since 2am as first 100 customers will get $200 voucher. Another interesting thing is we have to line up to get into the shops. Damn crazy as people just come out from nowhere. The train is crowded like hell, first time experienced macam sardin on the train here. It is worse than the normally peak working hours. Bought few formal shirts and shoes in Myer, few pants in DFO and CK perfume. Not really as cheap as I expected as I go shopping frequently and know most of the prices. Only few dollars cheaper than normal days. But to those seldom shoppers, the sales is cheap to them (:

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Jobless

7:10 PM |

I'm currently in a "JOBless" condition!!!Have been out for job interview for the past three days and the "jobless" tag is still with me.

1st job interview: Vodafone promoter. I havn't replied them whether to work for them or not. It's kinda hard as I required to promote the business cap to company and the pay is based on commission. In other words, no one signs up with me = no pay.

2nd job interview: Fundraiser for a company and have good hourly paid but fail to get it. Lost to people from UK, German and Aussie. Sien la, good paid job will never linked to me.

3rd job interview: This time is Optus mobile promoter. I'm still waiting for the confirmation from them. The chance of getting might be low as I havnt received any phone call from them.

Still have other job interviews that I missed due to certain circumstances like OSCE and DEA Agm. Sometimes I do wonder if I attended the missed interviews, I might already got a job by now. Miss a hotel reception and 3 mobile promoter job.

And the weather is seriously fucking me up as it rained whenever I go out for job interview and stopped whenever I finished interview and fail to get a position. I'm sick of job interview now I need to travel for a long distance. Wasting my time, money and energy and get nothing of out it at the end.

Whatever it is, I should stop whining about it. Many things happened lately~~~~~~Don't feel like shitting about them here S:

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Hottttttttt

7:44 PM |

Damn HOT today!!!!!!!!

Hot and Dry!!!!

31 degree + no cold wind = OVEN

Wonder how am I going to endure the 45 degree in Jan

Normally my room will be colder compare to outside

And it is the first time feel the heat inside my room

Hope that Sydney weather wont kill me this weekend

BUT

There is a thunderstorm this thursday

I'm waiting for it to come

Showering me with coldness =)

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(^o^)

12:41 AM |

It's time to sum up what I have been doing so far in my summer break:

1. Playing Dota all the time as I got a gang of seniors addicted to it.

2. Watching many movies, dramas, series and anime.

3. Meeting up with friendssssssssssss.

4. Apparently LESS Facebook-ing.

5. Cleaning up my messy room.

6. SLEEP.

So happy to buy myself a crumpler bag today =)

And I will be flying to Sydney for DEA AGM Meeting next week. First official representative of Ignite in certain national meeting. Also, it is a good timing to catch up with some friends over in Sydney. So sad to see that there is less pictures on my blog entries now as I don't have a camera to capture down all the precious moments. It's the time for me to decide whether which camera to buy.

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~Finally~

2:26 PM |

Many "Finally" happened for the past day.

I Finally finished my examss.

I Finally went thru Year 2 Med.

Holiday is Finally here.

I Finally decided to attend DEA AGM in Sydney.

And Finally I update my blog.

Everyone is happy after their exams as holidays start but I'm not. As an usual trend now, all Med kids (maybe not all, exclude those smart one), is worried about taking Supp or failing the second year. I always told myself before exam that if I didn't study now, i would regret after exam. And this stupid situation always happen. I think I immune to it alrdy. Just hope that my LUCK will help me to survive the exam and pass second year med. Don't think that I will continue Medicine if I fail this year, or in other words, my heart is not strong enough to retake the whole second year.

Have many problems going around my head now and I'm having a headache now. Should I buy a car next year from senior?? Should I move or stay back?? How come no job for summer??Should I do this or that and the question mark goes on. It would be good if I do not need to think and make all decision as all decision that I'm going to make will definitely change my life for next year. God, please helps me.

