I'm really DOWN today.....totally.....very disappointed with my mid sem result.......I pass the exam but it is not in my expectation to get such bad result......no mood for everything...
Taking a long hot shower just now, letting the hot water touch my skin and pondering under the warm temperature. Actually, what is my aim in my course? I want have a 5 years medical student's life fun and enjoyable or just wana be the top of the world and study 24/7???????
The gap between my score and the top score is 18 marks, really emo when i got my result......I did really play too much since i reached here, it is a wake up call for me, it is the time to suppress my playing mood and focus on my study.
Someone may just say that pass the exam is fair enough, getting high score for what?no need to show off.....I really wana to achieve excellent result, but not to show off or anything, just wana fill the hole of expectation in my heart............
However, i will remember the promise that i made to her, an unspoken promise that i will be the top achiever in Uni.....I will do it!!!
2 comments:
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
probably u just need more time to adopt to this kind of life..
i can feel what u feel! haha. it is sucks. but face it with a big SMILE.
i think u can le.
*smile* =D
it takes a doctor with heart to cure and not a surgeon with paper qualification to heal
Post a Comment