Atlas of My Memories

~见与不见~

2011-02-05T18:12:00.000+11:00

你见，或者不见我
我就在那里
不悲不喜

你念，或者不念我
情就在那里
不来不去

你爱或者不爱我
爱就在那里
不增不减

你跟，或者不跟我
我的手就在你的手里
不舍不弃

来我怀里
或者
让我住进你的心里
默然相爱
寂静喜欢

Happy CNY

2011-02-02T17:42:00.002+11:00

~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE~

First Day at Boxhill Hospital

2011-02-01T19:00:00.002+11:00

Finally finding some time to "update" my half way dying blog. Sorry to all my readers if there are any, my laziness always kills my blogging time. Today is my first day as clinical student at Boxhill Hospital which also marks the start of my third year of medical student journey.

Today briefing was kinda boring to me as it was pretty much self explanatory for the admin stuff, SASU and OHS. I only took home a message about, " patient falling in love with you is *GOOD* and DO NOT HAVE SEX WITH THE PATIENT!" Haha, an interesting self-help talk. Need to mention that today weather was freaking hot as my head and body was burning after 15-20 mins walk under the flaring sun.

Having a mixed feeling of excited and worried at the same time. Exciting about the clinical teacher, a real hands-on medical stuff and teaching and no longer going back to the Uni. However, I'm kinda worried about the workload and study pattern as studying in hospital is pretty challenging, less spoonfeeding, and have to giving out the answer spontaneously without much time given to you. I do hope that I will do well in third year since all my foundation of medical world would be strongly based on my performance in third year.

Happy CHINESE NEW YEAR to all of my friends!!!!!!First time having CNY in Australia and not with my family.....O.o

2011

2011-01-02T01:36:00.002+11:00

This is the best firework ever in 2010 New Year Eve celebration. It is simply grand and amazing. I love the taiwan's firework display too.

I went to Federation Square to countdown last night but it was damn crowded since public transport is free. Waited for an hour at clayton station for train as the train broke down due to extreme hot weather ~ 40 degree. When the train finally came, it was over crowded, I dunno how to describe it, worse than being sardin. Luckily I have my car with me, drove to caufield to board the frankston line.

I didn't take down any photos from the amazing firework from all the building rooftop in the CBD. Watching the firework was enjoyable and fun but when the time it finished, the situation is terrible. I cant even move from the bridge near Fed Square to the flinder st. Everyone was pushing against each other and it is worse when drunk people was everywhere. The train that I boarded back at 2am was so disgusting. People puked and peed. @.@

Goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011. Do hope that 2011 will be a better year for everyone!!!!

Christmas & Boxing Day

2010-12-26T20:50:00.002+11:00

I'm kinda busy recently due to work and do not have access to internet on my working road trip, will sum up everything in this single post.

Work

Got a job as Optus door to door promoter. Working hour is flexible which normally few hours every day. I went to Newcastle with my team for a working road trip last week, but it is not that easy to make sales in country as many poor people there. Only manage to get ONE sale for a week long promoting there under the crazy sun. Will be off to NSW again on 29th Dec then Perth in Jan. But one thing to make me feel good is free travelling and accommodation. My accommodation back in Newcastle was a motel with spa pool. I have a spa bath room in my room too. $4000 for 3 units for a week.

CAR

Finally my car is here. I sorted out all the transfer process and parking problem, only left insurance as I do not have time for it. I love Jazz very much, automatic with manual 7 speeds gear. Everything is fine except having some flaws on the car door, didn't notice it that day when I observed the car as it was dark. To my surprise, the car's bumper was crashed before as I thought there is no crashing history for my car. Would have lower the car price more if I knew it earlier. And another funny thing is, my mum told me last night that my uncle's friend is leaving Melbourne soon and I actually can use his car for FREE here. Gosh, I actually can save the $15k...

Boxing Day

All mega stores like Myer and David Jones starts at 5am today and some people even camp in front of David Jones since 2am as first 100 customers will get $200 voucher. Another interesting thing is we have to line up to get into the shops. Damn crazy as people just come out from nowhere. The train is crowded like hell, first time experienced macam sardin on the train here. It is worse than the normally peak working hours. Bought few formal shirts and shoes in Myer, few pants in DFO and CK perfume. Not really as cheap as I expected as I go shopping frequently and know most of the prices. Only few dollars cheaper than normal days. But to those seldom shoppers, the sales is cheap to them (:

Jobless

2010-12-03T19:10:00.002+11:00

I'm currently in a "JOBless" condition!!!Have been out for job interview for the past three days and the "jobless" tag is still with me.

1st job interview: Vodafone promoter. I havn't replied them whether to work for them or not. It's kinda hard as I required to promote the business cap to company and the pay is based on commission. In other words, no one signs up with me = no pay.

2nd job interview: Fundraiser for a company and have good hourly paid but fail to get it. Lost to people from UK, German and Aussie. Sien la, good paid job will never linked to me.

3rd job interview: This time is Optus mobile promoter. I'm still waiting for the confirmation from them. The chance of getting might be low as I havnt received any phone call from them.

Still have other job interviews that I missed due to certain circumstances like OSCE and DEA Agm. Sometimes I do wonder if I attended the missed interviews, I might already got a job by now. Miss a hotel reception and 3 mobile promoter job.

And the weather is seriously fucking me up as it rained whenever I go out for job interview and stopped whenever I finished interview and fail to get a position. I'm sick of job interview now I need to travel for a long distance. Wasting my time, money and energy and get nothing of out it at the end.

Whatever it is, I should stop whining about it. Many things happened lately~~~~~~Don't feel like shitting about them here S:

Hottttttttt

2010-11-22T19:44:00.004+11:00

Damn HOT today!!!!!!!!

Hot and Dry!!!!

31 degree + no cold wind = OVEN

Wonder how am I going to endure the 45 degree in Jan

Normally my room will be colder compare to outside

And it is the first time feel the heat inside my room

Hope that Sydney weather wont kill me this weekend

BUT

There is a thunderstorm this thursday

I'm waiting for it to come

Showering me with coldness =)

(^o^)

2010-11-21T00:41:00.003+11:00

It's time to sum up what I have been doing so far in my summer break:

1. Playing Dota all the time as I got a gang of seniors addicted to it.

2. Watching many movies, dramas, series and anime.

3. Meeting up with friendssssssssssss.

4. Apparently LESS Facebook-ing.

5. Cleaning up my messy room.

6. SLEEP.

So happy to buy myself a crumpler bag today =)

And I will be flying to Sydney for DEA AGM Meeting next week. First official representative of Ignite in certain national meeting. Also, it is a good timing to catch up with some friends over in Sydney. So sad to see that there is less pictures on my blog entries now as I don't have a camera to capture down all the precious moments. It's the time for me to decide whether which camera to buy.

~Finally~

2010-11-13T14:26:00.002+11:00

Many "Finally" happened for the past day.

I Finally finished my examss.

I Finally went thru Year 2 Med.

Holiday is Finally here.

I Finally decided to attend DEA AGM in Sydney.

And Finally I update my blog.

Everyone is happy after their exams as holidays start but I'm not. As an usual trend now, all Med kids (maybe not all, exclude those smart one), is worried about taking Supp or failing the second year. I always told myself before exam that if I didn't study now, i would regret after exam. And this stupid situation always happen. I think I immune to it alrdy. Just hope that my LUCK will help me to survive the exam and pass second year med. Don't think that I will continue Medicine if I fail this year, or in other words, my heart is not strong enough to retake the whole second year.

Have many problems going around my head now and I'm having a headache now. Should I buy a car next year from senior?? Should I move or stay back?? How come no job for summer??Should I do this or that and the question mark goes on. It would be good if I do not need to think and make all decision as all decision that I'm going to make will definitely change my life for next year. God, please helps me.

不甘心只是朋友

2010-10-06T22:10:00.001+11:00

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？

也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。

也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。

也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这么一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了，

常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，

如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好。

也是可惜，也是遗憾！

但还有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友……

Quotes

2010-09-18T18:58:00.002+10:00

看看哈佛圖書館里的二十條訓言：

1.此刻打盹，你將做夢；而此刻學習，你將圓夢。

2.我荒廢的今日，正是昨日殞身之人祈求的明日。

3.覺得為時已晚的時候，恰恰是最早的時候。

4.勿將今日之事拖到明日。

5.學習時的苦痛是暫時的，未學到的痛苦是終生的。

6.學習這件事，不是缺乏時間，而是缺乏努力。

7.幸福或許不排名次，但成功必須。

8.學習並不是人生的全部。但既然連人生的一部分―學習也無法征服，還能做什麼呢？

9.請享受無法回避的痛苦。

10.只有比別人更早、更勤奮地努力，才能嘗到成功的滋味。

11.誰也不能隨隨便便成功，它來自徹底的自我管理和毅力。

12.時間在流逝。

13.現在流的口水，將成為明天的眼淚。

14.狗一樣地學，紳士一樣地玩。

15.今天不走，明天要跑。

16.投資未來的人，是忠於現實的人。

17.受教育程度代表收入。

18.一天過完，不會再來。

19.即使現在，對手也不停地翻動書頁。

20.沒有艱辛，便無所獲。

This is 4am morning in the Harvard University Library =)

This explains why there were 33 Nobel Price holders graduates from Harvard University and 7 US President graduates. 20 quotes above are the "guidelines" in its library. Monash University should follow that as well, open library 24hours within exam weeks (McGill Uni has that too), maybe that's why students are more hardworking and boost the Uni world ranking.

省思

2010-09-07T17:48:00.003+10:00

每当拿回成绩时，回家的路总是显得特别漫长与心寒。。。

不晓得为何心灵总是空虚，为何脚步变得沉重，前方渐渐与我远去。。。

有如我身在一膄永远到不到岸的轻舟上，茫茫人海，我究竟属于哪里？

是我变了？还是我跟不上时代的步伐？

很努力地尝试去改变自已，但到头来得到的只是海市蜃楼。

很想做回高中的我，从来不会有这种感觉。

当一个人失去了心灵时，他与行尸走肉没有什么分别，

我想我已到达了那个境界。

妈妈刚给我来电，我很想告诉她我又考到很差的成绩，

但我却说不出口，

不想伤了她的心，更不想家人为我担忧。

我已不再是那个曾经让他们引以为傲的黄毛小子，

我辜负了所有人对我的期望，

骗了全世界，但骗不了自已，

现在的我只是一个没有心灵的假面。

团歌又悠悠地响起了，

激励我得向前迈进；

当你我已经厌倦，

当承诺已将枯谢，

有说放弃未免太可惜；

多少次凝望着你，

多少次我问自已，

是否一切已成定局我告诉自已，

绝对不是！！

剩下两个月的时间去打拚，

我得破釜又沉舟。。。

L.O.V.E

2010-09-03T12:09:00.003+10:00

I'm writing this post in the Uni library after having a quick look on Human Development textbook. Initially, I'm planning to find some clues for my interview next week but nothing in the book and when I'm in the border of disappointment, a topic in the book attracts me......

Love Relationship......What is love???I'm sure everyone encounter this question ever and ever again in their life. Some might have their answers but some are not. Love is one of those things everybody feels but nobody can define COMPLETELY. In an interesting series of studies, Sternberg found that love has three basic component: 1) passion, an intense physiological desire for someone; 2) intimacy, the feeling that one can share all one's thoughts and actuions with another; 3) commitment, the willingness to stay with a person through good and bad times. Ideally, a true love relationship will have all three components and a balance between them is very important to maintain a happier relationship.

Normally early in a romantic relationship, passion is usually high wheareas intimacy and commitment tend to be low. This is an infatuation (an intense, physically based relationship in which the two poeple have a high risk of misunderstanding and jealousy. As time goes, as passion fades, either a relationship acquires emotional intimacy or it's likely to end. Trust, honesty, openness, and acceptance must be a part of any strong relationship; when they are present, romantic love develops.

Everybody wants to be loved by somebody, but actually having it happen is fraught with difficulties. We need to remember that love is two-sided: it can give you great ecstasy and so can it cause you great pain. Yet, most of us are willing to take the risk like me. So, how do people fall in love???? I found the answer in the theory of assortative mating, which states that people finds partners based on their similarity to each other. Interesting right, it states that healthy people tend to be in relationship with healthy people and same goes to level of education. Does this mean that a doctor wont have a good marriage with a dancer as they dont have same level of education?????

Another interesting theory mentions that people apply three filters when they meet someone: 1) Stimulus, do the person's physical appearance, social class and manners match your own? 2) Values, do the person's values regarding sex, religion, politic match yours? 3) Role, do her ideas about relationship, communication style, gender role match yours? If the answer to all is "yes", then you are likely to form a couple. I found that it's easy to say than do for these theories. We might found someone who matches all three filters but she/he doesn't like you, then how??

Another interesting fact, research shows that women tends to choose a more mascular man as a person with whom to have an exciting short-term relationship BUT tend to select a more feminine looking men for their husband or as the type of man their parents would want them to date. So should men be mascular or feminine??????

I'm not asking everyone to follow whatever theories or books to find your love ones. Loving someone is coming out from feeling but not based on the theory. But these theories will help you to understand more about a relationship and how to maintain it effectively. Loving someone is easy but to be loved by someone is not easy.

It's time for me to have my lunch and continue my day. Do leave some comments as what you think about love or regarding this post =)

Malaysia is SiCk

2010-08-28T15:30:00.002+10:00

I always keep my mouth quiet about my country politic as it's damn dark and I don't want to care so much. But sometimes the anger in my heart is just unbearable and thus I choose to crap all of them here!!!!!!

Having a debate about our current politic with one senior last night. So geram, he just can't get what I mean.

First, I do love my own country! Who does not love his own country in which SHE accompanies them to grow up. Malaysia is a beautiful country with abundant of natural resources ad free of natural disaster but sadly to say, our government is so corrupted, racist and incapable. Ok, you might say that I'm on BN's JPA scholarship and I should be royal to them by showing my support to them. Think out of the box, I should not care about which government, either BN or Pakatan Rakyat gives me scholarship as they are the money from tax payer and I should support the party that will make a better future for ALL MALAYSIANs.

ONE MALAYSIA is a good idea but it's not effectively being applied now. For example, some principal in M'sia can ask Cina Babi and Indian Anjing (chinese is pig & Indian is dog) to go back China and India and forbid them to eat in front of muslims in Ramadhan Month. They even laughed at you by saying Airasia is having promotion now to China and India. How pathetic for such thing to happen in 21st century and 53 years after our country independence. Im sure Tuanku Abdul Rahman will jump out from the coffin now to kill those racists. I was so angry when I saw lots of Malays even support the principal who mentioned those racist sentences and support her to chase other races out of M'sia. Why they never think that if without the chinese and indian, M'sia will never get independence from the British 53 years ago. It was the union of 3 races to fight for independence and a place where we all call HOME.