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不甘心只是朋友

10:10 PM |

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，

常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，

如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。

也是可惜，也是遗憾！

但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友……

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Quotes

6:58 PM |

看看哈佛圖書館里的二十條訓言：

1.此刻打盹，你將做夢；而此刻學習，你將圓夢。

2.我荒廢的今日，正是昨日殞身之人祈求的明日。

3.覺得為時已晚的時候，恰恰是最早的時候。

4.勿將今日之事拖到明日。

5.學習時的苦痛是暫時的，未學到的痛苦是終生的。

6.學習這件事，不是缺乏時間，而是缺乏努力。

7.幸福或許不排名次，但成功必須。

8.學習並不是人生的全部。但既然連人生的一部分―學習也無法征服，還能做什麼呢？

9.請享受無法回避的痛苦。

10.只有比別人更早、更勤奮地努力，才能嘗到成功的滋味。

11.誰也不能隨隨便便成功，它來自徹底的自我管理和毅力。

12.時間在流逝。

13.現在流的口水，將成為明天的眼淚。

14.狗一樣地學，紳士一樣地玩。

15.今天不走，明天要跑。

16.投資未來的人，是忠於現實的人。

17.受教育程度代表收入。

18.一天過完，不會再來。

19.即使現在，對手也不停地翻動書頁。

20.沒有艱辛，便無所獲。

This is 4am morning in the Harvard University Library =)

This explains why there were 33 Nobel Price holders graduates from Harvard University and 7 US President graduates. 20 quotes above are the "guidelines" in its library. Monash University should follow that as well, open library 24hours within exam weeks (McGill Uni has that too), maybe that's why students are more hardworking and boost the Uni world ranking.

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省思

5:48 PM |

每当拿回成绩时，回家的路总是显得特别漫长与心寒。。。

不晓得为何心灵总是空虚，为何脚步变得沉重，前方渐渐与我远去。。。

有如我身在一膄永远到不到岸的轻舟上，茫茫人海，我究竟属于哪里？

是我变了？还是我跟不上时代的步伐？

很努力地尝试去改变自已，但到头来得到的只是海市蜃楼。

很想做回高中的我，从来不会有这种感觉。

当一个人失去了心灵时，他与行尸走肉没有什么分别，

我想我已到达了那个境界。

妈妈刚给我来电，我很想告诉她我又考到很差的成绩，

但我却说不出口，

不想伤了她的心，更不想家人为我担忧。

我已不再是那个曾经让他们引以为傲的黄毛小子，

我辜负了所有人对我的期望，

骗了全世界，但骗不了自已，

现在的我只是一个没有心灵的假面。

团歌又悠悠地响起了，

激励我得向前迈进；

当你我已经厌倦，

当承诺已将枯谢，

有说放弃未免太可惜；

多少次凝望着你，

多少次我问自已，

是否一切已成定局我告诉自已，

绝对不是！！

剩下两个月的时间去打拚，

我得破釜又沉舟。。。

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L.O.V.E

12:09 PM |

I'm writing this post in the Uni library after having a quick look on Human Development textbook. Initially, I'm planning to find some clues for my interview next week but nothing in the book and when I'm in the border of disappointment, a topic in the book attracts me......

Love Relationship......What is love???I'm sure everyone encounter this question ever and ever again in their life. Some might have their answers but some are not. Love is one of those things everybody feels but nobody can define COMPLETELY. In an interesting series of studies, Sternberg found that love has three basic component: 1) passion, an intense physiological desire for someone; 2) intimacy, the feeling that one can share all one's thoughts and actuions with another; 3) commitment, the willingness to stay with a person through good and bad times. Ideally, a true love relationship will have all three components and a balance between them is very important to maintain a happier relationship.

Normally early in a romantic relationship, passion is usually high wheareas intimacy and commitment tend to be low. This is an infatuation (an intense, physically based relationship in which the two poeple have a high risk of misunderstanding and jealousy. As time goes, as passion fades, either a relationship acquires emotional intimacy or it's likely to end. Trust, honesty, openness, and acceptance must be a part of any strong relationship; when they are present, romantic love develops.

Everybody wants to be loved by somebody, but actually having it happen is fraught with difficulties. We need to remember that love is two-sided: it can give you great ecstasy and so can it cause you great pain. Yet, most of us are willing to take the risk like me. So, how do people fall in love???? I found the answer in the theory of assortative mating, which states that people finds partners based on their similarity to each other. Interesting right, it states that healthy people tend to be in relationship with healthy people and same goes to level of education. Does this mean that a doctor wont have a good marriage with a dancer as they dont have same level of education?????

Another interesting theory mentions that people apply three filters when they meet someone: 1) Stimulus, do the person's physical appearance, social class and manners match your own? 2) Values, do the person's values regarding sex, religion, politic match yours? 3) Role, do her ideas about relationship, communication style, gender role match yours? If the answer to all is "yes", then you are likely to form a couple. I found that it's easy to say than do for these theories. We might found someone who matches all three filters but she/he doesn't like you, then how??

Another interesting fact, research shows that women tends to choose a more mascular man as a person with whom to have an exciting short-term relationship BUT tend to select a more feminine looking men for their husband or as the type of man their parents would want them to date. So should men be mascular or feminine??????

