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难忘的话

请不要假装对我好,我很傻,会当真的。
感情的戏,我没演技,
只知道爱一个人是一瞬间,忘记一个人却是一辈子;
习惯难受,习惯思念,习惯等你,
可是却一直没有习惯看不到你;
等待,是一生最初的苍老,
要离开,就请,永远不要再回来;
也许走得太远的代价就是寂寞,
我放下了尊严,放下了个性,
放下了固执,都自是因为放不下你;
我怀旧,因为我看不到你和未来,
不要骗我,你知道即使你的谎话我都会相信;
当你做对的时候,没有人会记得,
当你做错的时候,连呼吸都是错;
你的心早已变换了季节,
而我还站在你许下诺言的那一天,
想你的时候有些幸福,幸福得有些难过;
上一次微笑着入睡是什么时候?
什么叫快乐?
就是掩饰自已的悲伤对每个人微笑;
多谢你的绝情,让我学会死心。
当眼泪流下来,才知道,
分开也是另一种明白,
我闭上眼,以为我能忘记,
但流下的眼泪,却骗不到自已;
有时,爱也是一种伤害,
残忍的人,选着伤害别人,
善良的人,选着伤害自已。
脸上的快乐别人看得到,
心里的痛又有谁能感觉到?
不是不死心,是死不了心。。。
你知道吗?真心离伤心最近。
我想哭,但已不知该怎么流泪了。
思念一个人的滋味,
就像是喝了一杯冰冷的水,
然后一滴一滴凝成热泪。
喜欢一个人没有错,
错就错在喜欢一个不喜欢自已的人。
等待,也许并不容易,
伤害,却轻而易举。。。
没有什么过不去,只是再也回不去。
痛过之后就不会觉得痛了,
有得只是一颗冷漠的心。。。
原来天长地久,只是误会一场,
我还在原地等你,
你却已经忘了曾经来过。
你是我猜不到的不知所措,
我是你想不到的无关痛痒。
我不在乎你对我的不在乎,
我是你转身就忘的路人甲,
凭什么陪你蹉跎年华到天涯?
最初不相识,最终不相认,
爱那么短,遗忘却那么长。。。。。。

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Easter Break

#First Day(31/3)

Had the last day of Uni before easter breaks start officially. Staying in library and online for 2 hours while waiting for Vespa Night. Knew some seniors during vespa and revise some stuffs that I have forgotten like cardio examination. Damn, so awkward when they asked me to examine patient in front of the group and i forgot everything....Luckily I did remember at last and this hard-wired the examination methods into my mind...^^

#Second Day(1/4)
Today was April Fool and I tried my best to cheat lots of people. Some of my friends got cheated when I changed my relationship status in FB and they thought that I have a gf. Hahahahaha, i should thank them by looking from other perspectives, they care about me...^.6
Went along the way to Boxhill today just to get myself a proper badminton shoes. It is my first badminton shoes since I started playing badminton. I keep wearing my running shoes for badminton as it's unnecessary that badminton shoes will improve my performance. But my running shoes is almost in "wear and tear" condition ad the shipping cost from M'sia to Melb is really costly. So, I decided to buy a badminton shoes here and asked my parents no need to ship my new nike shoes to me. Ohya, the badminton shoes costs me $100....=.="

#Third Day(2/4)
Participated in Royal Children's Hospital Good Friday Appeal today. It will be one of my best ever activities during the easter break. I really enjoyed it and it's simply awesome. Wearing scrub and asking donation from public. Some people who drives luxurious cars and wont give you a penny for donation, this is totally shit and they're stingy. I do hope that they will understand how the funds will help the children with illness and disability. Maybe when they become poor one day and no money for their children health care, and they will regret about not giving a coin. Got one rich guy gave me a funny excuse, I dont have small changes and I'm heading to church now. Actually, I wana ask him to fuck off at that time. He's driving Benz and he cant even give $10/$20 since he is heading to church and I'm sure he will give offering in church. If he can give to church why can't he give to children fundraising???Giving to church will help in maintenance, but this can save a child's life....People with non-luxurious car can offer $20, and even $50....Salute to all the kind people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to join this appeal next year for sure...^^

Havn't touch any book for these few days and I'm going out again to city tomorrow.....I think I can expect what is the outcome for my mid-sem test.....>.<

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Winery Trip


Joining the Yarra Valley Winery Trip organised by my housemate on 27th March 2010. I'm not really looking forward to this trip initially as most of my buddies cant join it. No ticket left available for them. Sitting on the bus alone for more than an hour journey, no talking but just looking out of the window from time to time, deep wondering about certain stuffs in my mind. A journey would be pretty long for anyone if there is no companion. And I used to experience this kind of situation lots of times.
My day turned out to be a pretty good day after getting to know some people during lunch break. Everyone is using a DSLR to take photo except me, using a digital camera. Not really brave enough to show off my Sony camera at first, but I was telling myself that, I shouldn't care about other opinions about me and there is unnecessary to capture wonderful moments/ photos by using DSLR, a normal digital camera can do the same thing if the photographer is pro enough. Basically I'm satisfied with the photos I taken. *Someone praised my photo taking skill after viewing my photo album on facebook, and she said that I'm a pro photographer and I should have a DSLR, just that I didn't bring with me that day*. How happy to hear some comments like this....hahahaha...
Sometimes, we really need to take the initiative to reach out to people. Or else our world will be left dark and lonely. Haiz, I'm sucked at socializing, seriously......However, don't care about it, I'm fine with my current life.
Ooops, I'm done downloading my movie, so I should stop here and watch my movie instead....Will update soon as Easter break is knocking on my door.....^^