Due to this, don't that the principal should be detained by ISA (Internal Security Act) for causing racist chaos????But it didn't happen and government keep using ISA to detain other opposition leaders. This explains why so many talented people choose to go oversea instead of staying back in M'sia. For example, USB is invented by Malaysian. But he is not working in M'sia, he works in Taiwan with $US20 billion every year. Malaysia doesn;t want him at the first place as he is from private chinese school and he went to Taiwan to study. Another example, the assistant Dean professor of Shang Hai University is Malaysian too who can't even be the course coordinator back in University Malaya last time. It is so hilarious as that Shang Hai Uni is top in Times Uni Ranking while UM is out of 200. Sigh, our country is really sick.

Our government keeps spending money in a wrong way and over corrupted. Spending few billions on submarine and yet those broken submarine cant dive in the water....Even the engines of army jets can be stolen and sold to other nations. At the end, the government just need to find some people to admit its dark side and settle everything.

I didnt say that pakatan rakyat will be the best government, but it is better than BN now. And we, malaysian deserve a better future for our beloved country. I would give a chance to the opposition to make a change to our country and see. After 53 years of BN governs, our country is still so far behind than other nations. Singapore is having kinda similar independence period with us, but they're so far in front of us now. Why???We should know the answer in our heart.

I do hope that racism will never appear on our future nation anymore. We should not distinguish ourselves as chinese, malays or indian as all of us are malaysian. Everyone should get the same rights in everything include bidding government project, buying properties, getting scholarships...It would be great to give out scholarship according to the results rather than the skin colour. Then, everyone will be more than willing to return to M'sia to serve the country.

We love you, Malaysia. Let's us have our rights and voice back. Make the freedom flows back like a river. We need a CHANGE!!!!!!!

给男人的一片文章

2010-08-15T18:25:00.001+10:00

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。
男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙扎著彷徨著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

金庸名著系列

2010-08-07T00:25:00.002+10:00

终于看完了所有的金庸名著系列连续剧，用了大约两到三个星期的时间看了射雕英雄传，神雕侠侣及倚天屠龙记。真的很过瘾，这些系列都是我小时候很喜欢看的，别忘了我也看了笑傲江湖。120多集的连续剧，不知花了多少时间去看完。喜欢射雕英雄传的爱国精神，永远没有忘本。东邪西毒，北丐南帝，中神通。。。更喜欢神雕侠侣的爱情，杨过与小龙女分分离离，经过了许多的挫折才能有情人终成眷属。分开了十六年后才能再见到对方，足可证明他们的爱情是多么地坚固。他们有如一对白雕，只要其中一方死去，另一方也不会苟且偷生。杨过的精神也是值得钦佩的，失去了左手也能练成绝世武功。倚天屠龙记的爱情很复杂，但人性更加复杂及恐怖。美丽的女生总是最厉害骗人。。哈哈，多么正确。如果没有美女，我们男生就不会被骗，犹如自古英雄难过美人关。。很多男生宁可要美人而放弃江山。。。金庸小说出名于武功及刻骨铭心的爱情。

享受是必须付出代价的，现在我落后三个星期的课程，得天天读书追回了。。。考试又要来临了，真的很讨厌考试，如果考试分数都没有算，多么的好，无须天天读书。。。:(

Photo of the Day

2010-07-28T23:52:00.002+10:00

I found out that this photo is so cool which can lead to different thought of different people. MONEY is always an important property to human being. In 21st century, no one can live in this ear without money. Our human evolution and civilisation result in the transformation of money from system barter (without money) until foreign currency nowadays.

From this photo, some might think that it reflects the meaningless of money to certain people. This group of people see money as toilet paper, which means that money is just like normal toilet paper and it's useless except to clean your ass. For them, money is not everything. They value love, friendship, knowledge more than money (a piece of painted paper). But, how many people in the world will be in this group?????

Another group of people, they LOVE money. Money is just mainly everything in their lives until they use money as toilet paper to clean their ass (Do hope that they get infection of rectum due to the use of money to clean their rectum). They are willing to sacrifice everything just for money. On top of that, they want more and more money. Greedy is always a sickening attitude in our human behaviour. They never realise that they cant bring their money together with them after they pass away. They work so so hard and die and their offspring help them to spend their money, don't you think that it's a stupid act???

This is my thought when I saw the picture today =)

情

2010-07-25T00:40:00.002+10:00

最近心痒痒，很想看回金庸名著小说，结果看了神雕侠侣，真的很羡慕戏里的爱情。问世间情为何物，直教人生死相许？一对情侣经过了许多的挫折，最终才能在一起；男的，为了她连性命都可以不要；女的，为了他永不嫁他人。两人就算要死也要一起死，如有一方去世，另一位也不会苟且偷生。我想这是大家都渴望的爱情，但很难在现实生活中实现。。。

是爱情还没到？还是我自已不懂得去爱人？或是我根本不是什么是爱？这么多年了，我还孤单形影，爱情犹如望穿秋水。很想把我的心交给一个人，但却不知那个人是谁。。。

说到爱情，最近得知朋友中又有人失恋。唉，长距离恋爱真的不能长久，一年前他们有如胶漆，天天黏在一起。一年后从外国回来，以为他们可解相思之苦，哪知却是分手的季节。这就是现实中的爱情，即激烈又短暂。。。别说远距离，即使一对情侣天天在一起也会分手。

别提了，想太多只会伤得更深。。。。还是继续看我的射雕英雄传=）

In my Head

2010-07-13T17:01:00.001+10:00

Love this song recently. Keep playing it lots of times everyday. Jason Derulo is one my favoourite singer. So, I'm going to share this song here and do have a look everyone =)

Holidays Update

2010-07-10T23:46:00.002+10:00

Have been a week since I come back from Hobart, so what I were up to for the last week???

I know that I should update my blog with the Hobart trip and Global health Conference, but I don't have any picture for the trip as I LOST my camera on the very first day at Port Aurthur. It was so damn pissed off. I'm upset not due to the lost of camera but the precious moments that I captured in my camera which can't be taken again. So, no photo for the conference and social night event as well. Too bad you guys won't have the chance to me dress up as SUPERHERO!!Haha, it was my very first theme party and it turned up as an awesome night and met lots of people. I did miss the people that I knew from the conference. You guys rock my days!!!!!

I realised that the way of I'm thinking is slightly different after the conference. I can convey my thought well into the speech and I'm more matured. I found out this when I talked to Jeffrey and John at Becky's birthday dinner just now. [ 1.4 reasons to help 1.4 billion people who live in extreme poverty currently in the world] => more solid statistic in my mind now. Ohya, not forget to mention The Italian, chef review restaurant in melbourne. The setting is damn high class and romantic. You need to suit up to dine in there. But the price is not as expensive as the FlowerDrum restaurant in China Town that I went last year for Kerf's birthday. It costs $150 per head =)

For the last week, I met Sharon and Yee Wen in Chaddy. Walking aimlessly for 5 hours in Chaddy and finally met them when all the shops started to close =.=" After that, we had our dinner at one Thai restaurant in the Lygon Street. I would say that the food there is so so only. Not recommended to dine in. Met Hui wen from Adelaide later at night. Can't believe that she stays at backpacker only in the city and she is at cairns now for some volunteering work. She didchange and grow up a lot compared to five ago when I first knew her in the secondary school. We walked along the Yarra River, Crown and Melbourne Convention Centre. Will catch up with her again on 14th July.

Met my so called beloved junior from Perth at Melbourne. She still remains the same even almost 2 years since our last met. we went to the shrine of remembrance and the art gallery. Had our lunch at si chuan restaurant and dessert at the chocolait. Another nice outing with friends. Having dinner with Winnie at night. Waiting for her until 8pm in the city as she needs to work that day. She looks much prettier compared to year ago.

The next day, catching up with the Adelaide, Sydney and NZ friends - Kumaren, Thyga, Gokila, Kuha, Shuba, Loges, deenendra, gajan and Hon Weng. Kinda miss the old days at Intec last time. Now, everyone is separated around Aussie and NZ. Chance to reunion is really small. :'(

I should take a break here as I write too much( Keep cramping all the stuffs in one single post). I know I'm lazy. I've changed my blog templates again and add an ipod here to share my favourite songs with my blog readers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tassie

2010-06-28T02:45:00.002+10:00

Writing this post 30 minutes before heading to the airport and fly to Hobart - City at Tasmania. I do have a feeling so tired and don't want to go as my daily life is turned upside down totally. I sleep during the daytime and active at night. So so fun after the exam and there are so many things to do in this winter break. But thinking from another view, life is just like a zombie, nothing really happening and everyday looks like the same. Waking up at 2pm, having late late breakfast, lunch at 6pm and dinner at 10pm. Then, drama marathon and playing games. This is so called zombie life or live in the universe in which the time is freezed and nothing there, unmeaningful.

Better get myself prepared and have a final checklist. Will update my blog with my exciting trip after a week. Tassie, go go go go, I'm coming!!!!!!

Pre Exam Post

2010-06-23T17:04:00.003+10:00

Finally tomorrow is my EoS Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

However, I havn't ready for it yet due to my "Always Do Things at Wrong Timing" attitude. Like now, everyone should be hiding their heads under the books but I'm bogging here. 3 weeks for me to prepare but I spent two weeks in playing games and day dreaming. I should not download FF game so early but yeah, no complaint as I can't turn everything back to before.

Two weeks of movie watching and playing games, which left one weeks to study with day dreaming behaviour. I wonder can I do well for the exam tomorrow????Maybe yes if miracle happens =)

Seriously, I really don't feel like continue studying even there are so much more to revise. Really enjoy my studying weeks and have no regret now...maybe will after the exam...hahaha..

Forget about the exam, I alrdy finished 30% of my medical school..woohoo....I dont think that I can get a distinction for my MED2000 marks. Thanks to consistent poor performance n_n

Here I come Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday

2010-06-15T23:31:00.003+10:00

Happy 21st Birthday to myself!!!!!!

Left another 30 minutes and my birthday for this year will pass. Thanks to those that wish me today which is less than 10 people. I know that you guys are my best ever friends who remember my birthday is today. I purposely hide my birthday in FB since last year in order to make a small experiment. I feel that people will just go to wish their friends whenever FB shows them the birthday notification. It is so so so fake and wishing someone is just like an obligation to do so to "elongate" the friendship. Is there a real friendship exists if you cant even remember your best friends' birthday???

Personally, I prefer to get a wish that come from the bottom of your heart rather than just simply posting on FB after viewing the FB notification. What the point of that???I had my birthday on my FB last year and got like 100++ wishes within one day but less than 10 with my birthday off my FB. Such a funny fact but thank to it, and I realise who is out there that remember my birthday.

No one remember my birthday today and it's in exam period, so I end up celebrating myself. Haha, no worry, I alrdy get used to it as I always celebrate my birthday myself. Not really a big big matter to me as it's just another ordinary day to me. Instead, I should thank my mother today as it was the day that one of her leg in the border of hell. Giving birth to a baby might put the mother in danger and even worse, she lose her life for giving birth to her baby.

To my friends out there, don't feel bad if you didn't wish me, I wont be mad at you guys!!!!!!Life is short, won't be mad due to this small matter. Not to forget to thank Janine, Jiyan, Chia Ni, Wei Ru, Chor Yang, JJ and all my family members who wished me......Another 15 minutes before my birthday ends.......Is time to make TWO wishes before the clock turns to 12am...=)

Blog Dying

2010-06-09T01:24:00.001+10:00

I will not blog for about 3 weeks from now until my exam is over......

Not mainly due to exam, just that no motivation to blog recently.....

Good luck everyone for your coming exam and happy holidays...=)

Sexy CPR

2010-05-18T22:58:00.002+10:00

I found this "educational video" about CPR is really interesting. I bet all the guys will never wanted to learn CPR so badly after watching this video. I cant imagine if the medical school use this video clip to teach the medical students about CPR. Will it be more effective than the plastic guys????The facts in this video are correct, just that the way of doing it is not properly shown. Anyway, we will remember certain skill better from watching interesting video than boring theory in the books. =)

Super Sexy CPR from Super Sexy CPR on Vimeo.

蓝颜

2010-05-16T17:39:00.001+10:00

A touching video......sharing it for those who had the same feeling in their love lives.....Love is indeed beautiful but sometimes it does HURT.

Inverloch

2010-05-16T00:24:00.002+10:00

Mates, I'm back from my two weeks rural placement at Inverloch. Rural placement this year is much much better than last year. Staying in a 6 people cabin with chi hau and peter and get to know more about other friends. Nice beaches, Wilson Prom, Cape Paterson, GP visit and Hospital visit made my days in Inverloch.

I will briefly summarise my rural weeks as I'm damn sleepy now, can't wait to jump into my bed now as Melbourne is getting COLDER now!!!!

GP Visit: I have my own consultation room with all equipment like medical director. Felt like I were a real GP on that day. n_n

Hospital Visit: being allocated to pathology department, learning how to draw blood, bumping into a nurse doing an ECG on a female patient, getting scrub on and went into theater, helping the surgeon to cut the stitches during a femoral hernia removal surgery(did feel like junior intern) and learning hospital based first aid, mostly about how to use defibrillator. Ohya, sneaking into hospital pharmacy before heading back.

Indigenous day: Boring

Life- story: didn't manage to get a good elderly.....She was always rushing and gave some lame excuse to finish our conversation. Wasting my time to make the cute gift to her.....

Clinical skill Day: not really learn much as I alrdy knew injection, suturing and ECG...only plastering is the new skill to learn....

Dairy Farm Visit: quite interesting to see the milking process.