I'm not asking everyone to follow whatever theories or books to find your love ones. Loving someone is coming out from feeling but not based on the theory. But these theories will help you to understand more about a relationship and how to maintain it effectively. Loving someone is easy but to be loved by someone is not easy.

It's time for me to have my lunch and continue my day. Do leave some comments as what you think about love or regarding this post =)

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Malaysia is SiCk

3:30 PM |

I always keep my mouth quiet about my country politic as it's damn dark and I don't want to care so much. But sometimes the anger in my heart is just unbearable and thus I choose to crap all of them here!!!!!!

Having a debate about our current politic with one senior last night. So geram, he just can't get what I mean.

First, I do love my own country! Who does not love his own country in which SHE accompanies them to grow up. Malaysia is a beautiful country with abundant of natural resources ad free of natural disaster but sadly to say, our government is so corrupted, racist and incapable. Ok, you might say that I'm on BN's JPA scholarship and I should be royal to them by showing my support to them. Think out of the box, I should not care about which government, either BN or Pakatan Rakyat gives me scholarship as they are the money from tax payer and I should support the party that will make a better future for ALL MALAYSIANs.

ONE MALAYSIA is a good idea but it's not effectively being applied now. For example, some principal in M'sia can ask Cina Babi and Indian Anjing (chinese is pig & Indian is dog) to go back China and India and forbid them to eat in front of muslims in Ramadhan Month. They even laughed at you by saying Airasia is having promotion now to China and India. How pathetic for such thing to happen in 21st century and 53 years after our country independence. Im sure Tuanku Abdul Rahman will jump out from the coffin now to kill those racists. I was so angry when I saw lots of Malays even support the principal who mentioned those racist sentences and support her to chase other races out of M'sia. Why they never think that if without the chinese and indian, M'sia will never get independence from the British 53 years ago. It was the union of 3 races to fight for independence and a place where we all call HOME.

Due to this, don't that the principal should be detained by ISA (Internal Security Act) for causing racist chaos????But it didn't happen and government keep using ISA to detain other opposition leaders. This explains why so many talented people choose to go oversea instead of staying back in M'sia. For example, USB is invented by Malaysian. But he is not working in M'sia, he works in Taiwan with $US20 billion every year. Malaysia doesn;t want him at the first place as he is from private chinese school and he went to Taiwan to study. Another example, the assistant Dean professor of Shang Hai University is Malaysian too who can't even be the course coordinator back in University Malaya last time. It is so hilarious as that Shang Hai Uni is top in Times Uni Ranking while UM is out of 200. Sigh, our country is really sick.

Our government keeps spending money in a wrong way and over corrupted. Spending few billions on submarine and yet those broken submarine cant dive in the water....Even the engines of army jets can be stolen and sold to other nations. At the end, the government just need to find some people to admit its dark side and settle everything.

I didnt say that pakatan rakyat will be the best government, but it is better than BN now. And we, malaysian deserve a better future for our beloved country. I would give a chance to the opposition to make a change to our country and see. After 53 years of BN governs, our country is still so far behind than other nations. Singapore is having kinda similar independence period with us, but they're so far in front of us now. Why???We should know the answer in our heart.

I do hope that racism will never appear on our future nation anymore. We should not distinguish ourselves as chinese, malays or indian as all of us are malaysian. Everyone should get the same rights in everything include bidding government project, buying properties, getting scholarships...It would be great to give out scholarship according to the results rather than the skin colour. Then, everyone will be more than willing to return to M'sia to serve the country.

We love you, Malaysia. Let's us have our rights and voice back. Make the freedom flows back like a river. We need a CHANGE!!!!!!!

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给男人的一片文章

6:25 PM |

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙扎著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

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金庸名著系列

12:25 AM |

终于看完了所有的金庸名著系列连续剧，用了大约两到三个星期的时间看了射雕英雄传，神雕侠侣及倚天屠龙记。真的很过瘾，这些系列都是我小时候很喜欢看的，别忘了我也看了笑傲江湖。120多集的连续剧，不知花了多少时间去看完。喜欢射雕英雄传的爱国精神，永远没有忘本。东邪西毒，北丐南帝，中神通。。。更喜欢神雕侠侣的爱情，杨过与小龙女分分离离，经过了许多的挫折才能有情人终成眷属。分开了十六年后才能再见到对方，足可证明他们的爱情是多么地坚固。他们有如一对白雕，只要其中一方死去，另一方也不会苟且偷生。杨过的精神也是值得钦佩的，失去了左手也能练成绝世武功。倚天屠龙记的爱情很复杂，但人性更加复杂及恐怖。美丽的女生总是最厉害骗人。。哈哈，多么正确。如果没有美女，我们男生就不会被骗，犹如自古英雄难过美人关。。很多男生宁可要美人而放弃江山。。。金庸小说出名于武功及刻骨铭心的爱情。