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One Month

It has been a month since I was back to Aussie. It does indicate that time pass really fast, one month pass just like that, but for me, deep inside my heart, time pass slowly. It might due to the overwhelming assignments and work load of 2nd year med. Despite that, I do enjoy my life right now.
I remember that I have lots of thing to share here for the past few days, but my memory fails me to recall them. Damn!!!!Okay, just forget about it, I will make a huge change in my blog style starting my next blog post. Prefer making my blog more like reflective feeling and thought about certain event or thing. I found that it is better to dig deeper in my head and reflect here what I'm thinking inside my head as I realised that lots of my friends don't know what am I thinking and what I mean by certain thing. Or should I say that they don't understand me well? Or just my way of presenting is not coherent with them???haha. That's why I feel that I want to fit in the Caucasians social gang. Everyone is friend when come to the same topic or act in the same ways like them. Like today, just a simple question in the PBL can make everyone smile and remembering me. I will try my very best to be part of them.....
One month....one month....I can see through myself that I did change a lot compared to last year...Now, I'm looking forward for my Easter Break, I never been looking forward for my holidays as holidays always mean normal days to me.....Okay, it's very late now, 1am in the morning. I wont say this hour is late last year...haha...Will update my blog soon about my winery trip tomorrow....^^

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Badminton

Love to play badminton recently at Aussie. Keep playing it on friday and saturday. Is there other reasons I love playing badminton???Maybe....hahahahaha...

Anyway, way back to today which related to badminton. I dont know that is there a curse to my new cheetah black badminton shirt. Injury keeps coming to me whenever I wear that shirt. I got my legs cramp during the previous friday badminton match and today again, my spec got smashed and the whole spec is coming out....T.T
All of this thanks to Stephy(just kidding). Anyway, overall was a pretty fun and awesome match with peter, becky and stephy. I love playing with you guys, it's just so indescribable. Will have more match with you guys, it's for sure. Badminton really does get us closer even though we're so far away in the real life. I think playing badminton will be one of the additional 2 pieces of my assignment. Like just now, I dont mind being smashed by her, feel happy instead of angry.....

But now, have to wear my spare spec and fix the broken spec. In other words, my pocket is going to be burnt again as fixing spec in aussie is really expensive....>.<
Really tired now as just finish having a massive ECG tutorial with two of my housemates...They are really good in tutoring. ECG is really EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Feel very sleepy and tired, that's why I'm here blogging again even though there are so many stuffs that I have not read yet...>.<>I know that you will be reading this post and I would like to tell you something here. Sometimes, your msg does really have some impacts on me. For example, you left me a msg regarding I have a memorable valentine's day while you're not and telling me that you were heading to HK during CNY and no need to reply you. I did wana explain me to you and I knew that you're upset but I did nothing at the end as I know that no point to argue with you at that moment. I'm sure you wont hear in anything from me. I cant sleep well too that night.

This does happen lots of time just that you dont know. I rmb that you say I'm not a royal guy, but in fact I really Am when I'm in love with my beloved. To be honest, I'm having good feeling towards few gals, but having feeling doesnt mean that I love her!!!!!!Feeling can be induced when there is a same topic that both ppl can chat with or just simply like her. Do take notes that LIKE is totally different with LOVE!!!!!!!!
I may like few gals at the same time like now but find no one to LOVE yet!!!!!!!!!!!!When I find the one who I can pour my love, there is no way that I will LIKE any other gals. This is true for me. Just those that don't understand me will misinterpret my personalities. But can't deny that, I'm such a playboy. Wonder why I can have feeling towards so many gals at the same time......This leaves me in confusion as I dunno who should I go after and who I really LOVE....
Anyway, just throw away all those love stuffs and better focus on my study...........Going to sleep after this, initially plan to sleep at 10pm but alrdy 11pm now...

There is one video that I would like to share with my readers here...I found that it is very meaningful...maybe is to me, but not to you.....hahaha....

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Hail Strom and Flood in Melbourne

Before landing my feet on the land of Melbourne, I kept hearing and reading news mention about the drought in Melbourne. There is such a long drought in Melbourne in which I experienced it the whole last year. The water level is low in dams, lakes dried up, water saving programs are the common stuffs that you will get to know everyday in Melbourne. It rarely rained last year too. However, this year is a bit odd.......
There was a hailstorm 2 days ago at Melbourne!!!!!!Moreover, the whole Melbourne city was flooded within a while after the heavy downpour. Such an unbelievable incident that happen in a DEVELOPED country. The drainage system in Victoria is really poor. The council should fix it ASAP as more hailstorm might come. It looks like the end of world is 2012. Bush fire and heat waves in Aussie during summer period and following by unusual hails and rains. Back to last Europe winter, heavy snow was covering the whole Europe and many people lost their lives. I bet our Mother Earth is really angry for what we've done to her and it's the time for revenge now.


For me, there is a flood inside my heart, brain and body too. There are always "unfinished" notes and assignments to do. I feel like I'm way behind the syllabus now. The strong currents inside me keep impeding my progress. Sigh, what to do? I'm not superhuman, can't fly or make everything done swiftly........Go go go......

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