I drove to Wilson Prom and Cape Paterson during the weekend. Enjoying the pretty scenery at wilson prom but the journey took so long....will upload photos about rural when I have the motivation to transfer them from my camera.....I'm really a LAZY boy......x)

Rural

2010-05-02T22:21:00.002+10:00

Hey my avid blog followers, I will be off to rural for two weeks starts tomorrow. In other words, I wont be blogging for the coming two weeks as there is no internet access for me in rural. Hopefully I will enjoy my rural placement until the fullness. Done my packing, looked like lots of things I bring along....have no idea why so much stuffs....Will sleep soon as need to wake early to catch early train and bus tomorrow......Will update everyone about my rural after two weeks from now....=)

无题

2010-04-28T22:49:00.003+10:00

越来越多朋友告别单身，唯有我独自守候着孤单。。。。。。

我已渐渐的忘了爱的感觉。。。

爱的滋味将何时降临？？？

有些人错过就不在了。。

2010-04-22T23:07:00.003+10:00

I found that this story is quite interesting, that's why I'm sharing it here in my blog...Hope that you like it......^^

女孩说我爱你，男孩笑了。女孩又说我真的爱你，男孩还是笑。女孩说你根本不爱我，男孩沉默了，女孩哭着离开了，跑的很远很远。男孩站在原地，怔怔地，他自言自语到，其实我也爱你，只是不知道怎么爱你。
　　
　　－－题记
　　
　　女孩倒在秋千上，男孩用力地推啊推啊。
　　男孩篮球比赛，女孩叫破了嗓子，第二天依然出现在男孩面前说昨天你真逊。
　　女孩说我要最漂亮的那朵，男孩奋不顾身地爬上树，然后遍体鳞伤地对女孩说给你。
　　男孩的头上出现了一点点的红色，女孩紧张半天却还说着我才不在乎。
　　女孩说我累了，男孩蹲下身子，说上来吧，我背你。
　　
　　男孩一次成绩超过了女孩，女孩心底高兴依然说下不为例。
　　女孩第一次学滑板，摔地体无完肤，男孩一边骂着小傻瓜，一边用手小心地擦拭着伤口。然后眼眶中满是眼泪。
　　男孩在全校获奖，女孩摇摇头说你还差点。
　　女孩知道男孩喜欢她，所以她不会自己开口。
　　男孩知道女孩喜欢他，可是他不知怎么开口。
　　女孩说我们明天去海边。男孩今天就搞到了所有的地图。
　　男孩想喝一口开水，女孩为他捧来了整桶饮料。
　　女孩想要一颗星星，男孩为她搬来了整颗地球。
　　男孩说明天想喝咖啡。女孩今天就买好了所有的品种。
　　
　　女孩说我不会跟自己不喜欢的男孩要求太多。男孩说还好你对我要求很少。
　　男孩说我不会让自己不喜欢的女孩坐上自己的单车。女孩笑了，还好你从没有把我当女孩看待。
　　女孩说如果我遇见喜欢的男孩，一定用眼神杀死他。男孩说怪不得你从没有对我放过电。
　　男孩说如果我遇见我喜欢的女孩一定背着她满世界地跑。女孩说还好你背我的路程只够地球半径的四分之一。
　　女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定是最棒的，他一定会骑着白马来找我。男孩说现在已经不允许私自贩卖马匹。
　　男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定比关之琳还关之琳。女孩说关之琳已被列入老人名单内了。
　　
　　女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定要会在新年的十二点打电话对我说我爱你。男孩说这样的电话费会很贵，相当于一个世纪。
　　男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定要会在我沮丧的时候给我安慰。女孩说现在连个保姆都会给你安慰，因为你给她钱。
　　女孩说如果他爱我，就算我到天涯海角，他都找的找我。男孩说那你一定要找个地理知识很好的人，不然你没有找到倒把自己弄丢了。
　　男孩说如果她真的爱我，一定会知道我在想什么。女孩说那你一定得找个占卜师。因为她连你有没有藏私房钱都知道。
　　女孩说你们男孩都不浪漫。男孩说因为我们都没有钱去浪漫。
　　
　　男孩说你们女孩一天到晚只知道胡思乱想。女孩说因为别的都要花钱。
　　女孩说我喜欢的男孩一定要比我强。男孩说可怜的我只有一次没有超过你的记录。
　　男孩说我喜欢的女孩一定不要太聪明，否则我会迷失方向。女孩说啊，可惜我总是和你在极端的两头。
　　女孩说长大以后我要当个侦探，比福尔摩斯还厉害。男孩说那你一定需要一个比华生还华生的人。
　　男孩说我长大后一定要当一个国家领导人，发动全宇宙最伟大的战争。女孩说世界不会接受第二个希特勒的，就像没有中国人爱日本人那样。
　　女孩说你的英语很pool，男孩就在暑假报了五个暑期培训班。
　　
　　男孩说女孩不够淑女。女孩暑假逼着自己去学习礼仪。
　　女孩知道男孩很在乎她的话。所以她想总有一天男孩会跟她说的。
　　男孩知道女孩很在乎他的话。所以他想即使不说女孩也是会明白的。
　　女孩认识了比男孩高的男孩，男孩说我爱你。女孩笑着拒绝了。
　　男孩认识了比女孩好的女孩。女孩说我爱你。男孩笑着拒绝了。
　　比男孩高的男孩说你在等什么？女孩说他会说的。
　　比女孩好的女孩说你在等什么？男孩说她明白的。
　　女孩说花都谢了。男孩说它还会开的。
　　
　　男孩说花又开了。女孩说它还是要谢的。
　　女孩说我要走了，去美国。男孩说听说外国男孩都很帅。
　　男孩说我会留下，因为我热爱中国。女孩说还是中国的****最多。
　　女孩去机场的时候男孩送了她。女孩希望男孩留下她。可是男孩没有。
　　男孩留在了中国。男孩希望女孩留下，可是他没有说。
　　女孩哭了，说我一定找个高鼻子，蓝眼睛的。
　　男孩笑了，说祝你好运。
　　女孩走了。
　　男孩哭了。
　　
　　女孩不停地写信。男孩不停地回信。
　　一年后，女孩回来了。男孩去机场接她。可是身边已多了一个女人。
　　男孩长大了。女孩没有。
　　女孩说祝你幸福。男孩说谢谢。
　　女孩又走了，带着眼泪。男孩身边的女人说弟弟，我们走吧！
　　男孩又哭了。她一定会比我幸福的。
　　手术台前，男孩痛苦地抓住医生说一定要让她幸福。
　　男孩坟前，女孩悲伤地抓住丈夫说他原本可以给我幸福的。
　　丈夫抱着她，轻轻地。丈夫就是最后的那个医生。
　　
　　男孩从没有对女孩说过一句我爱你。因为他一直以为女孩明白。
　　女孩从没有对男孩说过一句我爱你。因为她一直以为男孩会说。
　　等男孩真正想说的时候女孩走了。
　　等女孩真正想说的时候男孩死了。
　　男孩还是一个人，女孩却是两个人。女孩一直以为男孩是两个人。男孩一直以为女孩是一个人。
　　女孩问男孩下辈子你要几个人生活？男孩笑着说两个人，我和我爱的人。
　　男孩问女孩下辈子你要几个人生活？女孩笑着说一个人，因为我爱的人从没有跟我说过他爱我。

E~X~A~M

2010-04-16T18:35:00.004+10:00

I'm blogging here while everyone is studying hard now for the coming monday mid semester test. Everyone is so kia su, skipping all the lectures and tutorial, forbidding their normal hobbies, scarifying their sleeping and social time just for studying. Is this calling LIFE???

I'm quite odd this time. No stress, No over study, No scarifying my sleep......Maybe I'm out of the "Box of Nerdy" or maybe just simply sick of studying hard and just for the purpose of exam. I have to admit that I was once the one that study hard and always wanted to be the top. I keep telling myself that I must get into the highest quartile for every single exams. But I've changed!!!!!!!!!!I havn't finished studying, but I'm still carry out my normal daily life. Having 8 hours of sleep every night from 11pm to 7/8am; cooking my meals even it's time consuming; playing badminton as usual (played on Wed and going to MASCA tournament for this Sunday); Facebook-ing and msn-ing as usual and not to forget to trapping ghost on facebook. I'm not as stressed as I used to be before exam, maybe that exam result is no longer a big matter for me.

Some of frenz said that the 5% exam weight looked like 50% to them...Damn swt....And sleep for few hours per day for studying, skipping all the lectures and tutorials. Haiz, is this the attitude that a doctor should have?????Ok, viewing this from other perspective, let's say tomorrow have an important exam for all the medical registrars and due to this shit attitude, all of them study at home and didn't turn up to hospital, so who is the one responsible for the patients?????No doctors in the hospital and all the ED patient die......Don't laugh, I know it is funny but this reflects what the kia-su attitude will result.

Achieving HD exam result for what???????We don't need good exam result in order to be a Good doctor!!!!!!!!Remember this my mates....haha, maybe use the good result to impress juniors is a better reason to study instead.......^^

曾经以为天长地久，其实只是萍水相逢

2010-04-10T10:24:00.002+10:00

放手是一种无奈的绝望，痛彻心扉。当曾经珍爱如生命的人即将相逢陌路时，才恍然大悟：原来，曾经以为的天长地久，其实不过是萍水相逢。

曾经以为天长地久，其实只是萍水相逢　　曾经以为可以这样牵着手一路走下去，可是放手了才明白一切只是两条平行线，当一切都烟消云散，平行的依旧平行。即使相隔不远，也已是人各天涯。

　　勇敢的代价是自己先放下，承认失败、接受无奈，轻轻地叹口气，祝福他今后幸福快乐。从此心若芷水，难起波澜。

　　卷缩在角落，等待着伤口平复，体会敢爱敢恨敢失去的洒脱。

　　幸福的感觉也许只能刹那，刹那过后，是一个人的精彩。

　　放手的日子，总是落落孤欢，会莫名地为了一首歌，一部戏，一个情节。甚或是一句话而泪流满面。总觉得天是黑的，云是灰的。

　　总觉得失去了生活的意义。朋友告诉我：你什么也没有失去，你只是回到了认识他以前的日子。我释然，就像烟花不可能永远挂在天际，只要曾经灿烂过，又何必执着于没有烟花的日子呢？

　　我们都是凡尘男女，挣不出纠缠的情网。逃不过爱与被爱的旋涡，心碎神伤后。是漫无止境的寂寞，寂寞吗？或许吧！再也不用为了猜测他的心思而绞尽脑汁，会不会轻舒一口气，感觉轻松一点点呢？

　　是真的想开了吗？可以平静的面对他和她。纵然心里有种隐隐的说不出的酸楚。可是我不会落泪，哭泣是因为一个人的记忆在心里。无论怎样也不肯散去。我一次次的问自己：“爱你我怕了吗？”答案是肯定的，我怕了，我真的怕了，千疮百孔的心，脆弱得再也经不起痛入骨髓的折磨，于是我放了他，也给自己放了一条生路。把他凝成一幅画，深深的刻在脑海里...看着，想着，可是不会在做画中人，置身画外，才能更好地欣赏画的美丽，不是吗？

　　用力地握握手，真诚地说声：“再见，珍重！”转过头，洒脱的走开,让背影深深地烙在他的脑海里，当你能够用释然的心态去回忆，你们的点点滴滴,你就可以体会到放手后的美丽。

　　上帝让我在错误的时间遇上了你，我...哭了。

　　它让我在正确的时间离开了你，你...会哭吗？

　　一次次说这次真的放下了，不知道自己还能这样骗自己多久．

难忘的话

2010-04-05T00:38:00.004+10:00

请不要假装对我好，我很傻，会当真的。

感情的戏，我没演技，

只知道爱一个人是一瞬间，忘记一个人却是一辈子；

习惯难受，习惯思念，习惯等你，

可是却一直没有习惯看不到你；

等待，是一生最初的苍老，

要离开，就请，永远不要再回来；

也许走得太远的代价就是寂寞，

我放下了尊严，放下了个性，

放下了固执，都自是因为放不下你；

我怀旧，因为我看不到你和未来，

不要骗我，你知道即使你的谎话我都会相信；

当你做对的时候，没有人会记得，

当你做错的时候，连呼吸都是错；

你的心早已变换了季节，

而我还站在你许下诺言的那一天，

想你的时候有些幸福，幸福得有些难过；

上一次微笑着入睡是什么时候？

什么叫快乐？

就是掩饰自已的悲伤对每个人微笑；

多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心。

当眼泪流下来，才知道，

分开也是另一种明白，

我闭上眼，以为我能忘记，

但流下的眼泪，却骗不到自已；

有时，爱也是一种伤害，

残忍的人，选着伤害别人，

善良的人，选着伤害自已。

脸上的快乐别人看得到，

心里的痛又有谁能感觉到？

不是不死心，是死不了心。。。

你知道吗？真心离伤心最近。

我想哭，但已不知该怎么流泪了。

思念一个人的滋味，

就像是喝了一杯冰冷的水，

然后一滴一滴凝成热泪。

喜欢一个人没有错，

错就错在喜欢一个不喜欢自已的人。

等待，也许并不容易，

伤害，却轻而易举。。。

没有什么过不去，只是再也回不去。

痛过之后就不会觉得痛了，

有得只是一颗冷漠的心。。。

原来天长地久，只是误会一场，

我还在原地等你，

你却已经忘了曾经来过。

你是我猜不到的不知所措，

我是你想不到的无关痛痒。

我不在乎你对我的不在乎，

我是你转身就忘的路人甲，

凭什么陪你蹉跎年华到天涯？

最初不相识，最终不相认，

爱那么短，遗忘却那么长。。。。。。

Easter Break

2010-04-02T23:47:00.002+11:00

#First Day(31/3)

Had the last day of Uni before easter breaks start officially. Staying in library and online for 2 hours while waiting for Vespa Night. Knew some seniors during vespa and revise some stuffs that I have forgotten like cardio examination. Damn, so awkward when they asked me to examine patient in front of the group and i forgot everything....Luckily I did remember at last and this hard-wired the examination methods into my mind...^^

#Second Day(1/4)

Today was April Fool and I tried my best to cheat lots of people. Some of my friends got cheated when I changed my relationship status in FB and they thought that I have a gf. Hahahahaha, i should thank them by looking from other perspectives, they care about me...^.6

Went along the way to Boxhill today just to get myself a proper badminton shoes. It is my first badminton shoes since I started playing badminton. I keep wearing my running shoes for badminton as it's unnecessary that badminton shoes will improve my performance. But my running shoes is almost in "wear and tear" condition ad the shipping cost from M'sia to Melb is really costly. So, I decided to buy a badminton shoes here and asked my parents no need to ship my new nike shoes to me. Ohya, the badminton shoes costs me $100....=.="

#Third Day(2/4)

Participated in Royal Children's Hospital Good Friday Appeal today. It will be one of my best ever activities during the easter break. I really enjoyed it and it's simply awesome. Wearing scrub and asking donation from public. Some people who drives luxurious cars and wont give you a penny for donation, this is totally shit and they're stingy. I do hope that they will understand how the funds will help the children with illness and disability. Maybe when they become poor one day and no money for their children health care, and they will regret about not giving a coin. Got one rich guy gave me a funny excuse, I dont have small changes and I'm heading to church now. Actually, I wana ask him to fuck off at that time. He's driving Benz and he cant even give $10/$20 since he is heading to church and I'm sure he will give offering in church. If he can give to church why can't he give to children fundraising???Giving to church will help in maintenance, but this can save a child's life....People with non-luxurious car can offer $20, and even $50....Salute to all the kind people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm going to join this appeal next year for sure...^^

Havn't touch any book for these few days and I'm going out again to city tomorrow.....I think I can expect what is the outcome for my mid-sem test.....>.<

Winery Trip

2010-03-31T23:16:00.005+11:00

Joining the Yarra Valley Winery Trip organised by my housemate on 27th March 2010. I'm not really looking forward to this trip initially as most of my buddies cant join it. No ticket left available for them. Sitting on the bus alone for more than an hour journey, no talking but just looking out of the window from time to time, deep wondering about certain stuffs in my mind. A journey would be pretty long for anyone if there is no companion. And I used to experience this kind of situation lots of times.