享受是必须付出代价的，现在我落后三个星期的课程，得天天读书追回了。。。考试又要来临了，真的很讨厌考试，如果考试分数都没有算，多么的好，无须天天读书。。。:(

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Photo of the Day

11:52 PM |

I found out that this photo is so cool which can lead to different thought of different people. MONEY is always an important property to human being. In 21st century, no one can live in this ear without money. Our human evolution and civilisation result in the transformation of money from system barter (without money) until foreign currency nowadays.

From this photo, some might think that it reflects the meaningless of money to certain people. This group of people see money as toilet paper, which means that money is just like normal toilet paper and it's useless except to clean your ass. For them, money is not everything. They value love, friendship, knowledge more than money (a piece of painted paper). But, how many people in the world will be in this group?????

Another group of people, they LOVE money. Money is just mainly everything in their lives until they use money as toilet paper to clean their ass (Do hope that they get infection of rectum due to the use of money to clean their rectum). They are willing to sacrifice everything just for money. On top of that, they want more and more money. Greedy is always a sickening attitude in our human behaviour. They never realise that they cant bring their money together with them after they pass away. They work so so hard and die and their offspring help them to spend their money, don't you think that it's a stupid act???

This is my thought when I saw the picture today =)

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情

12:40 AM |

最近心痒痒，很想看回金庸名著小说，结果看了神雕侠侣，真的很羡慕戏里的爱情。问世间情为何物，直教人生死相许？一对情侣经过了许多的挫折，最终才能在一起；男的，为了她连性命都可以不要；女的，为了他永不嫁他人。两人就算要死也要一起死，如有一方去世，另一位也不会苟且偷生。我想这是大家都渴望的爱情，但很难在现实生活中实现。。。

是爱情还没到？还是我自已不懂得去爱人？或是我根本不是什么是爱？这么多年了，我还孤单形影，爱情犹如望穿秋水。很想把我的心交给一个人，但却不知那个人是谁。。。

说到爱情，最近得知朋友中又有人失恋。唉，长距离恋爱真的不能长久，一年前他们有如胶漆，天天黏在一起。一年后从外国回来，以为他们可解相思之苦，哪知却是分手的季节。这就是现实中的爱情，即激烈又短暂。。。别说远距离，即使一对情侣天天在一起也会分手。

别提了，想太多只会伤得更深。。。。还是继续看我的射雕英雄传=）

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In my Head

5:01 PM |

Love this song recently. Keep playing it lots of times everyday. Jason Derulo is one my favoourite singer. So, I'm going to share this song here and do have a look everyone =)

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Holidays Update

11:46 PM |

Have been a week since I come back from Hobart, so what I were up to for the last week???

I know that I should update my blog with the Hobart trip and Global health Conference, but I don't have any picture for the trip as I LOST my camera on the very first day at Port Aurthur. It was so damn pissed off. I'm upset not due to the lost of camera but the precious moments that I captured in my camera which can't be taken again. So, no photo for the conference and social night event as well. Too bad you guys won't have the chance to me dress up as SUPERHERO!!Haha, it was my very first theme party and it turned up as an awesome night and met lots of people. I did miss the people that I knew from the conference. You guys rock my days!!!!!

I realised that the way of I'm thinking is slightly different after the conference. I can convey my thought well into the speech and I'm more matured. I found out this when I talked to Jeffrey and John at Becky's birthday dinner just now. [ 1.4 reasons to help 1.4 billion people who live in extreme poverty currently in the world] => more solid statistic in my mind now. Ohya, not forget to mention The Italian, chef review restaurant in melbourne. The setting is damn high class and romantic. You need to suit up to dine in there. But the price is not as expensive as the FlowerDrum restaurant in China Town that I went last year for Kerf's birthday. It costs $150 per head =)

For the last week, I met Sharon and Yee Wen in Chaddy. Walking aimlessly for 5 hours in Chaddy and finally met them when all the shops started to close =.=" After that, we had our dinner at one Thai restaurant in the Lygon Street. I would say that the food there is so so only. Not recommended to dine in. Met Hui wen from Adelaide later at night. Can't believe that she stays at backpacker only in the city and she is at cairns now for some volunteering work. She didchange and grow up a lot compared to five ago when I first knew her in the secondary school. We walked along the Yarra River, Crown and Melbourne Convention Centre. Will catch up with her again on 14th July.