My day turned out to be a pretty good day after getting to know some people during lunch break. Everyone is using a DSLR to take photo except me, using a digital camera. Not really brave enough to show off my Sony camera at first, but I was telling myself that, I shouldn't care about other opinions about me and there is unnecessary to capture wonderful moments/ photos by using DSLR, a normal digital camera can do the same thing if the photographer is pro enough. Basically I'm satisfied with the photos I taken. *Someone praised my photo taking skill after viewing my photo album on facebook, and she said that I'm a pro photographer and I should have a DSLR, just that I didn't bring with me that day*. How happy to hear some comments like this....hahahaha...

Sometimes, we really need to take the initiative to reach out to people. Or else our world will be left dark and lonely. Haiz, I'm sucked at socializing, seriously......However, don't care about it, I'm fine with my current life.

Ooops, I'm done downloading my movie, so I should stop here and watch my movie instead....Will update soon as Easter break is knocking on my door.....^^

One Month

2010-03-27T00:50:00.002+11:00

It has been a month since I was back to Aussie. It does indicate that time pass really fast, one month pass just like that, but for me, deep inside my heart, time pass slowly. It might due to the overwhelming assignments and work load of 2nd year med. Despite that, I do enjoy my life right now.
I remember that I have lots of thing to share here for the past few days, but my memory fails me to recall them. Damn!!!!Okay, just forget about it, I will make a huge change in my blog style starting my next blog post. Prefer making my blog more like reflective feeling and thought about certain event or thing. I found that it is better to dig deeper in my head and reflect here what I'm thinking inside my head as I realised that lots of my friends don't know what am I thinking and what I mean by certain thing. Or should I say that they don't understand me well? Or just my way of presenting is not coherent with them???haha. That's why I feel that I want to fit in the Caucasians social gang. Everyone is friend when come to the same topic or act in the same ways like them. Like today, just a simple question in the PBL can make everyone smile and remembering me. I will try my very best to be part of them.....
One month....one month....I can see through myself that I did change a lot compared to last year...Now, I'm looking forward for my Easter Break, I never been looking forward for my holidays as holidays always mean normal days to me.....Okay, it's very late now, 1am in the morning. I wont say this hour is late last year...haha...Will update my blog soon about my winery trip tomorrow....^^

Badminton

2010-03-19T22:55:00.002+11:00

Love to play badminton recently at Aussie. Keep playing it on friday and saturday. Is there other reasons I love playing badminton???Maybe....hahahahaha...

Anyway, way back to today which related to badminton. I dont know that is there a curse to my new cheetah black badminton shirt. Injury keeps coming to me whenever I wear that shirt. I got my legs cramp during the previous friday badminton match and today again, my spec got smashed and the whole spec is coming out....T.T

All of this thanks to Stephy(just kidding). Anyway, overall was a pretty fun and awesome match with peter, becky and stephy. I love playing with you guys, it's just so indescribable. Will have more match with you guys, it's for sure. Badminton really does get us closer even though we're so far away in the real life. I think playing badminton will be one of the additional 2 pieces of my assignment. Like just now, I dont mind being smashed by her, feel happy instead of angry.....

But now, have to wear my spare spec and fix the broken spec. In other words, my pocket is going to be burnt again as fixing spec in aussie is really expensive....>.<

Really tired now as just finish having a massive ECG tutorial with two of my housemates...They are really good in tutoring. ECG is really EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Titleless

2010-03-15T22:51:00.002+11:00

Feel very sleepy and tired, that's why I'm here blogging again even though there are so many stuffs that I have not read yet...>.<>I know that you will be reading this post and I would like to tell you something here. Sometimes, your msg does really have some impacts on me. For example, you left me a msg regarding I have a memorable valentine's day while you're not and telling me that you were heading to HK during CNY and no need to reply you. I did wana explain me to you and I knew that you're upset but I did nothing at the end as I know that no point to argue with you at that moment. I'm sure you wont hear in anything from me. I cant sleep well too that night.

This does happen lots of time just that you dont know. I rmb that you say I'm not a royal guy, but in fact I really Am when I'm in love with my beloved. To be honest, I'm having good feeling towards few gals, but having feeling doesnt mean that I love her!!!!!!Feeling can be induced when there is a same topic that both ppl can chat with or just simply like her. Do take notes that LIKE is totally different with LOVE!!!!!!!!

I may like few gals at the same time like now but find no one to LOVE yet!!!!!!!!!!!!When I find the one who I can pour my love, there is no way that I will LIKE any other gals. This is true for me. Just those that don't understand me will misinterpret my personalities. But can't deny that, I'm such a playboy. Wonder why I can have feeling towards so many gals at the same time......This leaves me in confusion as I dunno who should I go after and who I really LOVE....

Anyway, just throw away all those love stuffs and better focus on my study...........Going to sleep after this, initially plan to sleep at 10pm but alrdy 11pm now...

There is one video that I would like to share with my readers here...I found that it is very meaningful...maybe is to me, but not to you.....hahaha....

Hail Strom and Flood in Melbourne

2010-03-08T23:32:00.003+11:00

Before landing my feet on the land of Melbourne, I kept hearing and reading news mention about the drought in Melbourne. There is such a long drought in Melbourne in which I experienced it the whole last year. The water level is low in dams, lakes dried up, water saving programs are the common stuffs that you will get to know everyday in Melbourne. It rarely rained last year too. However, this year is a bit odd.......

There was a hailstorm 2 days ago at Melbourne!!!!!!Moreover, the whole Melbourne city was flooded within a while after the heavy downpour. Such an unbelievable incident that happen in a DEVELOPED country. The drainage system in Victoria is really poor. The council should fix it ASAP as more hailstorm might come. It looks like the end of world is 2012. Bush fire and heat waves in Aussie during summer period and following by unusual hails and rains. Back to last Europe winter, heavy snow was covering the whole Europe and many people lost their lives. I bet our Mother Earth is really angry for what we've done to her and it's the time for revenge now.

For me, there is a flood inside my heart, brain and body too. There are always "unfinished" notes and assignments to do. I feel like I'm way behind the syllabus now. The strong currents inside me keep impeding my progress. Sigh, what to do? I'm not superhuman, can't fly or make everything done swiftly........Go go go......

Second Semester

2010-03-02T23:39:00.002+11:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!Medicine school second year is CRAZY and damn hectic......we can't just sit back and relaxing like last year anymore. There are so many assingments and lectures waiting for me to counter. I can only use one word to describe--->OMG!!!!!

I overslept on the first day of Uni, woke up at 9am and realised that I miss the period to collect my workguide and study material. Ohya, miss the briefing as well....==+

It is an awkward beginning to me in second year med school. Moreover, I sign up for another SPC group instead of my initial planned group. Oh Gosh, what the fuck is that!This make me ended up in a totally strange group in which I have no idea who are my group mates. Blame the fucking shit allocate system. Maybe I should think from other perspective, working together with friends may end up as broken relationship while working with strangers may make new friends!!!!!!!

CBP, SPC, Rural assignment, lectures, anatomy, practical, written exam, OSCE, VIA are all the triggers for my nightmare...........Anyway, I know that medicine second year is terrified, but I'm not leaving. Know that I must pass this tests, so just pull the trigger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bon Odori

2010-02-28T18:36:00.006+11:00

Went to Bon Odori (Japanese Summer Festival) at Docklands yesterday. Initially, My friends and I were planning to go together but they all leave me on a jet plane. So I ended up exploring the festival alone under the chilly weather......I never went to Bon Odori in Malaysia before, this was my first time but quite disappointing as it was very small.....However, the crowd there are far lots more compared with Malaysian festival.....Leaving after spending some time watching the bon odori dances. For me, it's not really special, I will go to a real bon odori event in japan in the future. There are some photos to share with.......^^

Dancing bon odori around the stage by making a big circle.

Sum Up My Summer Breaks

2010-02-25T11:43:00.003+11:00

I'm waiting for my flight back to Melbourne at Starbucks,LCCT now....I was waiting at the same place 3 months ago for my flight back to Penang. Sigh, time passes really fast. I was planning at starbucks where should i travel and what to do during my 3 months summer breaks. Initially, it was a long long holidays for me but 3 months pass just in a blink of eyes. If you ask me what have I done during my breaks, I would shrug my shoulders. Hahahaha....

Ok, let sum up my breaks. Lazying and rotting at my home most of the time. No exercise, no studying, no cooking, but only relaxing and lazying. It's a total opposite to my life back in Melbourne. After rotting a month at home, I started look for a job here to build up my resume. I went to local hospital for job applying but to no avail as there are many procedures to go through. So, I ended up working as promoter at local shopping mall. The job sucks!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily I went to Phuket in January, my only trip during my breaks. The trip was fun and refreshing, tried many stuffs that I never done before like ATV, snorkeling, elephant trekking, rafling, shooting and so on. However, it costs a bomb in my bank account.....T>T

OMG, still have another 4 hours to go before boarding....What can I do???????????Really bored here, damn the shit airasia rescheduled my flight......My summer breaks are really unproductive.....haiz, haiz and haiz again.......

Fish Leong & Tony Chao Wedding Video

2010-02-22T00:11:00.002+11:00

I love this video very much as the director is very good at editing and capturing valuable memories. Undoubtedly, I must say that Mayad Studios is very professional. Do hope that I can have the video making talent. Hahahahaha....

Let's have a look on this video and share their joy together!!!!!!!!!

Fish Leong and Tony Chao from Mayad Studios on Vimeo.

50句傷心... 總有一句讓妳心動

2010-02-19T02:22:00.000+11:00

1. 我以為小鳥飛不過滄海，是以為小鳥沒有飛過滄海的勇氣，十年以後我才發現，不是小鳥飛不過去，而是滄海的那一頭，早已沒有了等待……

2. 你走的那天，我決定不掉淚，迎著風撐著眼簾用力不眨眼……

3. 多謝你的絕情，讓我學會死心……

4. 帶著一根煙.浪跡天涯……

5. 木頭對火說:“抱我”!火擁抱了木頭`木頭微笑著化為灰燼! 火哭了!淚水熄滅了自己……當木頭愛上烈火注定會被燒傷……

6. 當眼淚流下來，才知道，分開也是另一種明白。

7. 我真的愛你，閉上眼，以為我能忘記，但流下的眼淚，卻沒有騙到自己……

8. 回家的路上我哭了，眼淚再一次崩潰孓.無能為力這樣走著，再也不敢驕傲奢求了。我還能夠說些什麼，我還能夠做些什麼？我好希望你會聽見，因為愛你我讓你走了……

9. 不要輕易說愛，許下的承諾就是欠下的債！

10. 是我的終究是我的`我終歸是你的一個過客`你始終不愛我` 注定我和你就是什麼都不會發生`注定`注定只是注定`不管我怎麼跨越不管我怎麼想靠近你`你還是會離開我的`我好想你`好想好想你`好想好想見你

11. 臉上的快樂，別人看得到。心裡的痛又有誰能感覺到.

12. 分手後不可以做朋友,因為彼此傷害過.不可以做敵人.因為彼此深愛過,所以我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人.

13. 有的人與人之間的相遇就像是流星,瞬間迸發出令人羨慕的火花,卻注定只是匆匆而過.

14. 時間會慢慢沉澱，有些人會在你心底慢慢模糊。學會放手，你的幸福需要自己的成全。

15. 我能感覺到你的心痛，你有你說不出的無奈...但是你做出一副無所謂的樣子，你越是這樣我就越難受`

16. 有些的時候，正是為了愛才悄悄躲開.躲開的是身影，躲不開的卻是那份默默的情懷。

17. 愛到分才顯珍貴，很多人都不懂珍惜擁有.只到失去才看到，其實那最熟悉的才是最珍貴的.

18. 有時，愛也是種傷害.殘忍的人，選擇傷害別人，善良的人，選擇傷害自己.

19. 你走了，帶著我全部的愛走了，只是一句分手.我忍著眼淚看著你的背影，好想最後在抱你一次，好想在對你說一次“我愛你”

20. 淋過雨的空氣，疲倦了的傷心，我記憶裡的童話已經慢慢的融化.

21. 既然愛，為什麼不說出口，有些東西失去了，就在也回不來了！

22. 相愛是種感覺，當這種感覺已經不在時，我卻還在勉強自己，這叫責任！分手是種勇氣！當這種勇氣已經不在時，我卻還在鼓勵自己，這叫悲壯！-

23. 人生不止，寂寞不已。寂寞人生愛無休，寂寞是愛永遠的主題. 我和我的影子獨處.它說它有悄悄話想跟我說.它說它很想念你 ^原來`我和我的影子`都在想你`

24. 在完美的彼岸剛剛上演了一場悲劇，所有的血與淚在枯萎的荊棘蘊育出一個花蕾，它將經歷輪回的七場雷雨，然後綻放在潮濕的空氣中……

25. 魚上鉤了，那是因為魚愛上了漁夫，它願用生命來博漁夫一笑……

26. 喜歡在你身上留下屬於我的印記，卻不曾記起你從未屬於過我……
如果有一天，不再喜歡你了，我的生活會不會又像從前那樣墮落，頹廢…我不想再要那樣的生活，所以，在我還沒有放棄你之前，請你,至少要喜歡上我……

27. 其實我一直在你身邊守候,等你靠在我肩上訴說,會不會有那麼一天,你的溫柔都屬於我,我不會再讓你難過,讓你的淚再流!

28. 你當我是個風筝,要不把我放了,要不然收好帶回家,別用一條看不見的情思拴著我,讓我心傷.

29. 窗外下著雪，泡一杯咖啡，握到它涼了，才知道又想起了你。我的期待你如何才能明白！

30. 第一次哭是因為你不在，第一次笑是因為遇到你，第一次笑著流淚是因為不能擁有你！

31. 歲月就象一條河，左岸是無法忘卻的回憶，右岸是值得把握的青春年華，中間飛快流淌的，是年輕隱隱的傷感。世間有許多美好的東西，但真正屬於自己的卻並不多。看庭前花開花落，榮辱不驚，望天上雲卷雲舒，去留無意。在這個紛繞的世俗世界裡，能夠學會用一顆平常的心去對待周圍的一切，也是一種境界。

32. 我們的生活有太多無奈，我們無法改變，也無力去改變，更糟的是，我們失去了改變的想法……

33. 看庭前花開花落，榮辱不驚，望天上雲卷雲舒，去留無意。

34. 在這個紛繞的世俗世界裡，能夠學會用一顆平常的心去對待周圍的一切，也是一種境界。

35. 人生最遺憾的,莫過於,輕易地放棄了不該放棄的,固執地, 堅持了不該堅持的……

36. 簡單安靜的生活其實不幸福`所以我只擁抱刹那`綿延持久的感覺根本不快樂`所以我只信仰瞬間。

37. 有些失去是注定的,有些緣分是永遠不會有結果的.愛一個人不一定會擁有,擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛她……

38. 心已死,淚也干,不堪回首魂亦牽.夢驚醒,不了情,往事如煙揮不去.亦虛亦實,亦愛亦恨,葉落無聲花自殘.只道是, 尋尋覓覓,冷冷清清,淒淒慘慘戚戚;卻無奈,天長地久有時盡,此恨綿綿無絕期.

39. 世界上沒有任何東西可以永恆。如果它流動，它就流走；如果它存著，它就干涸；如果它生長，它就慢慢凋零。

40. 一個做女人的痛苦:當她和她所愛的男人有了肉體關系以後，她就很自然地把這種關系視為一種永遠，但男人卻可以不同，他們可能只會覺得那是生存方式的又一種演繹。正如書上說的：男女之間，在沒有婚姻的承諾前，還是保持簡單的關系為好，否則，真的沒有歲月可以回頭.

41. 如果，不幸福，如果，不快樂，那就放手吧；如果，捨不得、放不下，那就痛苦吧。

42. 人生短短幾十年，不要給自己留下了什麼遺憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，該愛的時候就去愛，無謂壓抑自己。人生的苦悶有二，一是欲望沒有被滿足，二是它得到了滿足。

43. 所謂花心，就是有了愛情和面包，還想吃蛋糕的心情；所謂外遇，就是潛出圍城，跌入陷阱；所謂浪漫，就是幫老婆買包心菜時，還會順手帶回一支玫瑰花；所謂廚房，就是結婚時紅地毯通向的正前方……
44. 不敢說出口,因為我膽小,因為如果你拒絕,我以後就不能夠再見到你了,寧願默默的愛著你,不能讓你知道,直到,直到你投進別人的環抱!

45. 一個人想事好想找個人來陪。一個人失去了自己。不知還有沒有要在追的可望。

46. 這個世界就這麼不完美。你想得到些什麼就不得不失去些什麼。

47. 戀愛，在感情上，當你想征服對方的時候，實際上已經在一定程度上被對方征服了。首先是對方對你的吸引，然後才是你征服對方的欲望。

48. 我放下了尊嚴，放下了個性，放下了固執，都只是因為放不下你。

49. 如果愛上，就不要輕易放過機會。莽撞，可能使你後悔一陣子；怯懦，卻可能使你後悔一輩子。

50. 沒有經歷過愛情的人生是不完整的，沒有經歷過痛苦的愛情是不深刻的。愛情使人生豐富，痛苦使愛情升華

Happy Valentine's Day

2010-02-15T06:18:00.002+11:00

Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!!!!!!!

I celebrated Happy Single's Day this year as usual but It is meaningful to me this year. I was very happy to know that she likes my Choco + teddy bears bouquet very much. I'm appreciated to be the first one to give her a bouquet and more important, this was my first time to give bouquet to girl on Valentine Day. I gave flowers to my Ex-gf before but never on Valentine Day. Haha, if back to years ago, I'm sure that I wont spend so much money on bouquet as I'm not from a rich family. I spent my money wisely. This is the most expensive bouquet I ever spent to girls!!!But it is worth just to get a smile on her face. I was insomnia last night due to "over-joyful".

I have waited her for years but I know that we wont be a lovely couple like Romeo and Juliet in "Love Story" by Taylor Swift. Her parents believe that their daughter's future husband must not be one year elder than her.....How sad it is.....This is like the lyrics of Love Story,"And my daddy said, stay away from Juliet"......

However, she will always stay in my heart....ever and ever....So happy to hear she said that the teddy bears are cute, the message card is sweet and I will be one of the people she will never forget until her death bed......So do I^^

Although I can't be the one to hold your hands and protect you, I will always be your side to keep you accompany no matter wherever I'm in this World. As long as you're there to share my dreams, my world is yours......

We were given,"Two hands to hold, Two legs to walk, Two eyes to see, Two ears to listen. But why only one heart??Because the other was given to whom we love.

My Blog List

2010-02-13T04:38:00.003+11:00

Finally I have done with my blog lists!!!!!!!!!So happy now as I keep procrastinating in doing my blog lists. It should be done few months ago when I changed my blog layout but due to my laziness....hehe, you know me la........

However, I might miss out some of my friends' blogs as I lost all of my friends' blog address.....Pls feel free to drop a comment to inform me about it....Thanks....^^

Lastly, tomorrow will be my last working day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's why I'm so gay now...haha....

What Cha Say

2010-02-12T04:09:00.002+11:00

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

I love listening to this song recently.......I would like to tell the message inside the lyrics to someone....Can she let me in and give me another chance?????

All in all, I will be the only one canoeing along the love river.....counting the stars alone at nights and being forgotten by the love world........

First Regret in 2010

2010-02-12T03:51:00.003+11:00

Very frustrated for the past few days due to my annoying promoter. I hate my working place now, hate the fat promoter and hate The Store at central square!!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't have any mood to serve any customer anymore. Wana quit this fucking stupid yet boring job ASAP but I can't due to the promise I made one month ago......t.t

Anyway, I will bear for another two days and tell my promoter that I cant replace her for 3 days during CNY which means I'm going to break the promise. But I have to as I can't bear with her anymore. She is like " two head monster", saying such thing to me and telling other the other ways. I really hate this kind of people. I prefer he/she tells or discusses with me face to face rather than stabbing me from behind. She keeps complaining to everyone just for a small matter like I changed my working shift. If she really doesn't want me to change, just say it, no need to agree with me then telling others that I'm bad to change shift whenever I like. Hey "Fatty( my promoter), I changed my shift is because I want to make it same with my sister's shift, not just like whenever I like. Moreover, there is no customer in the morning, why do you need two people at the counter????For what????Displaying? Sometimes, I do doubt about my promoter IQ.......

I really want to scold her and ask her to fuck off at this moment.........really pissed off.......Working at The Store is my first ever regret in 2010..........

Phuket

2010-01-30T00:46:00.003+11:00

6 days and 5 nights in Phuket marked the great opening for my traveling trip in 2010. Phuket is fun generally with awesome natural adventuring and exciting night life. I will write about the details of the trip but no photos included as my internet connection is slow here.
First day---->Reached Phuket at noon, heading to Silver Resortel(hotel), gathering the activities brochures and planning the journey schedule.
Second day---->Went to elephant trekking, ATV, and rafling. ATV and rafling is really amazing and fun. I would recommend you guys go to have a try.
Third day---->Went to Phi Phi Island. Snorkeling at Kai Island but I dont like it as the sea is rocky. Keep stepping the rocks while seeing the fish. Heading to Maya Bay for snorkeling again for coral reefs. However, I didn't enjoy it much as I lost my snorkeling googgle after jumping into the sea. Have to spend 400bahts to hire ppl to search for me under the sea....Haiz....no mood to walk around the Kor Phi Phi after that....
Fourth day---->Loitering around the Phuket Town for the whole afternoon. And drinking at bar at night......My friend ordered a 3L tower Heineken for 4 persons. I drank a lot that night and slept like a pig after that. Having rashes on my fingers, arms and legs the day after. >.<
Fifth day---->Went to a canoeing trip, sighting seeing at James Bond Island first and canoe at Hong Island, Bat Cave and Lawa Island. I love canoeing!!!!!!!!!!!Nearly lost my spec when I swim at Jawa Island as I forget to take it off and straight firing into the water.
Last day---->Not doing much today as all of us slept until very late. Check out the hotel at 11am and heading to Phuket Airport.

That's all for my trip......Sorry that no photos for this post but I promise that I will upload all the photos when I'm back to Melbourne........^^

Working Life

2010-01-22T02:26:00.002+11:00

Supposely I'm on my summer vacation now, but I choose to work as part-time promoter at Central Square. The pay is very low (RM3 per hour) and I have to stand for the whole day......>.<'''''''
It is boring yet tiring at first as I never stand for such a long period. Have the thought of quitting it after few days of working but I have to keep the promise that I gave to the supervisor. Having lunch and dinner alone at the hawker stall since I dunno know everyone at my working place. Quite pathetic to having meals alone and realise the difficulty of earning money.
However, everything is changed when I start knowing other part-time promoters. I have a gang of friends now and keep running to other counters to chat or fool around with them. It is cool and fun now. Time does pass very fast in the companion of friends.....^^
Still have another three weeks before I stop quitting the job officially....got a feeling of missing it but I have to go back to my study life.......Miss my University lifestyle too.....
THe next post will be about my Phuket Trip as I'm heading to it two days after this....Phuket Rocks!!!

茫茫人海, 你遇見了誰,誰又遇見了你

2010-01-16T14:00:00.002+11:00

茫茫人海, 你遇見了誰,誰又遇見了你???????
有時你會覺得愛情很虛假, 人們總是不時地換男女朋友. 才剛剛分手不到幾個月, 又交了男女朋友, 口口聲聲說找帶了真愛, 但最終都以分手收場. 是她們在玩弄愛情? 還是跟本沒有把真心拿出來?
我們一生中會遇到許多人, 但我們總會遇見這三個人. 第一個是你最愛的人; 第二個是最愛你的人; 第三個是和你共度一生的人. 想知為何, 就看下面的影片.....^^
對我來說, 遇到這三個人已經夠了, 無需象其他人需要遇到十幾個, 才找到最后一個. 我有一個朋友, 看她一直在換男朋友, 真的感到心寒. 她在她的blog寫着會保持single, 但我猜不到幾個月, 她肯定會交男朋友. 不知愛情在她的眼里是什么呢???

Starbucks

2010-01-12T00:56:00.003+11:00

Have no idea what to do while waiting for my parents come to fetch me at Starbucks. My dear went back so early and I'm alone here. I did realise that we have less topic in common to chat. Maybe I have changed.........

I did change a lot after coming back from Melbourne. Got a strange feeling that this place in which I used to call home is no longer my favourite. Hardly to feel the warmth from it but the waves of coldness. Sitting alone at Starbucks with my lappy keeps me company. Wondering is the coldness coming from the frappuccino or the environment?????

When night falls and another day will come; A world ends while another whole new World will appear, hopefully I will be a better person tomorrow as the Old Chee Wei was gone and a new Chris is born. Kinda crapping here....haha.....have no idea what I'm typing too......

Will wait here patiently for my parents to come.............

Hibernating

2010-01-09T19:26:00.002+11:00

Hello my fellow blog readers!!!!!!!!!!!Sorry that I didn't update my blog as frequent as I should. The biggest problem that causes my blog going into hibernating state is the Internet connection at my home. It is freaking slow and unstable. I really hate it. By the way, I'm currently working as promoter at Central Square. It is my first official working experience. but, it is boring and tiring. Standing for 4/8/12 hours per days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Despite all the boring working life, I'm looking forward for the Phuket Trip. Two more weeks from now and I can relax myself at Patong Beach, a wise way to recharging myself in preparing for the hectic second year med.
Hopefully I will update everyone about my Phuket Trip next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Melbourne/ Malaysia

2009-12-02T15:10:00.000+11:00

I would like to write this post to tell all my friends about the differences between Malaysia and Melbourne after almost a year I stay in Melbourne. Like we always hear others say about the moon at oversea is brighter and rounder than Malaysia. Is it true? Or just simply a joke? Let me unearth to you.

Firstly, the transport system here is perfect. We can access to bus, tram and train just by using one ticket. In short, we pay once and use for the whole day, not like KL, different train lines need difference ticket. Moreover, punctuality is the core principle here even for the public transport. There is a schedule for bus/tram/train and the punctuality is recorded each month and a statistic is counted for the knowledge of public. In KL, we may need hours to travel to some places whereas the whole journey just needs less than an hour.

Secondly, the weather here is cool. We no need fan/ air-con in our house. The wind is freezing and it is just around 12-18 degree at night even though is summer now. We no need umbrella when we go out too as raining here will only last for few minutes and is light.

Thirdly, the beach here is wonderful. Like CC said, he go to beach just to see topless gals. There is a big difference between M’sian and Australian. Aussies will take off everything in beach for evenly tan but for Malaysian is cover everything for evenly tan. Hahahahahahaha. Don’t say I’m pervert, but it is true. Can you see any Malaysian wearing bikini on the beach in M’sia?????or topless for sun bath????The answer is NONONONONO…….but that is common here. Don’t limit the compound to beach, even on the street, gals will wear sexy and hot.

I love the night sky view here in which starts can be seen clearly. The night here is darker. I love to watch stars at night here. Ohya, security here is better than M’sia. Rarely hear about burglary, robbery and “snatchery”. I walked before at 3/4am morning alone to go home but didn’t meet any person on the street. I agree that it is really safe to stay here than Malaysia.

However, it is undeniable that food in M’sia is much better than Melbourne. Thumbs up for M’sian food. Too bad that this post reveals that more pros than cons staying here and yes, the moon is brighter here. Hahahaha…..No offend, I still love my country just that I love to stay here.

Actually there are more differences, but I’m running out of time. I need to pack my things and is time to go back…..another 9 hours and I will be on my way back to my beloved home. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 More Days

2009-11-29T23:55:00.000+11:00

I went to Queen Victoria Market yesterday to buy some souvenir before heading back to Malaysia. Sitting in the train alone from Clayton to city, observing every passenger in the train cabin, and looking out the window to chase away my loneliness and boredom. Anyway, time did pass very fast and the actual long journey seems to be shortened.