Met my so called beloved junior from Perth at Melbourne. She still remains the same even almost 2 years since our last met. we went to the shrine of remembrance and the art gallery. Had our lunch at si chuan restaurant and dessert at the chocolait. Another nice outing with friends. Having dinner with Winnie at night. Waiting for her until 8pm in the city as she needs to work that day. She looks much prettier compared to year ago.

The next day, catching up with the Adelaide, Sydney and NZ friends - Kumaren, Thyga, Gokila, Kuha, Shuba, Loges, deenendra, gajan and Hon Weng. Kinda miss the old days at Intec last time. Now, everyone is separated around Aussie and NZ. Chance to reunion is really small. :'(

I should take a break here as I write too much( Keep cramping all the stuffs in one single post). I know I'm lazy. I've changed my blog templates again and add an ipod here to share my favourite songs with my blog readers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tassie

2:45 AM |

Writing this post 30 minutes before heading to the airport and fly to Hobart - City at Tasmania. I do have a feeling so tired and don't want to go as my daily life is turned upside down totally. I sleep during the daytime and active at night. So so fun after the exam and there are so many things to do in this winter break. But thinking from another view, life is just like a zombie, nothing really happening and everyday looks like the same. Waking up at 2pm, having late late breakfast, lunch at 6pm and dinner at 10pm. Then, drama marathon and playing games. This is so called zombie life or live in the universe in which the time is freezed and nothing there, unmeaningful.

Better get myself prepared and have a final checklist. Will update my blog with my exciting trip after a week. Tassie, go go go go, I'm coming!!!!!!

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Pre Exam Post

5:04 PM |

Finally tomorrow is my EoS Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

However, I havn't ready for it yet due to my "Always Do Things at Wrong Timing" attitude. Like now, everyone should be hiding their heads under the books but I'm bogging here. 3 weeks for me to prepare but I spent two weeks in playing games and day dreaming. I should not download FF game so early but yeah, no complaint as I can't turn everything back to before.

Two weeks of movie watching and playing games, which left one weeks to study with day dreaming behaviour. I wonder can I do well for the exam tomorrow????Maybe yes if miracle happens =)

Seriously, I really don't feel like continue studying even there are so much more to revise. Really enjoy my studying weeks and have no regret now...maybe will after the exam...hahaha..

Forget about the exam, I alrdy finished 30% of my medical school..woohoo....I dont think that I can get a distinction for my MED2000 marks. Thanks to consistent poor performance n_n

Here I come Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Happy Birthday

11:31 PM |

Happy 21st Birthday to myself!!!!!!

Left another 30 minutes and my birthday for this year will pass. Thanks to those that wish me today which is less than 10 people. I know that you guys are my best ever friends who remember my birthday is today. I purposely hide my birthday in FB since last year in order to make a small experiment. I feel that people will just go to wish their friends whenever FB shows them the birthday notification. It is so so so fake and wishing someone is just like an obligation to do so to "elongate" the friendship. Is there a real friendship exists if you cant even remember your best friends' birthday???

Personally, I prefer to get a wish that come from the bottom of your heart rather than just simply posting on FB after viewing the FB notification. What the point of that???I had my birthday on my FB last year and got like 100++ wishes within one day but less than 10 with my birthday off my FB. Such a funny fact but thank to it, and I realise who is out there that remember my birthday.

No one remember my birthday today and it's in exam period, so I end up celebrating myself. Haha, no worry, I alrdy get used to it as I always celebrate my birthday myself. Not really a big big matter to me as it's just another ordinary day to me. Instead, I should thank my mother today as it was the day that one of her leg in the border of hell. Giving birth to a baby might put the mother in danger and even worse, she lose her life for giving birth to her baby.

To my friends out there, don't feel bad if you didn't wish me, I wont be mad at you guys!!!!!!Life is short, won't be mad due to this small matter. Not to forget to thank Janine, Jiyan, Chia Ni, Wei Ru, Chor Yang, JJ and all my family members who wished me......Another 15 minutes before my birthday ends.......Is time to make TWO wishes before the clock turns to 12am...=)

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Blog Dying

1:24 AM |

I will not blog for about 3 weeks from now until my exam is over......

Not mainly due to exam, just that no motivation to blog recently.....