This was the first time I go to Queen Victoria Market and realized that it is very big. There are lots of stalls for souvenir, groceries, wine, candy and food court. I spend more than 2 hours there by visiting every single stall. Oh well, this 2 hours also took $150 away from me…..=.=

Besides, I just keep playing Dota and CS with my housemates for the past few days. I do have lots of fun in playing games with them. This kind of situation can’t be found in my house before exam, only post exam period…..haha…..

Left 3 days only before I fly back to my home country. I miss the food very very very much. I really can’t wait for them. I finish packing my luggage within 15 minutes. So efficient right?????I just throw everything in my luggage. The whole luggage is just full of souvenir and nothing more…….

I will be alone in the whole house starting tomorrow as my housemates will fly to Sydney for vacation. Haiz, alone in the big house….Do hope that tomorrow will be a better day….^^

Sexpo

2009-11-28T01:04:00.004+11:00

Sexpo Melbourne is really cool, an eye opening experience for me. It is just like the PC fair in M’sia in which there are lots of booths promoting all the sex stuffs like magazines, Dvd, toys, sex clothes and etc. You may find it boring in the morning or just walk pass every single store without going in to see every single sex items.

I will highlight few cool show and things that I experienced in the Sexpo. Firstly, It is the Sexpo showgals show. Three sexy gals dance and strip off every single clothes and wetting themselves with soap. I have recorded the whole performance, who wants to see the live real show by three hot yet horny gals, feel free to contact me privately. Hahahaha, I will give them to you if I’m in good mood. Normally I will see boobs in the movie but this time, I see the real boobs in front of me…….

Secondly, it will be the Australian bad boys who is the famous guys performers for gals…….Their show is good but I will not describe much about it here as I’m not Penis Lover. Hahahahahahaha, gals will not forget the fun they have for that show. Another one is the Guy who draw portrait by using his Damn Penis. Oh man, a penis can be used as colour brush…..=.=…….This is another hot spot for gals as well since penis can be seen….

The lingerie fashion show also not bad, but the models are not professional as the cat walk is flaw. They didn’t walk in the nice way that we can take some amazing photo. I prefer Victoria Secret more……

Next, the demon crush is really cool. It is the motorbike show such as turning upside down in the air. Thumbs up for them. And it is so amazing that Melbourne exhibition show room is so spacious for the motorbike to fly around.

I bought something from the sexpo too!!!!!!Going to give them to my friends!!!!!!!Haha, this will remain secretive and only those that receive my gift will know what are them. Not forget to mention, the strip poker is fun too but the sex train is a bit boring, not as good as my expectation. All in all, sexpo is cool as Boobs and Penis are everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do I look perverted in the photo above?????hahahahaha...

6 days to go before I’m home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Going Home

2009-11-27T00:05:00.004+11:00

Hey people, I'm going home soooooon. Really cant wait for it, I changed my flight ticket and thus a bomb was exploded in my pocket. Hahahaha.....Anyone wants to meet up with me, pls do appointment first to avoid long queue. I will post up my new mobile number in facebook when I reach the land of Malaysia. Do sms/ call me.

And my mum just told me that my internet cable in my area was being stolen again, so I don't have internet to use when I'm back to M'sia. It is so "sui", why the cable being stolen at this time but not few months before??????Really a shit, hate the stupid people who stole it. Pls contact me by mobile and not internet (FB/ MSN).

I think it is time to sing I'm Going Home by Chris Daughtry. A perfect timing to sing it. I will be landed on M'sia on 3rd December. Take note my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Insomnia

2009-11-24T06:36:00.001+11:00

Tonight was another night that I can't sleep again. Sitting in front of my lappie until morning, see the sun rises from the horizon until IT uses its rays to beat my face. Last night as well, watching movie until morning thanks to the sleeplessness.

Having insomnia continuously for two nights, sounds weird. IS there too much worry? Or my biological clock changed? Or I play too many games? I can’t give myself an accurate answer too…sound funny I know…But I’m sure that my insomnia is indirectly affected by my consideration of changing my flight ticket. At first, I was thinking of staying here for two months and working to get extra money for my traveling expenditure and buying car. But now, I think my plan is delayed……..

Anyway, just realize that how beautiful the sun rise is and how quiet the lonely night will be. Do hope that there is someone to accompany me to see the process of dark surrounding changes into bright environment gradually. Oh well, I’m dreaming myself again. Hahaha…

Another new day is waiting for me now. It is so amazing that an half before, the sky is still dark, but it is so bright now. This makes me flash back about the event of penang bridge marathon with my friends. It was an unforgettable memory in which I experienced the change of the night to day!!!!!!

The sun is out which means that it is the time for me to sleep. Hahahahaha….but not today, I’m not planning to sleep today and will keep awake for another 24 hours….

Good Morning World!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grandma

2009-11-21T22:32:00.002+11:00

A touching and meaningful song,

It reminds me of my grandma,

It reflects my childhood time,

It brings me back to the moments I shared with my beloved grandma,

It motivates me to go back early to M'sia;

As my grandma is always the only reason to drive me home.

Miss my grandma so much.....

She looked after me when I was young,

She never scold me before even I did something wrong,

She will give me whatever I want,

And she will try her best to satisfy me.

Almost one year I didn't see my grandma,

Is time to reunion with her again....

Grandma, I love you.

And I'm going home soon....

New Blog Layout

2009-11-21T21:58:00.002+11:00

Finally, after procrastinating for few days(playing games 24/7),
I changed a new look for my lovely bloggy....^_^
A new better look to replace the old one,
Like the new memories keep overwhelming the old ones;
Hopefully all the bad things will be over shined by the good ones!!!!!!
Oh well, I'm considering to change my flight ticket and go back early,
rather than just playing games 24/7 (many other games waiting for me in M'sia)
But i havn't decided yet, should make a decision within this week.
Will update my blog more frequent.
So..........................
Stay tuned!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^_^

~Meteor Rain~

2009-11-18T16:56:00.004+11:00

It was the first time I stayed awake and waited for the meteor.
Staying Awake until 3am and went to the field that near my house.
Waiting for almost two hours there,
Surrounding by insects and cold weather....12 degree
But it is worth as I saw METEOR!!!!!!!!!
It was so so cool......
The first time I see meteor...^^
But it was cloudy last night, not really have a good view for meteor rain.
A bit disappointed for that
Thanks God that I still able to see few meteor....
Learning few star patterns while waiting for the meteor like 北极星，北斗七星，射手座，金牛座，大熊座。。。。
Looking forward for the next meteor to come.....^^
And hope that I can see meteor rain with my love one next time....

Life After Exam

2009-11-15T00:12:00.003+11:00

Finish my exam three days ago....
I'm freaking free now like an old man who doesn't need to do anything.
First time feel that time is too much for me....
Went to have my Hep A vaccination after exam and applying job.
Giving out my resume officially to four shops...
But no reply until now....T.T
Just hope that I can a job within next week.
If not, I might change my flight and go back earlier to M'sia.
Anyway, I just keep watching movie, drama and play Dota all the time after the exam.
Really pathetic.....
I want to work but there is no job for me...
What to do?
Only rotting at home.....
Hahahahahahahahaha....and feel lazy to update my blog as well....
Want to change my blog layout long time ago....
Hopefully I will change it soon.....^^
Is time go back to my movie....^_^

Bleeding Heart

2009-11-06T20:45:00.003+11:00

Change my profile picture to a bleeding heart.
A white pure heart is bleeding....
It is broken by the love spikes...
Can it be heal???
I doubt about it...
As my heart travels through the jungle of thorns,
It bleeds and the blood is oozing down the path...

I live with a bleeding heart
I suffered much pain through out my life
That I have changed along the way
My heart has changed from all the painful ordeals I have endured

I live with a bleeding heart
I am living a lie
Keeping who I truly am inside
I can no longer my face in my own reflection

Blood Donation

2009-10-22T22:46:00.004+11:00

I'm very happy today as I went to my second blood donation in Aussie....

The feeling after blood donation is always being good for me....

My TINY bag of blood is going to save few more lives in the world....

That's why I'm so so so happy...

Should be having good mood and focus on my study....

But just feel that very tired to study.....

So end up online-ing and writing blog here....

Just realise a fact that O group of blood is the highest in the population...

Amazing...I used to think that other types are the dominant one....

And I thought that I'm very lucky having O type.....

Instead having O type is just normal.....

But is good.....O type can save lots of lives as it can be integrated with other types.

Looking forward for my third time blood donation....

Got a key chain from Australian Red Cross today...

爱与喜欢

2009-10-21T00:00:00.000+11:00

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候会很开心
爱一个人，在一起的时候，会莫名的失落

喜欢一个人，你不会想到你们的将来
爱一个人，你们常常在一起憧憬明天

喜欢一个人，在一起的时候永远是欢乐
爱一个人，你会常常流泪

喜欢一个人，当你们好久不见，你会突然想起他
爱一个人，当你们好久不见，你会天天想着他

喜欢一个人，当你想起他，你会微微一笑
爱一个人，当你想起他，你会对着天空发呆

喜欢一个人，你会想,他有了孩子，你一定会很喜欢，
爱一个人，会有一天，你突然很好奇：将来我们的孩子会是什么样子

喜欢一个人就是希望大家都开心
爱一个人希望他会更开心

喜欢一个人，你要得只是今天
爱一个人，你期望的是永远

喜欢一个人，是看到了他的优点
爱一个人，是包容了他的缺点

喜欢和爱的区别就在于
当你站在你爱的人面前,你的心跳会加速
当你与你爱的人四目交投,你会害羞

但当你站在你喜欢的人面前,你只感到开心
但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投,你只会微笑.
　　　　
当你与你爱的人对话,你觉得难以启齿
当你爱的人哭,你会陪她一起哭

但当你和你喜欢的人对话,你可以畅所欲言
但当你喜欢的人哭,你会技巧的安慰她.
　　　　
当你不想再爱一个人,你要闭上眼睛并忍着泪水
当你不想再喜欢一个人,你只要掩住双耳!
　　　
喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情

喜欢，是一种直觉
爱，是一种感觉

喜欢，可以停止
爱，没有休止

喜欢一个人，特别自然
爱一个人，特别坦然

喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起
爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起

喜欢一个人，不停的和他争执
爱一个人，不停的为他付出

喜欢一个人，希望他可以随时找到自己
爱一个人，希望可以随时找到他

喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑
爱一个人，总是为他而哭

喜欢，是执着
爱，是值得

喜欢就是喜欢，很简单
爱就是爱，很复杂

喜欢你，却不一定爱你
爱你，就一定很喜欢你

其实，喜欢和爱仅一步之遥
但，想要迈这一步就看你如何去诠释它。。。

Greedy

2009-10-18T00:51:00.003+11:00

I HATE greedy people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes just wonder why people are GREEDY???

Can money be used to buy everything in the world???

The answer is always NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is true that we can't survive without money,

but why don't just satisfy with whatever you have now????

Maybe you're not rich, don't have many money,

But have you thought about other unfortunate one???

They don't have shelter, money, clothes....

They starve and die........

Do they complaint????

They might, but if they are given $10,

They will be very happy and satisfy with it...

But most of the greedy people Wont and Never!!!!!!

I did fed up when some of frenz are part of the greedy gang too....

Got so many money for what????

Bring them together with you after you die????

And I do hate one of my friends in my gang now...

Hate he/she a lot!!!!!!nearly reach Max level....

Hope that i can bash he/she!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finish emo-ing........

LOST

2009-10-13T22:55:00.002+11:00

Quite lost recently......

Half of me want to study and another half want to play....

Exam is so so near....I doubt I can finish revising all the first year medical notes...>.<

Anyway, I'm on the path to swift back to study mode gradually....

Can't afford to lose the 'exam game' again this time....

Another lost is related to Remina...

Unbelieveable she got a bf now....

Really no comment...

Maybe love is really BLIND.........

Just hope that the guy can tolerate with her....

Actually I did expect I will lose the game...

No reasons and motivation to get a gf now...

I have loved and being loved before...

I have tried the feeling of love...

And of course, suffered from it too...^^

I really need to focus on study instead of love...

Still remember that I did badly on my academic performance after having gf....

From a high scorer became an academic loser in INTEC....

Luckily the break up saved me from the embarrassment of can't fly...

Maybe being in a relationship won't affect others in their academic,

but IT DOES affect me significantly....

I did remember that I told most of my friends(include my ex) that I won't involve in a relationship in my first two years of Uni life....

The promise hasn't being broken and will never break due to my POOR performance in Uni...

Getting honour is more importance than having gf at this moment for me...

And I'm still waiting for my princess....

Really want to get my next gf right....

I'm not as playful as before.....

Dear, I know that you will read this post....

I also know your feeling to me...

I'm sure that 'I do' will come out from your mouth if I ask from you...

I know that it is never too late for me to ask you...

But I gave my priority to my study...

And result in your suffering now...

You no need to cry like what you always do now...

I'm so hurt whenever I know you cry...

I wonder if I ask for your hand earlier,

maybe all of this will change...

And he will never pull you down...

I do hope that you will be happy everyday...

Do remember that What i told you before...

I will never let you walk alone...

All the best in your exams...

P/S: I'm not sure should this post being posted as I know you may experience another emotion wave.....Just want to let you know that there is always one reason to cheer up whenever you're sad....the reason is ME....^^

October

2009-10-08T17:56:00.002+11:00

October is here alrdy.....And I didn't update my blog for quite a while....

Nothing really special happened in my life and I keep playing ghost trapper, a facebook game. I love the game so so so much....Oh, anyone who read about this post, please go to my wall on facebook and click on the link to join ghost trapper......PLEASE...this can help me to get something in the game....And I really need it...

Also, I wont update my blog so frequently now as my exam is coming and ghost trapper takes most of my time....hehe.......Good luck to everyone who is going to sit for any kind of exam in October or November......^^^^^^^

Wedding Ceremony

2009-09-27T00:48:00.005+10:00

Wana congrate Ivy and Ian here and wish them happy wedding. God will sure bless them every single moments they have together and sweeter than before.....Today is a significant day for them as well as me.....It is my first ever wedding ceremony in church...Quite amazing and cool....

Apart from that, my mid semester break alrdy began.....a week long planless holidays. I don't think I will go anywhere and it also officially marks the beginning of my study time.

Semester break = Study break

Haha, have to like dat as exam is coming really soon....

Nothing happenning recently. Everyday is just study study and study.......quite nerd right?

Quite lazy to update my blog also.....really become a pig liao.....Eat, Study and Sleep...the cycle keeps going on and on......>.<'

Sunday

2009-09-20T17:12:00.004+10:00

Really bored today......

Try to study but my brain doesn't want to work properly.....

Went clubbing on Friday night.....

Danced for hours together with the Remix music;

Rock totally for the whole night....

Finish clubbing at 3am in the morning,

Everyone claimed that hungry so we walk to ChinaBar to have "early breakfast" at 4am..

Unbelievable that the whole restaurant is full of ppl at 4am....all are clubbers...

Staying overnight at zeying's house again,

And they continue playing Ring of Fire, another drinking game until 7.30am...

Sound a bit crazy....but I didn't join them as I got briefing on 10am the next morning...

So I slept and they played....

Most of them turned out drunken...Haha...

After briefing, I went to Smith St for shopping....

But din buy anything as nothing attract me...

Having lunch at Si Chuan Restaurant, the dishes taste good but it is not a good idea to eat super spicy food after drinking.....my tummy still upset now....

Back to reality,

My exam is on 5th of November......Damn early...

Just hope that I can finish studying everything before exam,

And score a good result this time...

Can't afford to get bad bad bad result again this time...

But my brain still functionless.......damn it la...

It is a good idea to chop it off and fix it then suture it back.....

Damn you my brain....

Another boring yet unproductive sunday......

Friday

2009-09-17T00:11:00.005+10:00

Can't wait for this friday to come............To others, it may be just another boring and ordinary day. For me, it's different......Im going to clubbing on this friday night.....Really tak boleh wait for it...I also dunno why I'm so eager to go to clubbing....Maybe too depressed about my exam result....Study so much also get bad result, better don't think so much and go clubbing...Alcohols will help me to forget everything....Oops, hopefully i won't get drunk until can't remember the "fun" time at clubbing.......BLVD, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Going to rock and roll.....hahahahaahahaha....

No Title

2009-09-12T13:01:00.003+10:00

Big disappointment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm disappointed............>.<'

Meaning of Roses

2009-09-10T19:23:00.004+10:00

Suddenly got mood to post about the meaning of number of roses here....

I think most of the guys should have known about this but most of my male friends dunno..

So 'bo huat', i post here in order to increase your knowledge...

girls love roses and I love to give.....x)

Anyway, come back to topic, what is the meaning of roses?

Different colours got different meaning as well,

but I'm just going to post about the number of roses mean here....

1 Rose	Love at the first sight; you are the one
- 2 Roses	Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another
- 3 Roses	I love you
- 6 Roses	I wanna be yours
- 7 Roses	I'm infatuated with you
- 9 Roses	An Eternal love, together as long as we live
- 10 Roses	You are perfect
- 11 Roses	You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life
- 12 Roses	Be my steady
- 13 Roses	Secret Admirer
- 15 Roses	I am truly sorry, please forgive me
- 20 Roses	Believe me, I am sincere towards you
- 21 Roses	I am devoted to you
- 24 Roses	Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday
- 33 Roses	Saying "I love you" with great affection
- 36 Roses	I will remember our romantic moments
- 40 Roses	My love for you is genuine
- 50 Roses	Regretless love, this is
- 99 Roses	I will love you for as long as I live
- 100 Roses	Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age
- 101 Roses	You are my one and only love
- 108 Roses	Please marry me!
- 365 Roses	Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday
- 999 Roses	Everlasting and Eternal love

So guys, choose the correct number of roses to give to your gf....
And tell them what are they mean......add bonus point...
wakakakaakakaka......^^

Random 1

2009-09-07T23:59:00.003+10:00

Really no mood to do anything now........

So choose to blog here instead...^^

Went to city to shopping last Saturday, spent more than $200.

Bought two pairs of jean and a formal shirt.

Lazy to take the photos of them...so no photo available here....

Working on my EPI assignment recently....really have no idea how to complete it and can I finish it on time....=.='

Lolx, really can't think of what more should I write here...............

Mind is still blank..........

Nvm, go to sleep then....hahaha...

Good night everyone....^^

Update

2009-09-03T17:40:00.002+10:00

Not really got much things to update here as my life is quite sedentary recently....Thanks to hectic schedule, exam and assignments. Everyday just study, study and keep studying...Just finished my exam yesterday but still got tone of workload are waiting for me especially anatomy -18 muscles in just a forearm.....Have to rmb all the muscles, functions, vascular supply, nerves and clinical applications.....And the list is never going to end.....today finish forearm practical and not even finish remembering stuffs and tomorrow hand and wrist lecture is coming......

And my exam result is going to be released tomorrow....Damn efficient this time....two can get result alrdy.....Didn't really aim high for this time as I did lots of stupid mistakes which not supposed to be answered wrongly. Have to minimise the amount of mistakes in the next coming exam.......

Yeah, I can't really think of any other things to update here.........sedentary lifestyle and busy students' life make my mind unfunctional....hahahahaha...x)

Because I'm a girl

2009-08-30T12:33:00.003+10:00

Found a touching video last night....

I love it so much....

I listened to korean, english and chinese version of the same song.

I choose to post the english version here to share with others.

The lyrics sound that is the guy's fault...

But I will take the same action like him in the end....

just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

(REFRAIN)
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

I Want You So
NoW you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

(CHORUS)
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon...

最远的距离

2009-08-29T00:24:00.000+10:00

世界上最远的距离到底是什么？

是南极与北极之间的距离？

或者是天空与大地的距离？

还是生与死的距离？

有人认为最远的距离其实就在宇宙中，

从太阳到黑洞的距离。。。

也有人认为最远的距离是

当两人分手后，背对背离开的距离；

或当爱情不再存在的时候，

两人之间的距离最远。。。

但我却不认同。。。。

世界上最遥远的距离，

不是南极与北极之间，

也不是天空与大地之间，

更不是生与死的距离，

宇宙之间也不是。

而是我站在你面前，

你却不知道我爱你；

而是爱到痴迷，

却不能说我爱你；

而是想你痛彻心脾，

却只能深埋心底；

心与心的距离永远都是最远的，

特别是彼此相爱的心，

却不知对方的心声，

导致不能在一起。。。

世界上最遥远的距离，

也有可能是你明明无法抵抗想念她，

却还得故意装作丝毫没有把她放在心里。

也有可能是你用自己冷漠的心，

对爱你的人，

掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠。。。

海鸥与灯塔

2009-08-23T20:24:00.000+10:00

我是一座灯塔

而你则是雪白的海鸥。。。

天天凝望着你在海洋上翱翔，

时时聆听着你那悦人的鸣叫。

刮风时，我会牢牢地耸立，

心甘情愿成为你的避风港，帮你挡风；

酷热时，我会轻轻地抬头，

让我的影子成为你的避热区，帮你遮太阳；

下雨时，我会张开嘴巴，

让我的口成为你的避雨屋，帮你挡雨；

很希望你能永远的陪在我左右，

但你那自由自在的性格，

一次又一次地纵使你离开我。。。

很希望你能明白我的心意，

但又没有勇气告诉你，

害怕你会因此不再回到我的身边。。。

你是我心中的那双眼，

带我领略四季的变换，

带我飞越浩瀚的海洋；

是你，我的眼，

让我看到白云后的那片蓝天，

让我看到高山后的世外桃源，

让我看到海洋后的那座城市，

让我看到世界原来就在眼前。

没有了你，我的世界是剩下黑与白，

失去了你，我的世界只是一片虚无。

夜深时，

在那灯火阑珊处，

偶尔会传来阵阵的哭声。。。

Potong Saga

2009-08-23T15:20:00.004+10:00

A great and funny one.......x)

风雨

2009-08-19T19:12:00.004+10:00

如果风是我的翅膀
我会随著海潮投入夕阳的怀抱
鸣鸣的沿著海岸线對着浪的故乡呼唤
因为我的所有只在眼眉看不见的對岸
倾心问候那鹹水有沒有遇见我的宝贝
我的真心已藏匿於在沙灘下的那殼類
痴心的等待著远方的机緣
直到闊海被填满的某一天。。。

如果雨是我的语言
我会把我的心声传达给大地
嗒嗒的穿过地平线对着土的世界哭泣
因为我的一切只有眼前荒凉的沙洲
扉心狂吼着我宝贝
我的痴心已蒸发于流沙中的热浪
恒心的奔向无法到达的海市蜃楼
直到力竭被蒸发的某一天。。。

幸福

2009-08-17T23:31:00.002+10:00

生命也许是一次美丽的流放
有人在途中遇到真理
有人在途中遇到宝藏
而我，只遇到你和忧伤...

想起另一个城市的黄昏
金黄的狐狸在漫游.
那是生命释放后的空虚
是永劫沉沦后的复苏.
灵魂的庙宇空空荡荡
见到你，黄昏的美丽再次复苏,
金雀花和风中教堂温柔而仓皇;
火，言语已经废去
黄昏中的笑容安详让人想起事过境迁
有一种距离终生无法逾越
只有等，下一个明天，下一个轮回
见到你，下一个你...
幸福比羽毛还要轻
它又能承载什么苦难比大地还要沉重?
为何幸福往往选择离我而去？

情夜漫漫情路难，
痴情尘世为红颜。
天弄情劫人何解，
人若无情心更寒。
试问几人情无泪，
多少痴心为情催。
谁人不羡梁祝情，
生死不悔永相随。

承诺

2009-08-13T23:42:00.003+10:00

在ZhiLin的生日派对听到了这首触动我的心的歌，
他亲自作曲，亲自填词，
有可能感动不了其他人，但让我回想起很多的曾经，
歌名- 承诺
女朋友离开了他，同时也留下许多空承诺，
相爱时所许下的承诺，
无论多么的感人与有意义，
分手后也只是一堆文字，
毫无意义。。。
承诺给与我们安全感，
同时也在我们心中留下伤痕。
你曾经给我许多的承诺，
但现在留给我的只是黑色的回忆。。。
虽然他咬词不清，
很难听清楚他所唱的歌，
但他的情感却很丰富，
我了解到承诺带给他的伤害，
因我也是过来人。。。
当你无法实现你给他人的承诺，
当初就不应该许下那承诺！！！

你是我的眼

2009-08-09T17:42:00.002+10:00

从星光五班认识这首歌。。

一首感人的歌。。

我愿意成为你的眼。。。

Colac

2009-08-08T23:13:00.006+10:00

Had a memorable rural placement week in Colac.
I used to think that there will be nothing in rural except some basic facilities.
Apparently, rural area here is diff from M'sian rural context.
Colac is a big town, got banks, restaurants, hypermarkets, factories and farms.
Really big, got Coles, Aldi, Safeway and Target...
At least far more better than Clayton.....T.T
It is located 2 hours train journey from Melb.
The Colac lake is very big but a bit water left....
Drought...drought.....drought....
So, the water will move to the other side of the lake due to the wind.
Funny right....morning at west and night at east...
The rural placement is just like a week holidays.
Staying in motel, everything is provided.
Visiting the Bulla Dairy factory, got free yogurt and ice cream.
Then meet with ppl with disability, local GP and home based visit.
Observing how the nurse showering the old guy and went shopping with an old lady.
Funny yet interesting.
Love my Colac group so much.
You guys really rock my week.
Lazy to say anymore, lets the photos speak.

The Colac Lake

The Motel

Bulla Factory

Ski Trip

2009-08-08T00:12:00.007+10:00

Finally I'm back from my rural placement.
REally was a tiring journey...
3 days skiing at Falls Creek then continue 5 days of rural placement...
You may think that I'm an iron man!!!
Anyway, I won't regret for it....
I love skiing and Falls Creek....
VEry very awesome.....
Everywhere is covered by white snow...
Wohohoho....like living on a PURE land...
Still rmb I falling like hell when learning how to ski,
Eating lots of snow and hurting my bum.....
It is enjoying when You master all the basic skills like stop and turn.
This trip did paint another part of my first year medical life memory.
$560 is really worth after all....wakakakaka...
Will let the photos say everything.
Didn't take lots of photos as the environment is damn cold...
Fingers can't bear with it....

7 meddies...

*Will update soon about my rural placement in Colac.....

感想

2009-07-27T19:22:00.002+10:00

今天从我家到Clayton Town 的路途中，
看见了一面感人的画面。。。
一位七旬的老婆婆，
在寒风中推着手推车，
沿途每户去派传单。
寒冷的天气，
冰冷的风使人们都躲在温暖的家，
但这位老婆婆却为了维持生计，
与冷风对敌，
双手慢慢地推着手推车，
一家一家地派传单。
弱小的身体加上单薄的衣服，
哪是寒风的对手？
当时我真的很同情她，
想要帮助她，却不知如何帮她。
真的很佩服她的精神与勇气，
那种不愿依靠他人，
只靠自己的双手来养活自己。
有时真的很不明白，
为和许多人都愿意坐在路边，
双手伸开等着别人的施舍，
而不愿意靠自己去挣钱，
或者是去抢劫，
为了钱财而不顾他人的安危；
跟这位满头白发的老婆婆，
他们应觉得惭愧与反省。。。
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Im going to ski this Friday!!!!!
Falls Creek.....
I will land my feet on the white snow
And touch it.....
A very first time.....
Seeing and touching the snow....
The moment is coming very soon...
Wakakakakaka.....
Can't wait for it....
And after 3 days in Falls Creek,
I will straight away go to Colac for my rural placement,
So my blog maybe being abandoned for two weeks...
Coz there is no Internet connection in rural area...
A week in rural area....
x)

思路

2009-07-23T17:43:00.003+10:00

刚刚捐完了血，
看似输出许多血，
但却感觉不怎么样。。。
走在回家的路上，
看到了花蕾开始绽放，
朵朵花儿绽开在没有叶子的枯树枝，
塑造出优美的景色。
花儿的到来也表示冬天的结束，
但却不是所有的树都有花儿，
一部分的树依然是枯萎的，
默默地等待花儿的到来。
我有如那些枯树，
痴痴地等待我的花儿，
等待放晴的那天。
真的很希望我能变回以前的我，
很希望能再享受在巅峰的时刻，
有时我会怀疑我是否江郎才尽，
再也无法创造辉煌时代；
还是我没有破釜沉舟？
当你爬上最高的山，
也是跟那些爬到一半就下山的一样，
都曾爬过那座山。
这有如我考到最高最好，
跟我只是及格，
到头来也是医生一位，
没有差别。。。
我应该天天苦读？
或者轻松读书呢？
我很想让其他人羡慕我，
而不是我羡慕他们。
很想像以前一样努力，
很想亲手将我的釜击破，
但却下不了手，
有可能不忍心把那辛苦换回来的舟给击沉，
不击沉，又如何不顾生死去拼呢？