Good luck everyone for your coming exam and happy holidays...=)

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Sexy CPR

10:58 PM |

I found this "educational video" about CPR is really interesting. I bet all the guys will never wanted to learn CPR so badly after watching this video. I cant imagine if the medical school use this video clip to teach the medical students about CPR. Will it be more effective than the plastic guys????The facts in this video are correct, just that the way of doing it is not properly shown. Anyway, we will remember certain skill better from watching interesting video than boring theory in the books. =)

Super Sexy CPR from Super Sexy CPR on Vimeo.

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蓝颜

5:39 PM |

A touching video......sharing it for those who had the same feeling in their love lives.....Love is indeed beautiful but sometimes it does HURT.

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Inverloch

12:24 AM |

Mates, I'm back from my two weeks rural placement at Inverloch. Rural placement this year is much much better than last year. Staying in a 6 people cabin with chi hau and peter and get to know more about other friends. Nice beaches, Wilson Prom, Cape Paterson, GP visit and Hospital visit made my days in Inverloch.

I will briefly summarise my rural weeks as I'm damn sleepy now, can't wait to jump into my bed now as Melbourne is getting COLDER now!!!!

GP Visit: I have my own consultation room with all equipment like medical director. Felt like I were a real GP on that day. n_n

Hospital Visit: being allocated to pathology department, learning how to draw blood, bumping into a nurse doing an ECG on a female patient, getting scrub on and went into theater, helping the surgeon to cut the stitches during a femoral hernia removal surgery(did feel like junior intern) and learning hospital based first aid, mostly about how to use defibrillator. Ohya, sneaking into hospital pharmacy before heading back.

Indigenous day: Boring

Life- story: didn't manage to get a good elderly.....She was always rushing and gave some lame excuse to finish our conversation. Wasting my time to make the cute gift to her.....

Clinical skill Day: not really learn much as I alrdy knew injection, suturing and ECG...only plastering is the new skill to learn....

Dairy Farm Visit: quite interesting to see the milking process.

I drove to Wilson Prom and Cape Paterson during the weekend. Enjoying the pretty scenery at wilson prom but the journey took so long....will upload photos about rural when I have the motivation to transfer them from my camera.....I'm really a LAZY boy......x)

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Rural

10:21 PM |

Hey my avid blog followers, I will be off to rural for two weeks starts tomorrow. In other words, I wont be blogging for the coming two weeks as there is no internet access for me in rural. Hopefully I will enjoy my rural placement until the fullness. Done my packing, looked like lots of things I bring along....have no idea why so much stuffs....Will sleep soon as need to wake early to catch early train and bus tomorrow......Will update everyone about my rural after two weeks from now....=)

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无题

10:49 PM |

越来越多朋友告别单身，唯有我独自守候着孤单。。。。。。

我已渐渐的忘了爱的感觉。。。

爱的滋味将何时降临？？？

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有些人错过就不在了。。

11:07 PM |

I found that this story is quite interesting, that's why I'm sharing it here in my blog...Hope that you like it......^^

女孩说我爱你，男孩笑了。女孩又说我真的爱你，男孩还是笑。女孩说你根本不爱我，男孩沉默了，女孩哭着离开了，跑的很远很远。男孩站在原地，怔怔地，他自言自语到，其实我也爱你，只是不知道怎么爱你。
　　
　　－－题记
　　
　　女孩倒在秋千上，男孩用力地推啊推啊。
　　男孩篮球比赛，女孩叫破了嗓子，第二天依然出现在男孩面前说昨天你真逊。
　　女孩说我要最漂亮的那朵，男孩奋不顾身地爬上树，然后遍体鳞伤地对女孩说给你。
　　男孩的头上出现了一点点的红色，女孩紧张半天却还说着我才不在乎。
　　女孩说我累了，男孩蹲下身子，说上来吧，我背你。
　　
　　男孩一次成绩超过了女孩，女孩心底高兴依然说下不为例。
　　女孩第一次学滑板，摔地体无完肤，男孩一边骂着小傻瓜，一边用手小心地擦拭着伤口。然后眼眶中满是眼泪。
　　男孩在全校获奖，女孩摇摇头说你还差点。
　　女孩知道男孩喜欢她，所以她不会自己开口。
　　男孩知道女孩喜欢他，可是他不知怎么开口。
　　女孩说我们明天去海边。男孩今天就搞到了所有的地图。
　　男孩想喝一口开水，女孩为他捧来了整桶饮料。
　　女孩想要一颗星星，男孩为她搬来了整颗地球。
　　男孩说明天想喝咖啡。女孩今天就买好了所有的品种。
　　
　　女孩说我不会跟自己不喜欢的男孩要求太多。男孩说还好你对我要求很少。
　　男孩说我不会让自己不喜欢的女孩坐上自己的单车。女孩笑了，还好你从没有把我当女孩看待。
　　女孩说如果我遇见喜欢的男孩，一定用眼神杀死他。男孩说怪不得你从没有对我放过电。
　　男孩说如果我遇见我喜欢的女孩一定背着她满世界地跑。女孩说还好你背我的路程只够地球半径的四分之一。
　　女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定是最棒的，他一定会骑着白马来找我。男孩说现在已经不允许私自贩卖马匹。
　　男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定比关之琳还关之琳。女孩说关之琳已被列入老人名单内了。
　　
　　女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定要会在新年的十二点打电话对我说我爱你。男孩说这样的电话费会很贵，相当于一个世纪。
　　男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定要会在我沮丧的时候给我安慰。女孩说现在连个保姆都会给你安慰，因为你给她钱。
　　女孩说如果他爱我，就算我到天涯海角，他都找的找我。男孩说那你一定要找个地理知识很好的人，不然你没有找到倒把自己弄丢了。
　　男孩说如果她真的爱我，一定会知道我在想什么。女孩说那你一定得找个占卜师。因为她连你有没有藏私房钱都知道。
　　女孩说你们男孩都不浪漫。男孩说因为我们都没有钱去浪漫。
　　
　　男孩说你们女孩一天到晚只知道胡思乱想。女孩说因为别的都要花钱。
　　女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定要比我强。男孩说可怜的我只有一次没有超过你的记录。
　　男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定不要太聪明，否则我会迷失方向。女孩说啊，可惜我总是和你在极端的两头。
　　女孩说长大以后我要当个侦探，比福尔摩斯还厉害。男孩说那你一定需要一个比华生还华生的人。
　　男孩说我长大后一定要当一个国家领导人，发动全宇宙最伟大的战争。女孩说世界不会接受第二个希特勒的，就像没有中国人爱日本人那样。
　　女孩说你的英语很pool，男孩就在暑假报了五个暑期培训班。
　　
　　男孩说女孩不够淑女。女孩暑假逼着自己去学习礼仪。
　　女孩知道男孩很在乎她的话。所以她想总有一天男孩会跟她说的。
　　男孩知道女孩很在乎他的话。所以他想即使不说女孩也是会明白的。
　　女孩认识了比男孩高的男孩，男孩说我爱你。女孩笑着拒绝了。
　　男孩认识了比女孩好的女孩。女孩说我爱你。男孩笑着拒绝了。
　　比男孩高的男孩说你在等什么？女孩说他会说的。
　　比女孩好的女孩说你在等什么？男孩说她明白的。
　　女孩说花都谢了。男孩说它还会开的。
　　
　　男孩说花又开了。女孩说它还是要谢的。
　　女孩说我要走了，去美国。男孩说听说外国男孩都很帅。
　　男孩说我会留下，因为我热爱中国。女孩说还是中国的****最多。
　　女孩去机场的时候男孩送了她。女孩希望男孩留下她。可是男孩没有。
　　男孩留在了中国。男孩希望女孩留下，可是他没有说。
　　女孩哭了，说我一定找个高鼻子，蓝眼睛的。
　　男孩笑了，说祝你好运。
　　女孩走了。
　　男孩哭了。
　　
　　女孩不停地写信。男孩不停地回信。
　　一年后，女孩回来了。男孩去机场接她。可是身边已多了一个女人。
　　男孩长大了。女孩没有。
　　女孩说祝你幸福。男孩说谢谢。
　　女孩又走了，带着眼泪。男孩身边的女人说弟弟，我们走吧！
　　男孩又哭了。她一定会比我幸福的。
　　手术台前，男孩痛苦地抓住医生说一定要让她幸福。
　　男孩坟前，女孩悲伤地抓住丈夫说他原本可以给我幸福的。
　　丈夫抱着她，轻轻地。丈夫就是最后的那个医生。
　　
　　男孩从没有对女孩说过一句我爱你。因为他一直以为女孩明白。
　　女孩从没有对男孩说过一句我爱你。因为她一直以为男孩会说。
　　等男孩真正想说的时候女孩走了。
　　等女孩真正想说的时候男孩死了。
　　男孩还是一个人，女孩却是两个人。女孩一直以为男孩是两个人。男孩一直以为女孩是一个人。
　　女孩问男孩下辈子你要几个人生活？男孩笑着说两个人，我和我爱的人。
　　男孩问女孩下辈子你要几个人生活？女孩笑着说一个人，因为我爱的人从没有跟我说过他爱我。

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E~X~A~M

6:35 PM |

I'm blogging here while everyone is studying hard now for the coming monday mid semester test. Everyone is so kia su, skipping all the lectures and tutorial, forbidding their normal hobbies, scarifying their sleeping and social time just for studying. Is this calling LIFE???