只好破釜又沉舟。。。。。。

十年前......十年後

2009-07-22T17:20:00.005+10:00

父母

十年前我們是父母的孩子；十年後我們是孩子的父母

十年前我不知道家的溫馨；十年後我才體會家的溫暖

十年前我渴望離家去遠方；十年後我渴望從遠方回家

十年前我對父母大吵大嚷；十年後我希望父母再罵我

生活

十年前我騎著自行車，吹著歡快的口哨，走在回家的路上

十年後我開著私家車，接著不斷的電話，走在應酬的路上

十年前我渴望坐一次飛機，

十年後我最害怕的就是坐飛機

十年前我踢完球，走過咖啡屋窗前，希望女生對面的男生是我

十年後我望見咖啡屋外走過那剛踢過球的孩子，希望我是其中一個

十年前我渴望住進五星飯店，

十年後我住進五星飯店，卻想回家

十年前我們被父母和老師逼到課桌前，認真聽講；

十年後我想再次聽講，卻已找不到課桌

十年前我渴望有朝一日坐上自己的私家車，不再走路；

十年後我渴望走路，不再開私家車

十年前我希望顯露出的是成熟；

十年後我去美容，希望青春永駐

十年前我頓頓想著大魚大肉；

十年後我餐餐只想著吃青菜

工作

十年前我月薪的目標是10,000；

十年後我月薪50,000元，依然無法快樂

十年前200元我可以花用一個月；

十年後200元我只能吃一頓飯

十年前我們穿著統一的校服，樸素中透出的是陽光般的燦爛

十年後我們穿著名牌的服裝，華貴中流露出的是淡淡的憂鬱

十年前我最怕的就是批評；

十年後我最難得的卻是批評

十年前我們可以蓬頭垢面，滿臉汗漬的去上課

十年後我們必須衣冠楚楚，面帶微笑的去上班

感念

十年前我以為自己是一棵大樹；

十年後才明白自己不過是一棵小草

十年前我唯一可以浪費的就是時間；

十年後除了時間什麼我都可以浪費

十年前我們可以說青春無悔；

十年後我們只能說青春不在 !

十年前我們可以遊戲人生；

十年後我們卻處在人生的遊戲中!

Result

2009-07-21T15:31:00.003+10:00

Got back last semester result yesterday.....

SAD

>.<'

Sad b'coz of no improvement compared with mid sem result.

Still in the same range and quartile.

Wondering how other Singaporean study....

As they always in the top quartile...

Wei Chong 110/118 = Godlike.

Really have to study hard.

Besides, really salute to JJ who manages to be in 4th quartile.

The only M'sian representative in 4th quartile.

SALUTE.

Going to study now.....

假期尾声之札

2009-07-18T21:37:00.007+10:00

一个月的寒假即将到达尾声，
只剩下一天，
我又再回到大学上课。
繁忙的课程再一次将我的压力程度提高。。。
很喜欢假期，
无须早起，无须担心学业，只有玩乐，
在过去的一个月内，我去了SYDNEY，
看了无数地电影，玩DOTA，
O-Week Volunteering，去Mt Dandenong。。。
真的舍不得假期，
但我还是得让它离去，
夕阳毕竟很美，但却只维持那一瞬间，
五彩斑斓的烟花也有完毕的时刻，
扣人心弦的电影也会有一个结局；
夕阳依然会再出现，
烟花依然可再燃放，
假期依然会再回来。
是时候收拾好心情，
准备迎接新的学期，新的挑战。
期待下一个假期的来临，
也期待新的学期，
开始踏出2/10医学之旅。。。
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These are some Mt Dandenong photos.....

Mt Dandenong

2009-07-16T23:58:00.002+10:00

Another day trip with my gang!!!!!
Went to Mt Dande and Puffing Billy today......
Enjoy riding puffing billy very much....
Ooops, maybe some of you don't know what is puffing billy...
Haha, it is an old fashion train that used in British colonization.
QUite old li but very nice...
A good experience especially going thru the Wooden bridge...
Cool man, amazing...
Also, I love to sit on the train window and let my arms and legs out...

After that.......

We went to Sky High, the highest place on Mt Dande...

Freaking cold there....3 degree.......

Anyway, the sight and scenery from Sky High are picturesque...

A vista view of Melbourne.....

CBD is like a lost kingdom that surrounded by mist....

And we can see Brisbane range from there....

Try to imagine that......Brisbane is 97km away from there...

Amazing right????

Hahahaha....

Sorry that I don't have any photos to share here...

As I forgot to bring my camera this morning...

Will upload here ASAP when I get them from my friends...

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Everyone results are out today.....

Except Medicine.....

Pathetic man.....

Have to wait until this Monday...

Anyway.....

Nothing then...

>.<'

Winter SwoOp

2009-07-15T20:39:00.005+10:00

I supposely post this last week but due to anger and moody,
It is only being published now......
I was the game master in Chadstone during this event last friday.
It is a bit boring as have to stay there for hours waiting for teams,
But I still enjoyed it very much especially
watching "Butt Dancing"!!!
I requested them to dance out 'MONASH' by their butts.
How naughty am I....x)
Hahahahaha....

I Think Mang Yik and Mel also enjoyed dancing like this very much...
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Holidays are going to end very soon...
Uni reopen next week...T.T
And my end of semester result is out this friday...
Lolx, really hope that I can get it through this time....
A bit worry about it....

MoOdY

2009-07-12T02:01:00.003+10:00

Don't know why I'm quite moody today.
Lack of motivation and mood in doing anything.
Maybe due to BAD WEATHER?
Or STUDY?
Or FRIENDSHIP?
Or LOVE?
Or everything....x)
Since I was so moody and bored,
Go to play dota with pc and killed them like crazy...
Beyond Godlike...hahahahaha...
Maybe this is a way of destressing.
Feel a bit better after killing 18 heroes.....
However can't sleep now as too excited after playing....
After Dota Syndrome--->can't sleep....T.T
So end up blogging here at 2am in the morning...
Cool....
Maybe will watch some anime after this....
Haiz, Did plan go to city to meet up with a friend from SP,
but are cancelled just now.....
Lolx, then I will be free the whole day tomorrow....
Sienz.......
If she tell me early, then I will go church liao tomorrow...
Rather than just "Zombie-ing" at home...
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.......

Upset

2009-07-11T00:11:00.003+10:00

Errrrr, very very very ANGRY now after knowing that my external is dead again!!!!!
I hate this, seriously.
I will go crazy every time when my friends tell me that my external got problems.
In other words, I need to reformat my external again.
AND this time I saved lots of photos inside.
My memorable photos, movies, software will vanish.
Really damn it.
I wonder why they use AVG as their defence software.
Pls la, just spend few $$$$ and get a good antivirus software.
Then, this kind of problem will never happen.
Maybe you guys will never understand how hard is for the owner.
WE have to spend lots of time and energy to format it.
And we will lose all our important things inside.
Photos will help us to capture and freeze the merry moments in our lives.
There is no way to turn back and take another one.
They are so precious and valuable.
Gone, part of my memories are gone now as the photos are gone.
I don't think I can sleep well tonight.
Really hurt.......T.T
Anyway, I can't blame them totally as well....
I need to responsible for it too....
I will never lend my external to others anymore....
Seriously, no more.....

>.<'

2009-07-05T22:57:00.005+10:00

Quite lazy to update my blog recently...

Nothing special to blog about during the holidays.

Mainly just rotting at home as the weather hold me back.

I did something that I never done before in my life today.

I went to church this morning to experience the service.
Love to sing the worship songs together with all.

But not really understand the message in the bible.

Maybe too many bible language that I'm not familiar with.

Knew many new friends in church and met some SP people.

Unbelieveable to meet SP people here.

Did enjoy myself there.

Hahahahaha.

And I want to thank Yu Wan for giving me a Bible.

In short, I have my own bible now.^^

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Moody recently.

Reasons????Left it with myself.

Feel a bit guilty to waste lots of time during holidays.

Maybe due to screwing up my previous exam.

Really hope that can pass this time.

Not very confident as many questions I'm not sure the answer.

Haiz.

I'm not who I was last time.

Not as confident as before after studying medicine here.

Changed a lot me.

Hopefully can search back myself.

>.<'

Sydney Trip

2009-06-29T21:45:00.012+10:00

Finally I found my mood and time to update my little blog.
Really tired after 6 days of Sydney trip...

An unforgettable memories....

Day 1 : Visit China Town + Darling Harbour + CBD

Day 2 : Manly Beach + Harbour Bridge + Opera House + Royal Botanical Garden + The Rocks

Day 3 : Fish Market + Bondi Beach + Star City + CBD

Day 4 : Blue Mountain + CBD

Day 5 : UNSW + Lindt's Cafe + Darling Harbour + CBD

Day 6 : Fish Market + QVB

Finally, I see the splendid Opera House with my own eyes and touched it.

An amazing sunset view of Harbour Bridge and Opera House

I love Bondi Beach a lot.....

Blue Mountain

Famous Three Sisters - The rocks in the photo

Lindt Chocolate is the best ever chocolate.

Really enjoy this trip to Sydney with all my medicine friends. Without friends, a trip will be lonely and boring.

Even though had some conflicts during the trip, I really love the trip and you.

I apologise if my words & actions make you upset.

Chocolate

2009-06-20T22:57:00.008+10:00

I'm sure that all of my medical friends are busy studying now for the Monday exam...Final preparation before it's too late except me......T.T

Don't know why I was quite slack today, no mood to study at all. Maybe be due to the overcast sky today, the gloomy atmosphere made me lack of motivation to study. My brain can't function properly like usual, not even one word from the notes goes into my brain memory.

Therefore, I choose to blog here about an interesting title :"Chocolate".

I was not a chocolate lover back in M'sia last time but I changed...Transforming into a chocolate addict here.Hahahahahaha. I will post some of the chocolate that I ate here.

I love this chocolate, super yummy, must try my friends.

Lindt's brand chocolate is the best here. There are various types of Lindt chocolates. Like this, the design is so elegant.

This not really has a strong chocolate taste but strong other favours like lemon, strawberry, mudcake, orange and mint.

This one is not bad as well, toffee chocolate, but I not really like it.. x)

Next, is the Cadbury bar chocolate. I love the dessert series, really nice. Can finish one bar easily especially when chatting or watching movie online.

I highly recommend Snickers, it is so so tasty, i can finish one whole pack unwittingly within few minutes...T.T

Lazy to go to kitchen to get other chocolates and take photos then upload here, still got two triangle bar toblerone chocolates and etc....Haha....I'm going to buy lindt chocolate tomorrow and kitkat....haha.....really a chocolate lover...

Haiz, less than 33 hours to go......Exam is finally knocking on my door. I want to study like hell like others but i can't do that...Maybe this is my style of study and due to this 'too relax' study style, I never be the cream of the crops. Haiz.........

22nd of June, my exam starts and ends as well. Only one paper. Also, I will fly to Sydney on the same day.......Wohoo....

Anyway, wish me luck for my coming exam......Haha...(:

20

2009-06-15T23:34:00.004+10:00

I know I'm 20 when

I start to think of things from many other perspectives and to make my life more fulfilling.

I really do feel that celebrating my birthday is not important after all.

I think of my parents' birthday more and appreciate their sacrification on me.

I just want my friends' sincere wishes than valuable presents.

I know I should start acting like an ADULT.

(JiYan, I know this is similar to your birthday post as well, but I really love it and copy the format from you...Don't angry...haha)Forget to mention, she shares the same birthday with me which is today as well.....

I'm really surprised for my birthday celebration this year.....

Firstly, my life group members celebrated my birthday on last Friday. The cakes are really nice and thanks them for having a little party with me.......

And my medical gang just has another birthday celebration with me at Sofia in Glen just now.

Supposely to be a surprise party, but I knew it earlier. However, I still appreciate and enjoy it to the fullness. The pasta and pizza are really tasty and not to forget.....The Raspberry cheesecake....The best cheesecake I ever taste until this moment. Thanks guys for leaving me a memorable 20th birthday celebration. Without you all, My life would be lonely and colourless...

Thanks Chuck, JJ, Remina, Chi Hau, Mang Yik, Melissa, Peter, Claire and Jonathen!!!!!(Love you guys)

I will remember this year celebration forever in my life. Really a long time I didn't celebrate my own birthday as most of the time (should be ALL), my birthday will fall in the midst of exam, It was sure no celebration for me, and Books will always be my companion during my birthday. Exams and tuitions always took away my time for my birthday.

Last year even more pity as I celebrated alone in Cemara as I still remember that all my friends were busy about moving hostel and no people remembered my birthday. And on that night, I stayed alone as there was no housemates for me since some of them were still at Cendana.

Maybe because of this, this year celebration makes more meaningful to me.
Really thanks to all of you...........

To others, this maybe just a normal birthday celebration, but for me, it is the best, meaningful and amazing birthday celebration.......It will remain vividly in my heart, my memories......

Happy 20th Birthday to me!!!!!

天高地厚

2009-06-15T16:24:00.002+10:00

听了这首“天高地厚”整个下午，我已很久没听华文歌曲，
无聊中在youtube 找到它，很喜欢因它传达了我的心声。
我有许多的明天要去闯，但看着遥远的未来，
我的脚步开始缓慢下来，真的觉得累了。。。
我曾对自己说过不管天高地厚，
我都要飞到最高最远最洒脱，
没看见那天高地厚，我不会放开我的手，
想拥抱着那辉煌的时刻。
但那一天始终没有到来。。。
闯也闯过了，拼也拼过了，挨也挨累了，
是时候放手？或是继续努力去完成我人生中最感动的那首歌？
是我不够努力？或是命中注定？
站在生命中的十字路口，后退也不是，前进又无力。。。
真的很期待属于我自己的晴天。。。
不到终点，永不回到原点！！！

God Will Make A Way

2009-06-13T17:28:00.004+10:00

God will make a way

Where there seems to be no way

He works in way we cannot see

He will make a way for me

He will be my guide

Hold me closely to His side

With love and strength

For each new day

He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness

He'll lead me

And the rivers in the desert will I see

Heaven and Earth will fade

But His word will still remain

He will do something new today

I found this song very meaningful and amazing during the worship in LifeGroup....
I love this song very much......
And I would like to thank my LifeGroup friends for celebrating my Birthday with me... I did enjoy and appreciate it....^^