I'm quite odd this time. No stress, No over study, No scarifying my sleep......Maybe I'm out of the "Box of Nerdy" or maybe just simply sick of studying hard and just for the purpose of exam. I have to admit that I was once the one that study hard and always wanted to be the top. I keep telling myself that I must get into the highest quartile for every single exams. But I've changed!!!!!!!!!!I havn't finished studying, but I'm still carry out my normal daily life. Having 8 hours of sleep every night from 11pm to 7/8am; cooking my meals even it's time consuming; playing badminton as usual (played on Wed and going to MASCA tournament for this Sunday); Facebook-ing and msn-ing as usual and not to forget to trapping ghost on facebook. I'm not as stressed as I used to be before exam, maybe that exam result is no longer a big matter for me.

Some of frenz said that the 5% exam weight looked like 50% to them...Damn swt....And sleep for few hours per day for studying, skipping all the lectures and tutorials. Haiz, is this the attitude that a doctor should have?????Ok, viewing this from other perspective, let's say tomorrow have an important exam for all the medical registrars and due to this shit attitude, all of them study at home and didn't turn up to hospital, so who is the one responsible for the patients?????No doctors in the hospital and all the ED patient die......Don't laugh, I know it is funny but this reflects what the kia-su attitude will result.

Achieving HD exam result for what???????We don't need good exam result in order to be a Good doctor!!!!!!!!Remember this my mates....haha, maybe use the good result to impress juniors is a better reason to study instead.......^^

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曾经以为天长地久，其实只是萍水相逢

10:24 AM |

放手是一种无奈的绝望，痛彻心扉。当曾经珍爱如生命的人即将相逢陌路时，才恍然大悟：原来，曾经以为的天长地久，其实不过是萍水相逢。

曾经以为天长地久，其实只是萍水相逢　　曾经以为可以这样牵着手一路走下去，可是放手了才明白一切只是两条平行线，当一切都烟消云散，平行的依旧平行。即使相隔不远，也已是人各天涯。

　　勇敢的代价是自己先放下，承认失败、接受无奈，轻轻地叹口气，祝福他今后幸福快乐。从此心若芷水，难起波澜。

　　卷缩在角落，等待着伤口平复，体会敢爱敢恨敢失去的洒脱。

　　幸福的感觉也许只能刹那，刹那过后，是一个人的精彩。

　　放手的日子，总是落落孤欢，会莫名地为了一首歌，一部戏，一个情节。甚或是一句话而泪流满面。总觉得天是黑的，云是灰的。

　　总觉得失去了生活的意义。朋友告诉我：你什么也没有失去，你只是回到了认识他以前的日子。我释然，就像烟花不可能永远挂在天际，只要曾经灿烂过，又何必执着于没有烟花的日子呢？

　　我们都是凡尘男女，挣不出纠缠的情网。逃不过爱与被爱的旋涡，心碎神伤后。是漫无止境的寂寞，寂寞吗？或许吧！再也不用为了猜测他的心思而绞尽脑汁，会不会轻舒一口气，感觉轻松一点点呢？

　　是真的想开了吗？可以平静的面对他和她。纵然心里有种隐隐的说不出的酸楚。可是我不会落泪，哭泣是因为一个人的记忆在心里。无论怎样也不肯散去。我一次次的问自己：“爱你我怕了吗？”答案是肯定的，我怕了，我真的怕了，千疮百孔的心，脆弱得再也经不起痛入骨髓的折磨，于是我放了他，也给自己放了一条生路。把他凝成一幅画，深深的刻在脑海里...看着，想着，可是不会在做画中人，置身画外，才能更好地欣赏画的美丽，不是吗？

　　用力地握握手，真诚地说声：“再见，珍重！”转过头，洒脱的走开,让背影深深地烙在他的脑海里，当你能够用释然的心态去回忆，你们的点点滴滴,你就可以体会到放手后的美丽。

　　上帝让我在错误的时间遇上了你，我...哭了。

　　它让我在正确的时间离开了你，你...会哭吗？

　　一次次说这次真的放下了，不知道自己还能这样骗自己多久．

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